When I loved him, he was a prince with no sense of existence.
Then he became king, and I did not love him; I killed him, and his daughter-in-law and his ministers who opposed me.
No one can say that I am not, because the world should have half of me.
1
The year I married Chen Yan, I was twenty-eight and he was thirty-five.
At that time, Chen Wei was still a border king with no real power, and I was the daughter of a local rich businessman.
Before I got married, I knew that Chen Yan wanted this throne, that he wanted to rebel, and that one of the necessary conditions for rebellion was my family's money.
Not long after the marriage, he gathered a group of able men and women, and they stayed in the secret room to plot against the matter.
I helped him maintain the illusion of calm.
One year after my marriage, I gave birth to a son.
I was in a coma for a day and night after giving birth, and when I woke up, he was with me.
Chen Yan took my hand, and then from his arms he took a beadle and put it on my hand. His voice was very soft: "Clean, our son will be the prince, you believe me!"
Maybe my child was born at a bad time, now I am weak, Zhier was born just one day, if he followed Chen Yu, he was afraid of being tired.
If there is a rebellion, there is only one chance.I understand that I should not say anything unlucky, but I am afraid that I shall not see him again.
So, thinking about it, I only said in the end: "I will take care of Zhi, wait for you to come back."
Chen Yu left the door, and then I heard very light and cluttered footsteps in the courtyard, and it was not long before they left the gate of the kingdom, and a moment later, the whole palace was in absolute calm.
Two days later, the palace arrived.
They surrounded the kingdom, and then they seized me and Zhier.
As of the beginning of the day, Chen Yan should have just arrived in the capital city today.I am afraid it is too late to start the rebellion, and how do the people in the palace know this?
The men from the palace kept me and Zhier in prison cars, and then took me and I along the streets to show off.
Emperor should think that chen yu can't achieve a big thing, perhaps catch up with his wife and humiliate him, will let him stop. But I understand, chen wu this time to become a big deal, he will be ruthless, so I don't intend to let chi yu and I become a burden to him.
Only fear that the emperor is on the defensive, and Chen Yan this time is more than lucky.
I sat in the chariot with Zhier and looked up at the sun in the sky.The sun rose to the middle of the sky, just when it was poisonous.
Zhi'er was sunburned, crying vigorously. I had to undress my robe and cover myself with Zhi.
There were many people standing outside the prisoner's car, and the expression on their faces was mostly tangled, and they were reminded by the officers and officers who were escorting them, before they smashed the leafy vegetables to me and Zhier as if they had just awakened at the beginning of their dreams.
In fact, I understand their entanglement, because they are not actually opposed to Chen Yu rebellion.
The leafy vegetables used to smash me and Zhi'er today are specially issued by the local government. It is funny that ordinary people usually have no vegetable to eat, but the dishes used to humiliate Zhi and me today are food that has not been eaten for a long time.
was shown on the street for two days, and on the third day, Zhi and I were pulled to the execution platform.
The emperor's sudden transformation may mean that Chen Yan will succeed.
They were prepared to shoot me and zhi-er to death, but they didn't block my mouth for me to play the final hostage role. They never called out a word until the bow was full.
The first arrow broke through my left shoulder, and then a group of people in cloth came with knives and saved me and Zhi.
I know, Chen Chen has succeeded.
It is only that Chen Wei did not take me to the palace, but sent me and Zhier to the countryside.
He sent word, which means that if I go to the palace with Zhier, he has no time for us. So let's settle down here and wait for him to take care of everything before he comes to pick me up.
There were not many people left to defend me and Zhier, and the daily food delivered was poor.
Therefore, in addition to taking care of Zhi, I went up the hill to dig some food, for the men who remained to guard me were ordered not to leave the hut half a step.
After a year like this, Chen Yan finally sent someone to pick up me and Zhier.
Zhier is smart, he will call me a mother vaguely, but he will not call him a father, no matter how I teach him, he can not learn.
After entering the palace, Chen Wei came to pick me up, and there was a woman next to him.
The woman was young and beautiful, looking only in her early eighteenth year, and the palace girls who followed me taught me to call her a consort.
We had not seen him for a year, and during that year I feared that he was too busy to pay attention to his body, and that he would find it difficult to do anything because he was plotting to ascend to the throne.
just didn't expect that this year, he had a new wife, and he was full of spring.
I wondered what rank he would give me, and a few days later I was seated on the queen seat, and Zhi also ascended to the crown prince.
