I am a navel fetish. I use jerkoff with instagram reels where normal girls expose their navels. That's beautiful moment when i catch a girl's navel while she do reels.
And I used watch ladies to she their navels.
in my office, there are 5 ladies who never expose their body to anyone, as they wear decent and full dress. Kavi age 34- hindu, Safa age 25- muslim, Chamini age 32- catholic, Sumitha age 40- hindu and Zainab age 30- muslim. Each one of them has a different personality and charm that makes me curious about what lies beneath their clothes.
One day was a special occasion in our office; it was the annual celebration party. Everyone came dressed in sarees even the Muslim girls wore them which made me excited as I could see every woman's navel through their saree. It felt like all my dreams had come true.
But it was very difficult to get a clear view of their navels through the saree. I had been eyeing Safa for a while now, hoping to catch a glimpse of her navel. She wore her saree with a scarf wrapped around her head, probably because she was Muslim. As she lifted a chair, I caught sight of her navel and let out an involuntary moan.
"Fuck," I whispered under my breath as I tried to maintain my composure.
I couldn't believe how cute her navel looked. It was small and perfectly shaped, just like the rest of her body. My mind raced with dirty thoughts as I imagined what it would be like to touch it.
But then again, I knew that these women were off-limits. They were my colleagues and it wouldn't be appropriate for me to make any advances towards them. Plus, they might not even be interested in someone like me. I saw her cute little boobs too. Oh safa such a beauty you are.
But I couldn't stop thinking about her navel. I needed to see it again, just once more, so that I could remember its shape and texture when I jerk off at night.
I waited for the right moment.
As I was scanning the room, my eyes landed on Zainab who was wearing a light transparent red saree. I couldn't see her navel clearly, but I could see her hips and it looked like she had worn a blouse that would expose her navel easily if she raised her arms. My heart started racing as dirty thoughts flooded my mind.
I hesitated for a moment, realizing that this was wrong and inappropriate. But my desire to see Zainab 's navel overpowered any sense of morality or professionalism.
I walked towards her with fake confidence and struck up a conversation about work. As we talked, I kept glancing at the exposed part of her waistline, waiting for the right moment to strike.
Finally, she lifted her arms to adjust her hair and I caught a glimpse of what I had been longing for -her perfectly shaped navel. It was even better than Safa's!
My cock twitched in excitement as I imagined all the things I wanted to do to Zainab 's body. But just as quickly as the thought entered my mind, guilt washed over me like a tidal wave.
What was wrong with me? How could I objectify these women like this?
But the arousal was too strong to resist. I couldn't help but imagine what it would feel like to touch and taste those perfect navels. And Zainab 's navel was even deeper and bigger than Safa's, which only fueled my desire further.
I tried to push the thoughts out of my head, telling myself that this was wrong and inappropriate. But my cock had a mind of its own and it wasn't willing to back down.
Fuck it, I thought. It's not like anyone will find out if I just indulge in some harmless fantasies.
I scanned the room again, looking for my next target. My eyes landed on Sumitha who was standing in a corner, sipping her drink. She was wearing a light blue saree and I could see the outline of her waistline through the fabric.
My cock twitched with excitement as I imagined what her navel would look like. Would it be an innie or an outie? Would it be shallow or deep?
I hesitated for a moment, feeling guilty about objectifying yet another woman's body. But then I reminded myself that this was just harmless fun and that no one would ever find out about my dirty thoughts.
With fake confidence, I walked towards Sumitha and struck up a conversation about work. As we talked, my eyes kept darting towards her waistline, trying to catch a glimpse of her navel.
Finally, she lifted her arms to adjust her hair and I saw it -her perfectly shaped navel. It was even better than Zainab 's!
My arousal peaked as I imagined all the things I wanted to do to Sumitha 's body. But just as quickly as the thought entered my mind, guilt washed over me again.
What kind of person am I to objectify women like this? Shouldn't I treat them with respect and dignity?
But then again. who cares? It's not like anyone will ever know about these fantasies anyway.
I continued to scan the room, my eyes landing on Kavi who was sitting next to Safa, engrossed in conversation. I couldn't see her navel clearly, but I could see her hips and it looked like she had worn a blouse that would expose her navel easily if she raised her arms. My heart started racing as dirty thoughts flooded my mind once again.
"Fuck," I muttered under my breath. "Why can't I control myself?"
