'Thy only have one life. Make it a blissful one'
I once read a story book that said something like that. After I exhausted myself from reading convoluted documents and other study books, I found myself engaged in something entertaining and that story piqued my interest.
It was interesting, and it somehow made me envy the main character in the story. Although his life was full of failures due to his unfathomable foolish decisions, he was able to experience things that are too precious that regret doesn't even came to his mind. That made his life meaningful even though it was nothing but hardships along the way.
I, on the other hand, clearly didn't lived a life where I can say I was happy to have lived. All the things I did was not for my own sake, but for the royal family. To prove my value and worth – to be recognized.