He remembered that the day before he went out to fight against me, he sat down by my bed and whispered to me: "Clean, our son will be the prince, you believe me!"
2
Princess is actually quite sensible, I just became queen she came to me to greet.
It's just that I'm not feeling well, so I don't want to see her.
Shihua told me that the princess stood in the rain and waited for me for a long time.
Zhier was not used to being held by others, so I could only hold him and put him to sleep, and did not notice that it was raining outside for a while.
I held Zhier in one hand, pushed the window in the other, and saw that the princess was really standing in the rain.
Fuhua back: "back to the mother, this rain from the early morning, the daughter-in-law may be out of a hurry, so did not go back to take the umbrella."
Shihua said euphemism, in fact, I also understand, the princess today is to get drenched in this rain.
"How long has she been standing?"
Back to my mother, standing for an hour.
Though I am not happy that Chen Wei sealed the consort during this year, I still have to think about how to deal with my relationship with the concierge. Now that I am wasted, I can't let the troubled son appear in the harem.
thought to want to go, I still let Fuhua called the princess in.
The princess shivered in front of me, and the rain poured through her, and now it was spring, and she was so afraid of the cold.
I took a handkerchief and wiped it for her, then put it on the cushion and sat down to wait for her to speak.
Princess made a big tribute to me: "If you were sealed as a princess by the emperor, the queen mother is still suffering outside, so it is as sorry as the mother. Today, if you come to plead punishment, the mother will come how to be comfortable, do not worry about me."
I can't believe that she rained for me.
It's just that I never wanted to punish her, and she now looks like she doesn't know what to do.
I also thought about how to be a good queen, not only for the emperor's support, inclusive of the empress, for all the prince princesses can be regarded as their own.
Today, the princess came to the door, I actually know what to do, but I have not yet accepted in my heart this year is not wholeheartedly thinking about me and zhiyu, so do not want to see her. Now since I saw her, then I will be good to send her away.
I still sit at the end: "Since the emperor has made you a princess, I have nothing to be dissatisfied with, and you do not need to confess punishment."
looked like she was not surprised by my reply. She was helped up slowly by the maid, and then bent over me: "Queen's heart is broad, it is as narrow as the heart."
Fuhua chased out with an umbrella, and came in after a while.
Zhier was crying again, I picked him up, went to the bedside, and then looked at him and said to Shihua, "I should be a wise woman!"
Fuhua followed: "Mommy, I'm afraid she will be too smart."
I turned my head and looked at Zhuhua, "If she didn't come to piss me off, it wouldn't hurt to be smarter."
3
This rain lasted for five days, the weather was very gloomy, I did not like to take Zhier out, so I spent five days in the palace.
Fuhua rushed in with a look of apprehension, could not take care of the ceremony, rushed directly to my side, "mother, daughter-in-law is childish."
zhi-er, who had recently taken a liking to the little treasure she had made for him, was now lying on the cushion to play with the treasure in front of him. She was frightened and she was crying. As I appeased her, I asked, "what do I need to do?"
She shook her head, "Mommy, you don't know what I mean."The daughter-in-law gave birth because it was raining that day.
I turned my head to see Shihua: "It means that this child is on my head?"
"Sir-in-law Chowwha came close to me," "I had arranged for someone to be in the Palace, according to her, the child could not be saved, drank a lot of medicine, barely did not come out, this time she deliberately came here to rain a rain, her intention can be imagined, is to let you and the emperor..."
There was a public voice outside the door, and it was Chen Wei who came.
I raised my hand to stop the words that Fuhua was about to say, and then I saw Chen Yan come in with a bad face.
Chen Wei stood in front of me, and without looking back, commanded, "You all step back."
After everyone left, he opened the door and said, "What do you really want to do?"
His voice was so loud that he frightened zhi-er, who was crying so hard that his face turned red that I had to pick him up and pat him on the back.
Chen Yan saw that I ignored him, seemingly more angry, his voice was louder: "Speak, what are you deaf?"
Zhi child crying nearly breathless, I coaxed him to be anxious, simply do not want to pay attention to this piece of shit, then went to bed with Zhi.
Chen Wei came a few steps to grab my arm and forced me to face him: "Now that the child is gone, you must at least give him an answer?"
I glared at him: "your mouthful child, do you know that this is your son in front of you?"He was crying, you scared him.
Chen Yu put his hand to his forehead, and then angrily shouted outside: Take the prince away.