But the arousal was too strong to resist. I needed to see Kavi 's navel too.
I hesitated for a moment, realizing that this was wrong and inappropriate. But then again, who cared? No one would ever find out about these fantasies anyway.
With fake confidence, I walked towards Kavi and Safa and struck up a conversation about work. As we talked, my eyes kept darting towards Kavi 's waistline, trying to catch a glimpse of her navel.
Finally, she raised her arms to brush back her hair and there it was -her perfectly shaped navel. It was even better than Zainab 's or Sumitha 's!
My cock twitched with excitement as I imagined all the things I wanted to do to Kavi 's body. She was short with big tits which only fueled my desire frther.
"How can you be so fucking perfect?" I thought sarcastically as guilt washed over me yet again.
But then again. who cares?
I tried not to stare too much at her exposed midriff but it was difficult not to notice how smooth and toned it looked underneath the fabric of her saree blouse.
"Are you okay?" Safa asked me suspiciously after noticing that my gaze kept flickering towards Kavi 's waistline.
"Yeah. just got something in my eye," I lied awkwardly before making an excuse and walking away quickly.
As I walked away from Kavi and Safa, my mind was racing with dirty thoughts. The image of all five women gathered together in one room was too much for me to handle. My cock twitched with excitement as I imagined what it would be like to have a group sex session with them.
But then again, who am I kidding? That kind of thing only happens in porn movies or in the fantasies of horny teenagers. These were real women with real lives and real jobs. They weren't just objects for me to use for my own pleasure.
I tried to push the thoughts out of my head as I made my way back to the group, but it was difficult not to notice Chamini's perfect body. She had curves in all the right places and her saree hugged her figure perfectly.
My eyes kept darting towards her waistline, wondering what her navel looked like underneath the fabric. But then again, maybe it was time for me to stop objectifying these women and start treating them like human beings.
As we all gathered together to discuss our group activity, I couldn't help but feel surprised when they chose me as their partner. Maybe there was more to these women than just their bodies after all.
As we discussed the group activity, Safa spoke up. "I was thinking, why don't we wear some costumes to show off during the catwalk?" she suggested with a sly grin.
My mind immediately went into overdrive, imagining these women dressed in all sorts of sexy outfits. But then again, I reminded myself that I needed to start treating them like human beings and not just objects for my own pleasure.
Safa continued, "I'll wear a cute cap on my head. Zainab can wear wings. Kavi can have a crown. Sumitha can drape a shawl around her shoulders and Chamini can have a tail."
"And what about me?" I asked hesitantly.
"You can wear a helmet," Safa replied with a smirk.
I rolled my eyes at her sarcastic comment but couldn't help but feel relieved that I wouldn't be expected to dress provocatively like the other women.
Suddenly, Safa turned towards me and lifted her arms to adjust her cap. My eyes immediately darted towards her waistline as I caught another glimpse of her cute navel peeking out from underneath her shirt.
"Fuck," I muttered under my breath as dirty thoughts flooded my mind once again. "Focus on something else."
But then Zainab noticed where my gaze had wandered and smiled mischievously at me before asking me to check out her wings.
"Oh god," I thought as I walked over behind Zainab to inspect the wings attached to the back of her shirt. As she shifted slightly, I could feel the heat radiating off of her body and it took every ounce of self-control not to touch or kiss her right then and there.
"Just keep your cool," I told myself sternly before walking away quickly from Zainab 's distracting presence.
I took a deep breath to calm myself down before turning my attention towards Sumitha , who had lifted her arm to show off the shawl draped over her shoulder. Once again, I couldn't help but notice how perfectly shaped her navel was.
"Wow," I muttered sarcastically under my breath. "Another fucking perfect navel."
As I tried to focus on the group activity, my mind kept wandering back to the women's bodies and all the dirty things I wanted to do with them. But then again, maybe it was time for me to grow up and start acting like a responsible adult.
I hesitated for a moment before speaking up. "Hey guys, can we please focus on the activity and not just our appearances?" I said, trying to sound authoritative.
But Safa just rolled her eyes at me. "Relax dude, it's just harmless fun," she replied with a smirk.
"Yeah, don't be such a buzzkill," Zainab chimed in with a playful grin.
I shrugged awkwardly, feeling like an outcast among these confident and carefree women. Maybe they were right -maybe I needed to loosen up and stop taking everything so seriously.
