Gabriel
What am I doing?
He closes the door to his room and I know just how fucked up this is. I might be drunk, but I can still comprehend what I'm doing. This is Lucas Blackwood for fucks sake. He is my enemy. This man would never want to kiss me.
"You taste like fucking strawberries, how the fuck have I never taster these lips before?" Lucas asks me in between fervent kisses. I close my eyes as he starts to take off my shirt. I let him because I have never craved anything as much as I crave this man, this man who I fucking despise.
"Lose the fucking boxers and let me see you," Lucas says as he gets up to pull my pants off. I bite my lip as he moves back over me, now completely naked, his hard cock laying against my hip.
"Lucas, I shouldn't-"
"Hush your fucking mouth, Gabriel. I don't need you to tell me this is right or wrong, I need you to just let it happen. I need to have my way with you. I need to taste your lips and that sweet ass of yours," Lucas says as he moves down my body, kissing my stomach. He starts to rub my cock, his thumb rubbing over my slit. I moan out loud, my eyes squeezing shut as I feel him engulf my cock with his mouth. I moan again, my back arching up off the bed as he sucks me. I grab onto the sheets as he goes lower, sucking on my balls. I hear him groan as I start to rock my hips into his face.
It is obvious that whatever this is between us has to be a secret. I can't be found in bed with the Alpha of THE SHADOWCLAW PACK.
I watch him move back up my body, kissing me again as he takes my hand and moves it down to his cock. I gasp against his lips as he places my hand around him. He groans when I start to stroke him.
"Fuck, you are driving me fucking crazy," he moans against my neck as I continue to stroke him. I smirk when he kisses me again, my fingers finding their way into his hair. "Why does the fact that I hate your guts turn me the fuck on?"
"Me too," I groan, pulling him down to kiss me. He bites my lip, sucking it into his mouth. I moan and arch my back when I feel his finger slip down between my cheeks. I have never been with a man, I have never thought of even being with a man. I am the fucking Alpha, I can't even be with a man. There is no such thing.
Whatever this is, ends after tonight.
I watch him get off the bed and move over to his suitcase, taking out a bottle of lube and a condom.
"Have you ever done this before?" He asks me.
"No," I say, my voice quiet.
"It's ok. I will go slow," he whispers to me. He moves back up my body and kisses me softly. I kiss him back, my hand wrapping around his neck. He takes my hand off his neck and wraps it back around his cock. He groans as he strokes me.
"You know how to use your hands," he says. I laugh a little, my eyes closed. I have never felt so much pleasure from anything before, I don't know how much I can take.
He gets off the bed and kneels in front of me. I open my eyes as he takes my legs and lays them over his shoulders, his eyes locking with mine. He starts to lick up my shaft as he slips two fingers into me. I gasp and arch my back again, a low moan escaping my lips.
"You are fucking perfect," he says before engulfing my cock. I watch him suck me, my eyes fluttering closed again.
I am not sure if he has done this before, but he sure knows how to use his mouth. I am starting to feel tingles in my balls, my cock throbbing. I let out a low moan, my hands gripping the sheets.
"Lucas-"
"I want to taste you," he says against my shaft. He moans as he takes me back into his mouth. My hips buck into him, my eyes rolling to the back of my head.
"Oh fuck, fuck!" I moan loudly. I arch my back again as I start to feel the tingles. I throw my head back and grip his hair, my hand shaking as he strokes my shaft with his fist, his mouth still on my cock. "Fuck! I'm gonna- Lucas, oh fuck!" I yell.
He groans, his mouth leaving me. He moves down and kisses me, swallowing my cum as it leaks from the head of my cock. I watch him as he pulls back and gets off the bed. He opens the condom and puts it on, then lubes up his shaft.
"I want you to be on top," he says, laying back against the bed. He grabs my legs and moves them so I am sitting on his chest.
"Like this?" I ask him. He licks his lips and nods. I move down his chest and stomach and grab his cock. He moans, his eyes closed. I kiss his neck, sucking on his flesh as I lower myself down onto him.
"Fuuuck, Gabriel," he moans out loud. I moan as I take him all into my ass. He looks at me, his eyes lust filled, and takes my hand, placing it on his cock. I squeeze my fist around him, stroking him slowly as I rock back and forth.
"Lucas," I groan, throwing my head back.
"Gabriel, oh fuck," he moans, his hips starting to buck up. "So good, so fucking good."
I moan loudly when he hits my prostate. I sit back up and watch him. I kiss him again, his hand coming up to hold my face. He moans into my mouth, his fingers running through my hair.
"You are so fucking sexy, Gabriel. I love the way you kiss me," he whispers, his lips against my ear. He groans when I squeeze him in my fist again, moving faster. "Oh fuck, Gabriel. Oh fuck!" he moans loudly. I bite his neck, sucking hard on his skin.
He sits up, his arms wrapping around me as he takes my mouth with his again. He rolls me over and starts to pound into me. I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him down against me as he continues to thrust into me. I wrap my arms around his neck, kissing him as he pounds into me.
"I want you to come," he whispers. "Come for me, Gabriel."
"Lucas!" I scream out loud as I shoot my cum over both of our chests.
He goes into a frenzy, pounding into me so hard that it actually hurts.
"Lucas!" I moan out, gripping his back. He throws his head back and growls, his hands gripping my thighs. "Lucas!" I yell as he keeps pounding into me. He stops and thrusts into me, grunting as his cock throbs.
"Gabriel," he moans as he shoots his load inside me.
He lays against me, his breathing hard. I kiss the top of his head as he pulls out of me. He moves down between my legs and licks up my shaft. I moan, arching my back. He looks up at me, smirking as he licks his lips. He comes back up to me and kisses me, laying down on top of me.
I wrap my arms around him and pull him against me. I know that what we just did was fucking stupid, but it was fucking amazing. I close my eyes and breathe in his scent, letting it relax me.
As I go to sleep, on his bed, I don't think about the consequences of what I just did.
All I can think about is how good he made me feel.