Then quickly walked to a palace girl, bowing low and letting me give her Zhier.
I do not give, Chen Wei directly took Zhier by hand, and then rudely slipped into the hands of the palace girl.
Chen Yan, that's your son, he's crying out of breath don't you see?He's been with me all year, he can't leave me.
Chen Zhang's eyebrows wrinkled, "I am the emperor, you are the queen, clear your position."
I looked up at his eyes, and there was a lot more in those eyes. I laughed, "yes, I almost forgot. The emperor still knows what I have been through this past year."
Chen Yan shook his head inconceivably: "Because of this, so you want to take revenge?"
He squeezed my wrist tightly, although I hurt, but I do not want to show weakness: "Your child is how not only the princess is the clearest, but if you have been pre-conceived, then you do not have to come here to ask for sins."
His eyes widened and he looked at me like a ghost: "How did you become this? How can you be punished?"
After that, he flung my hand and turned away from the door.
Fuhua ran in: "Ma'am, how can you fight hard with the emperor? At this time, it is enough to take the softness! What if the throne is really abolished?"
I bit my teeth and went to the table to hold the tea cup, but the wrist was squeezed hard by Chen Yu, and my tea was unstable.
The thing that Shiwa worried about did not happen in the end.
I heard that because the people who followed his rebellion opposed his abolition, saying that I had no merit in the past few years and had to work hard, in order to support his hegemony, if I was abolished at this time, it would be hard for the people to cloud their hearts.
After the abolition of the thing is a period, but after the waste of the period, the child is not a period.
4
chen yu brought a middle-aged woman in on this day, and as soon as he came, he snatched chi er. I tried to snatch chi er back, but he was stopped by chen wu.
Chen Wei waved for the middle-aged woman to go out with Zhier, and then said: "She is the breastfeeding mother that Zhiyu finds, then Zhi she will take care of it, you just do this queen is Zhi."
Zhier is inseparable from me, I will not even wake up when he sleeps...
"enough" chen yu angrily interrupted me, "because this is the reason why you want to let zhi er leave you, you see what you have made him look like? A prince is bold and cowardly into this, what is this system?"
I just thought what he said was funny: "even if he is the prince, now he is only one year old, you are inconceivable."
Chen Yan naturally did not listen to what I said, thinking that the prince could inherit a big cause in the future, ordered me to prohibit me from approaching Zhier.
After this order, he went out with his wife.
I don't know why he took her on the expedition. She told me that she was the daughter of a warrior and that during the year when I didn't go to the palace, he often went out with her.
Maybe it was because of this that he was so anxious to bring up her princess.
He will take whoever he likes to go on a journey, I don't care at all, I just want to see.
has gone on a long journey and will go on a journey not long after returning. During this time, I used my own private housing money to pay for people, secretly met Zhier several times. Zhi grew up a lot, recognized that I did not want to lose my hand. After a few years of secretly seeing Zhi, Zhi had produced a son.
This child was conceived when she accompanied Chen Yuan on the march. She still insisted on accompanying Chen Yu during the pregnancy, and the child was three months old when she came back.
felt that the child had suffered greatly since he was born, so he cherished him. He named the child nian, which happened to be on the same day as the birthday of the child.
's one-year-old birthday, chen's banquet. At this banquet, I met zhi'er with great brightness.
At this time, Zhier was already five years old, but this banquet was only for Liner, who was also the birthday of the same day, but Chen Zhi did not remember at all.
Zhier greeted one by one, and then sat down under the Chen Yuan.
To the end of the entire banquet, Chen Yan was lamenting the suffering of Lin Er, did not mention the suffering that Zhi Er had just been born, and completely forgot the suffering I suffered for him.
when half drinking wine, chen shudder stands up, said: "the day of the birth is the day of preparation for the army, this child came at the right time, the future will surely have interests."
I laughed coldly with my glass and didn't intend to make a sound.
As a result, Chen Wei grabbed my sleeve and said vaguely: "Queen, you have to call your mother, you must treat her well and cultivate him to become a talent."
The consorts, the courtiers, and their families all look at me with a breathless breath.
Chen's remark is very clear, he is still remembering my so-called killing son hatred, he was reminding me of the importance of the child for him. This banquet, he not only humiliated me, but also humiliated. Zhi is the prince, but he told everyone in front of Zhi, Zhao is the chosen son. I am the queen, he warned me not to do harm to the people.