As we continued discussing the group activity and costumes, my mind started drifting once again towards thoughts of sex and desire. But this time, instead of feeling guilty or ashamed about it, I let myself indulge in those dirty fantasies for just a moment longer.
Suddenly, Kavi approached me with the crown in her hand. As she reached out to place it on my head, the crown slipped from her grasp and fell onto the ground. Without thinking, she leaned down to pick it up but as she did so, her saree slipped off her shoulder and started falling down.
"Shit," I muttered under my breath as I watched in slow motion as Kavi 's saree unraveled itself from around her body. "This can't be happening."
As the saree hit the ground with a soft thud, Kavi stood up quickly and tried to cover herself with her hands. But it was too late -I had already seen everything.
"Oh fuck," I thought sarcastically as I stared at Kavi 's exposed body. Her navel was perfectly shaped and positioned just above the waistline of her blouse which clung tightly to her curves.
"What are you looking at?" Kavi hissed angrily at me before running away quickly towards the bathroom.
I didn't know what to do or say -I felt like such an idiot for letting my dirty thoughts get the best of me once again. But then again, who could blame me? These women were all so fucking hot and irresistible!
As I tried to compose myself and focus on something else besides sex and desire, I couldn't help but feel hesitant and reluctant about continuing this charade any longer. Maybe it was time for me to leave this group activity behind and start focusing on more important things in life.
As I was lost in thought, Kavi came back from the bathroom looking embarrassed. "Please forget what you saw," she said softly.
I shook my head and replied, "Never mind Kavi , it was an accident."
She smiled at me gratefully before turning to join the others who were discussing their costumes for the catwalk.
Sumitha walked over to me and whispered playfully, "At least you enjoyed a moment."
I laughed and replied sarcastically, "Yeah, I need the same with you too Sumitha."
She rolled her eyes at my comment but couldn't hide her amusement as we both continued with the group activity.
As we continued with the group activity, Sumitha came closer to me and asked in a soft voice, "Hey, can you tell me what you liked most about Kavi ?" I hesitated for a moment before answering honestly, "I don't know. maybe her navel or her curves. She's just really sexy." Sumitha smirked at my response and teased me playfully, "Oh wow, you're such a charmer. No wonder all the ladies are falling for you." I rolled my eyes at her sarcastic comment but couldn't help but feel flattered by her attention. Maybe it was time for me to start exploring these desires instead of suppressing them all the time.
Safa sauntered over to me, a mischievous grin on her face. "So, what did you and Sumitha talk about?" she asked with a laugh.
"Sumitha asked me what I saw in Kavi," I replied hesitantly, unsure of where this conversation was going.
"And what did you say?" Safa prodded, leaning closer to me.
"I said. her navel," I muttered under my breath, feeling embarrassed at my own admission.
Safa burst out laughing. "Oh wow, you really are something else," she said sarcastically. "Of course he liked her navel, it's all he ever talks about!"
Sumitha rolled her eyes at Safa's teasing before chiming in. "Hey, have you seen mine?" she asked with a sly smile.
I shook my head quickly. "No, no please don't talk like that Sumitha or Safa," I protested weakly.
But it was too late. Suddenly, all five ladies gathered around me and started discussing something amongst themselves. They were laughing and giggling, their eyes darting back and forth between each other and me.
And then Safa called out to me, "Hey look at us!"
I hesitated for a moment before reluctantly agreeing. What harm could come from looking, right?
But as soon as I turned my head towards them, all five of them got up from their seats and stood in front of me. And then they did the unexpected -they lifted up their sarees and showed off their navels to me.
My mind went blank as I stared at the sight in front of me. Five beautiful navels on display just for me. It was overwhelming.
"What's happening?" I thought frantically as I tried to come back to my senses. "What do they want from me?"
The five ladies were still standing in front of me, their sarees lifted up to reveal their navels. Sumitha took the lead and said, "Now tell us how our navels look like, one by one." I hesitated for a moment before reluctantly agreeing. After all, what harm could come from describing a few navels?
I started with Kavi 's navel - it was small and cute, with a tiny piercing that sparkled under the light. The others nodded in agreement as I moved on to Safa's navel - it was larger than Kavi 's and had a slight indentation at the top.
Zainab interrupted my description and asked sarcastically, "And how do you feel about our navels? Do they turn you on?"
