Gabriel
Is this what it is like to go through a breakup? It feels like someone has ripped my heart out of my chest and crushed it until there was nothing left.
He watched me walk away from him and he didn't come after me. He just drove off like I didn't mean a thing to him.
My heart aches with the weight of what we're facing, but it's also heavy with the realization that I've let Lucas go. The bond we shared felt real, and for a moment, I allowed myself to believe in the possibility of something more. But now, it feels like all of that has been shattered.
Is this what a breakup feels like? I've never experienced anything like this before. The pain is raw and overwhelming, and I find myself struggling to keep my composure. I want to turn back, to go after him, to tell him that we can face this together. But I also know that it's not that simple.
I cannot force him to want this.
I cannot force him to be with me.