's previous feelings have become flying gray today.
I smiled, and took a dignified and generous look: "The court's daughter-in-law will regard Lin as his own daughter."
Lin's birthday, Chen Yan is happy, and I am allowed to see Zhier alone today.
After taking Zhier to my palace, I asked him what he wanted to eat, but he refused me with the appearance of a little adult: "The queen mother, it is not early now, I can't eat."
I was going to reach for the plum cake, and when I heard that, half of my hand was done. I put it in my palm and told him solemnly, "If you are hungry, you can eat it whenever you want to live happily."
Zhier took the plum cake and thought about it, and finally did not eat the berry cake.
After a while someone came to pick him up.
When he was drawn to the door, he turned and greeted me: "After the mother, the sons went away, and then he disappeared into the night."
This is the last time I saw Zhi.
After the day, Chen Weizhen sent people to keep Zhier tight, I did not find a chance to see him again.
This is two years later.
the previous year, the birthday of the birthday party, this year has not come, I can not ask chen, then suppressed the anger in my heart, wait until the end of the banquet.
The mood that has been so long has finally erupted. I can't take his emperor's identity, I directly hold his collar and ask him: "everybody arrived today, why didn't Zhiyi come?"
, frowning, dragged me down with my hand on his collar, "Lee Qingtao, you are really unreasonable!"He squeezed my hand hard and pinched my hand so much that it hurt.
I withstood the pain and stared at him, "I have not seen my mind for two years, why are you so cruel?What did I do wrong?"
Chen Yan's eyes are cold to the bone: "Because you killed her child."
5
For so many years, it turned out that he really thought that I had killed his child, so he would retaliate to me, he would take it away from me. My throat was so painful that he said, "I didn't kill your child, do you believe me?"
As a result, he only laughed coldly, grabbed my hand and pulled hard, and fell me to the ground. Then he adjusted his sleeves and said, "The prince is weak and difficult to be a big task, I am ready to stand up for the prince."Today, I will tell you to shout.
Seeing that he was about to leave, I shouted at him, "Chen Yan, do you remember what you said to me the day before you started the army?"
He stepped up, didn't respond, and then left without looking back.
Fuhua came to help me, and when I touched my hand, I took a breath of cool air. She opened my sleeves and revealed my red and swollen wrist, and then cried, "Mama, this is too painful, let's go back to the medicine."
I wondered why she was crying: "What are you crying for?"
Shihua carefully supported me: "So long you have been too hard, otherwise go with the emperor to take the soft."
I lowered my sleeve and blocked the red swelling on my wrist: "Go back first."
Chen was so anxious that on the second day he was going to abolish the prince and make him the prince.
However, he was unsuccessful in the end, because the people who opposed his abolition came out to take the lead against him, and he finally sat in today's position, in the case of the opposition of all ministers, naturally will not hard to come. But I underestimate his determination to make his daughter-in-law become a prince.
Ten days later, with red eyes, she told me that Zhi died of poisoning.
The cup in my hand fell to the ground and broke in an instant. I slipped on the broken porcelain on the ground, and my palm fell on the sharp piece of it. My hand hurts so much, but my heart hurts nothing.
Chowwha took me, and carefully removed the broken tiles which were embedded in my hand, and I pushed her away, and stumbled toward Zhi's residence; but until I saw Zhi, I did not shed a single tear.
I leaned against the door and looked at Zhiji, who was lying straight on the bed, and except for his dark lips, it was as if he were asleep.
When I stumbled to his bedside, I saw that he had a little treasure in his hand. He was one year old when he made it, and he liked it. When he was taken away by chen, he could only take this little treasure with him.
His hand is still so small, he is only seven years old, he has not had a few days of happy days. Even after understanding, he did not live with me for a day, and now he is lying here and can not wake up.
I held the hand with which he held the little treasure. He held it very tight, it must have been very painful. Until then I couldn't help it, holding the hand against my forehead and crying.
When I took the little treasure in Zhier's hand, a faint smell came.The smell was familiar, but I could not remember where I had smelled it.
Shihua crouched beside me and helped me, and she also followed me crying, crying while making me pay attention to my body.
Take the Queen away, and let the Prince rest in peace.
I turned my head to look at him, and I saw him standing at the door, with his wife at his side.
Chen Wei's speech just fell, a group of people poured in and put me up. I struggled to break free, but I could not get rid of the shackles of several people.