I felt my cheeks flush red as I stammered out a response. "I-I don't know," I muttered weakly.
Sumitha chuckled at my response and egged me on. "Come on, don't be shy. We won't judge you."
I hesitated for a moment before giving in to their request and describing Sumitha 's navel. It was tiny and small, cute like a dark chocolate. She smiled at my description and I could feel myself getting turned on by her flirtatious behavior.
Next up was Zainab 's navel, which was so small it looked like a dot on white paper. It was more attractive than the others, and I couldn't help but stare at it for a moment longer than necessary.
Finally, it was Chamini's turn, and her navel didn't disappoint either. It was deep and round, with beautiful curves that made me want to touch it.
After finishing my descriptions, the ladies all burst out laughing at my expense. "You're such a perv," Safa said sarcastically as they all sat back down in their seats.
Feeling embarrassed by the whole ordeal, I tried to change the subject. "So. does anyone want another drink?" I asked nervously.
But the ladies weren't done teasing me yet. "Oh no no no," Kavi said with a smirk on her face. "We're not letting you off that easily."
And then they started discussing something amongst themselves again - something that involved me being blindfolded while they teased me with their navels even further.
I was hesitant at the thought of being blindfolded and teased by these ladies, but my curiosity got the better of me. "Alright, let's do it," I said with a gulp.
Safa immediately jumped up from her seat and grabbed a scarf from the nearby table. "Let's get this show on the road," she said with a smirk as she tied the scarf around my eyes.
I felt vulnerable and exposed as I stood there, unable to see what was happening around me. The ladies took turns teasing me with their navels, running their fingers over my lips and cheeks as they described how they felt. My cock grew harder with each passing moment, craving more attention.
And then Zainab spoke up again. "Hey now your turn to touch our navels and tell how you feel," she said with a wicked grin.
Safa chimed in too, "Yes, you should touch one by one and tell how you feel."
I hesitated for a moment before reaching out tentatively towards Safa's navel. I touched her slim cute hip first before tracing my finger down to that sexiest navel. She moaned slightly at my touch as I continued exploring it like a soft flower.
My hands moved onto Kavi next - her navel was small but sensitive, causing her to squirm under my touch. Sumitha 's navel was equally sensitive but much smaller than Kavi 's while Chamini had an impressive deep round belly button which made me want to play with it all day long.
Kavi called out again, "Hey, touch mine again. I need more explanation." The other ladies egged me on, telling me to go ahead and make her feel it properly. I hesitated for a moment before reaching out towards Kavi 's navel once again.
As soon as my fingers touched her soft skin, I felt a wave of pleasure wash over me. Her perfume filled my nostrils as I explored the little crevices and curves of her waistline. It was vibrating under my touch, making me want to explore further.
I put my finger in her deep round belly button and she let out a moan of pleasure. "Aaah hey, I like it," she said with a smirk on her face.
The other ladies laughed at our exchange while Sumitha said sarcastically, "Wow buddy, you're really good at this."
I felt a pang of embarrassment at Sumitha 's comment, but the ladies continued to egg me on. "Come on, don't be shy. Show us what you can do," Safa said with a wicked grin.
Kavi lifted up her saree even higher, revealing more of her waistline. "It is soo cool yar," she said with a giggle. "Keep your warn hands don't take it please. It feels soo good."
I hesitated for a moment before leaning in and taking a closer look at Kavi 's navel. The navel sparkled under the light as I traced my finger around it, feeling the soft skin underneath.
"Shall I lick it?" I asked naughtily, hoping to get another reaction out of Kavi .
She looked hesitant for a moment before finally nodding her head. "Okay fine, go ahead," she said with a smirk on her face.
Without wasting any more time, I leaned in and flicked my tongue across Kavi 's navel round. She let out a gasp of pleasure as I continued licking and teasing her sensitive skin.
The other ladies all burst out laughing at our exchange as I continued to explore Kavi 's navel with my tongue. It was an unexpected turn of events - one that had left me both embarrassed and turned on at the same time.
I pulled back from Kavi 's navel and looked up to see Sumitha watching us with a smirk on her face. "He is doing well, Sumitha ," said Kavi with a giggle.
"I can see and feel, Kavi ," replied Sumitha sarcastically as she rolled her eyes.
I hesitated for a moment before leaning in again towards Kavi 's navel. I wasn't sure if I wanted to continue this game, but the ladies were all egging me on. Plus, I couldn't deny that exploring their navels was turning me on like crazy.
As my fingers traced the curves of Kavi 's waistline once again, she let out a moan of pleasure. "Wow, so good," she said breathlessly.
I continued to explore her navel with my fingers while using my other hand to lift up her saree even higher. The other ladies were all laughing and joking around, teasing me about how much I was enjoying myself
Sumitha 's voice broke through the laughter. "Come here and play with my navel, please," she said with a smirk.
I hesitated for a moment, feeling unsure about exploring yet another woman's body in front of these ladies. But their teasing egged me on, and I couldn't resist the temptation.
As I turned towards Sumitha , I could see Kavi looking at me with an expression that told me she didn't want me to leave her. But I left Kavi 's navel and moved towards Sumitha instead.
"Tell me how it is," Sumitha said as she lifted up her shirt to reveal her toned waistline.
I couldn't help but let out a whistle of appreciation. "Wow, Sumitha , you have a blessed shape of body," I said sarcastically. "Your navel is even cuter than Kavi 's."
"I need to eat it, Sumitha ," I continued with a grin on my face as I grabbed her hip and brought it close to my face. The scent of her perfume mixed with the smell of her skin filled my nostrils as I started tasting her round navel.
She moaned slowly under my touch, enjoying the attention that I was giving her sensitive skin. Her hips were slightly bigger than Kavi 's but still incredibly sexy.
The other ladies burst out laughing.
"Now come to me please," Zainab called out with a smirk on her face. She dropped her saree to get her navel visible fully. It was a small dot as I described earlier, but it looked tasty as she used a soap in strawberry flavor. "Aaah," she moaned as my finger traced around the edges of her navel.
Zainab had thin hips, making it easy for me to grasp them with both hands. I started licking her navel and could feel the pleasure coursing through her body. "Wow, such a good feel," she said breathlessly.
"I don't think I can control myself," Zainab urged, and started removing the jacket that was on top of her bra. "Wow, just wow Zainab , what are you doing?" I asked sarcastically.
The other ladies were surprised at Zainab 's sudden boldness, but I continued to enjoy exploring her navel with my tongue. It wasn't long before I made her hip wet and my mouth full of water; it was leaking down towards my chin.
She touched my mouth and took the wetness into hers before tasting it with her lips. "Mmmmm," she said with a smile on her face.
The other ladies were all laughing at our exchange while Sumitha rolled her eyes sarcastically. "You guys are too much," she muttered under her breath.
I pulled back from Zainab 's navel and looked over towards Chamini. She was sitting there with a sly grin on her face, looking at me expectantly. "Come here please, I need the same feel," she said with a wink.
I hesitated for a moment, feeling overwhelmed by the attention that these ladies were giving me. But at the same time, I couldn't resist exploring their bodies any longer.
Without saying another word, I made my way towards Chamini and started tracing my fingers around her waistline. Her saree was draped perfectly around her curves, leaving just enough skin exposed to tempt me further.
As I leaned in towards her navel, I could feel her body shiver under my touch. "Fuck," she whispered under her breath as I continued to explore her sensitive skin.
The other ladies were all laughing and egging us on as we continued our game of exploring each other's navels. It was dirty and naughty - something that I never thought that I would be doing with these women.
But at the same time, it was incredibly hot and exciting. Each woman had a unique shape to their hips and waistlines - something that turned me on even more as I explored their bodies with my tongue.
As our game continued into the night, things only got hotter and dirtier between us. We laughed and joked around while exploring each other's bodies in ways that we never thought possible before this night.
As I pulled back from Chamini's navel, Safa called out to me with a pout on her face. "Come here, you didn't play with mine," she said with a hint of disappointment in her voice.
I hesitated for a moment, feeling overwhelmed by the attention that these women were giving me. But at the same time, I couldn't resist exploring Safa's body any longer.
As I made my way towards her, I could see the sexiest smile on her face. She was shorter than the other ladies and had a petite yet curvy figure that was incredibly enticing.
"Let's see what you've got," she said sarcastically as she lifted up her shirt to reveal her toned waistline.
I couldn't help but let out a chuckle at her boldness before leaning in towards her navel. The scent of lavender perfume mixed with the smell of sweat filled my nostrils as I started tasting around it.