The other few people extended their hand to the chi son, in their encounter with the child, the moment, I like crazy general shouted at them: "you are unreasonable, who allows you to touch the mark? Let me go!"
They stopped the movement in their hands and turned to look at Chen.
Chen Wei's voice came again: "The Queen is too sad, you can continue to do it."
Then I was held up by them out of the door, and I could only helplessly watch them fiddling with Zhi's body.
The princess came to help me, seeming to comfort me: "The queen is mourning for the national holiday, the mother is still young, and there will be children in the future."
In the past few years, chen yu has also expanded the harem, but she is only spoiling the princess. So she is actually showing off her own preference to me. And if someone did not stop me, I have already become a waste, then why talk about having a child?
I know these things with my wife, but what she did not expect is that I am not rare this so-called darling, and I do not disdain to fight with a lot of women for chen yu's love. If I put in the past, I may still cope with her. But I really do not have this mood.
I lifted her hand to hold my hand, and then I wiped my tears. At that moment, a faint scent came over my fingertips, just like the scent in my hand. I looked down and fell to my side, holding the hand of Zhi Yuanbao, then I looked up to look at the bucket.
She frowns, she really looks a bit sad, "Queen, the prince suddenly unexpectedly out of the accident, we are all very sad, the mother must take care of the body ah"
My teeth tremble unceasingly, more tears pour out. The throat is clogged, the pain is severe, I hold back several times, whimpering hardly: "in order to be able to sit on the throne of the prince, so you will kill the son?"
Princess Zhang Huang was overwhelmed, and leaned back one step in Chen's arms: "What did the mother say?"How could I kill the prince?
I turned close to her, and took her collar by the hand: "Why, why take the life of the log? what is it that you are coming for me!"
The princess gasped and shouted, "The emperor!"
Chen Yan ripped my hand and put her in her arms: "Are you crazy?How can you go wild with biting orders?"Today, as you are sad, I can forgive you this time, hurry back to your palace, don't be embarrassed here.
I lifted my fingers to the princess: "It is she who killed our Zhier, the smell on her body and the smell in her hand..."
Before I had finished my speech, chen shunned and struck me hard, making my ears ring.
6
In the moment when I was knocked down to the ground, the palace people in the full court fell to their knees, their heads were very low, and they did not dare to shout.
I covered my face, looked up at Chen Yan and the princess, and then fainted and died.
When she woke up, she told me that she had been buried, because I was unconscious, so she didn't wait for me. But I only slept for three days, how could I have buried her in this grass?
I lifted my quilt and got up from the bed, and was stopped by the guard outside. Seeing that I was going to be entangled with the guard, matcha took hold of me, and knelted on the ground, begging me to go back.
My grief is unbearable: "Suhua, it is my son, I can't let him die unknowingly."
Fuhua said, "Mommy, what can you do now?"It is not reasonable to break out so hard. The slave understands the pain of the mother, but the mother can't be the master of this matter.
Indeed, I am not in charge of this matter, because here chen yu is in charge. He buried his wife in order to cover her face so that she would not fall. But it was me and his son, his first child, how could he be so uncompassionate?
The door was opened, and Chen Yan walked in with a gloomy face.
Shihua squeezed my hand and then went out.
Chen Yan screen backed the guard at the door, then closed the door: "This is already the case, you don't make any more trouble."
My tears are uncontrollable: "So you know that the princess is the murderer and shelter her?"
He didn't answer.
I went on, "Chier is your son too, your first child, how could you not pity him?"
, with a frown, attempted to argue the fact that he did not love the child: "how could he not pity him? He used the highest specifications to bury him, what do you want?"
I was so annoyed by his remarks laughed: "he was alive when you held him? He died with the highest standards of what use you buried? And how he died you know, but not for him to punish the killer, what are you father?"
"Yes, he knows exactly how he died," Chen looked me in the eye, "he was poisoned by the jade jade you married into the palace, so you as the mother of Zhi, can only blame their own unknown people."
I looked at him in disbelief: "If you want to find a scapegoat, it is not like this, Jade did not follow me into the palace, how did she poison her heart?"
Chen Wei laughed coldly: "Before the emperor has not yet entered the palace, the people in the court have already known in advance. You think this news is to follow your jade to do a good thing. So you and Zhi all suffering from her, do not owe anything to you. Let who is a sinner, let her come to redemption now."