She moaned slowly under my touch, enjoying the attention that I was giving her sensitive skin. Her hips were so small and delicate that it made me want to explore them even more.
"You're good," she said breathlessly as I continued to tease and taste around her navel. "But don't think you're getting anything else from me."
I laughed at her words and continued to explore every inch of Safa's body until we were both spent from pleasure. The other ladies watched us with amusement as we joked and teased each other throughout our game of exploring each other's navels.
As we all lay there, panting and sweaty from our naughty game, I couldn't help but feel a sense of satisfaction wash over me. This was something that I never thought I would experience in my life - exploring the bodies of these gorgeous women and teasing them with my tongue.
But as we caught our breaths, I felt a sudden urge to take things even further. Looking around at the group of ladies, I let out a sly grin before speaking up.
"Oh ladies," I said with a smirk on my face. "My cock is fully loaded with you all."
They smiled back at me, their eyes glinting with mischief and desire.
"Do you want me to unload it?" Sumitha asked with a seductive smile on her face. "It's enough for everyone," Safa added in agreement.
"Shall I try?" Kavi asked hesitantly, looking at me through her long eyelashes.
I chuckled at their eagerness before turning towards each woman individually. "Oh Kavi , such a cute navel you have," I said sarcastically before turning towards Sumitha . "Aaaa Sumitha , yours too," I continued with a grin on my face.
"Safa my dear, I need to eat you," I said boldly as she laughed under her breath. "Zainab , girl, I need to taste your navel," I continued before turning towards Chamini. "And Chamini. oh Chamini. I need to lose myself in your navel."
The other ladies burst out laughing at my boldness as they egged me on further. It was dirty and naughty - something that only made it even more exciting for us all.
sat there, feeling overwhelmed by the attention that these women were giving me. I never expected things to escalate so quickly, but here we were - with Sumitha unzipping my pants and taking my dick in her hand.
The other ladies looked on in amazement as they saw the size of my member. "Wow," Kavi exclaimed. "Such a big one. I never expected this."
Sumitha started to give me a handjob, and I could feel myself getting harder by the second. The sensation was incredible - something that I had never felt before.
As she continued to stroke me, Zainab leaned over towards me and whispered in my ear. "Look at my navel," she said with a smirk on her face.
I turned towards her and saw the small dot surrounded by wet skin. It was incredibly tempting, but at the same time, I couldn't resist exploring Kavi 's body any longer.
She had removed her jacket and bra, revealing two beautiful breasts that were just begging for attention. "I can't control myself," she said with a seductive smile on her face. "See how they bounce when I touch them."
"Aaaaaaaa Kavi ," I groaned out loud as she touched herself sensually in front of us all. "What beautiful boobs you have."
"I need to play with them too," I added with a hint of sarcasm in my voice.
Chamini then spoke up from beside me: "Let me remove mine too." She lifted off her shirt and revealed an amazing pair of MILF boobs that made my mouth water.
As each woman took turns teasing me with their bodies, things only got hotter and dirtier between us all. Each woman had something unique about their body that drove me wild - whether it was Zainab 's navel or Chamini's curves.
"Aaaa ladies, kill me, kill me now. I can't hold this moment," I said with a moan.
Safa came to me and gave her tongue. "What about a deep kiss, dear?" she asked.
Meanwhile, Sumitha started to lick my dick while Kavi joined in by taking my balls into her mouth. The sensation was incredible as they both worked their tongues on my member.
Myself and Safa kept kissing while our tongues played well together. Zainab came behind me, her boobs were pressing against the back of my neck as she whispered dirty words into my ear.
Chamini then came to my nipple and started licking it sensually while playing with the other one with her fingers. Aaaaa wow ladies, you are killing me!
I couldn't believe what was happening - these gorgeous women were all over me, teasing and pleasing every inch of my body. It was like a dream come true for any man who had ever fantasized about being surrounded by beautiful women.
But at the same time, I felt hesitant and reluctant to let myself go completely. This wasn't something that I had ever experienced before, and part of me wondered if it was too good to be true.
As the ladies continued their naughty games on my body, I found myself struggling to keep up with them. The sensations were so intense that it felt like I could explode at any moment.
But despite the overwhelming pleasure that they were giving me, there was still a part of me that hesitated - wondering if this was really what I wanted or if it would lead to regrets later.