He said that for so long, his hatred for me was not only that I killed the fetus in the womb, but also that Jade was a snitch: "It was not my secret, but she snitched. I was even prepared to die for you when I was tied to the execution platform. And when I lived with you in the palace, when I did not pay for you to protect me now?"
I whimpered my heart out, but the result was to see the impatience on Chen Yan's face.
"So you think you're lucky?"
I was asked this sentence by him, I never thought that he was really a white eye without a heart.
"Kid, don't you just want a child?"He suddenly took me on his shoulder and walked to the bed, "Give you another child?"
After that, he threw me hard on the bed, I pushed his hand, but he held me down and I couldn't move. I cried out: chen yu, you stop, you just let me cry how he didn't stop, crying until my voice was hoarse he ended.
Then I got pregnant and it was two months before I found out.
7
I didn't see chen yu again after that day, because he hadn't been dead for a while, so he wasn't in a hurry to make himself prince. Everything seemed to pass, and no one mentioned it again.
Fuhua brought me soup rounds, and took the fan gently to give me a fan.
I used to like to eat soup rings, and then gave birth to a cute zhi, like a ball. Now that this child has arrived, I will not let him have a bit of danger, I also want to pay revenge for Zhi. Before Fuhua was right, I had to swipe, they could not run away.
"Mommy, now you are pregnant, everything must be careful, not too much to miss the crown prince to remind me."
Yes, I have to be careful. I put a soup yuan in my mouth. "Shuhua, I want to teach nian myself. You go and bring nian to me."
Afternoon, Fuhua led Lin to my palace, followed by a crying princess.
I got up and left the door, went to the courtyard to hold the hand of the child, and looked at the princess indifferently: "What are you crying?I just taught the child myself, so that he could be done sooner!"
The princess cried so much that I saw jealousy: "Queen mother, if the order is wrong, you should punish it, don't take the min to be angry."
I laughed, "Oh, how could you be wrong?"
"If you should not occupy the emperor alone, should not be pampered and proud, it is all your fault!"
I laughed, "If you know that I am the Queen, put yourself in your place, if you don't know how to claim yourself in front of me, then go down and learn."
The princess cried even more miserable: "The court's daughter is wrong, the mother lets it go."
I took Lin and turned into the house: "You stay back, I'll let Lin come and see you from time to time."
Shihua can understand my eyes, and then the princess will be kicked out.
Today's matter, the princess will go to Chen Yan to complain, the next I should deal with Chen Yan.
I ordered Fuhua to bring the fruit as valuable as gold in the tribute, and then brought a bowl of soup and rounds to personally feed the dishes.
ling was pampered, always self-indulgent. He ate some soup rings, felt unfavourable, took the soup bowl in my hand and patted it off. I was not annoyed, took a fruit to give him, and said, "these fruits are all yours."
"Lin Yin Chen Yin rushed in, and Zhong Yin stretched out his hand."
Lin turned around and saw that it was Chen Yan, happily called his father the emperor, and then jumped into his arms.
I shook my mind, my son had never been loved by my father. For a moment, I quietly held a piece of broken porcelain and felt it penetrate through my skin. I got up and walked towards chen yu.
The way he looked at me was full of defense, but I didn't care, because today I was going to take off his guard.
I lifted my hand to wipe the soup stains on my face, intentionally letting Chen Yu see the wound on my hand.The wound was very deep, and there was a lot of blood.
Chen Yan frowns: "Coming to help the queen deal with the wound."
Several of the palace girls came running, but they were stopped by my hand.
I took the handkerchief that I carried with me, and then I squatted down and looked at the mins: "you don't have to be afraid, I don' t hurt. These fruits you still like? If you like, I will often give you to eat, if you don t like it, then I will find another fruit for you."
Lin looked at Chen Yan, then put his eyes on me: "After the mother, I love to eat."
I raised my hand and touched his head, but found that he had been stepping back, and it seemed that his wife had taught him not to hide from me.
Chen Yan pulled Lin Er to his side and looked down at me: "What do you want to do?"
I stood up and smiled at Chen Yu, "I just like Lin Er, after he called me a mother, I have to teach him to become a good teacher."
Chen Wei naturally is not very trusting, leading Lin Er to turn away: "You are good to have a baby first."
I hurriedly took the fruit and handed it to Lin, and then saw them both out of my palace gate.
The wound had shed too much blood, and I was not steady for a while, and nearly fell to the ground. So Shihua hurriedly came to help me, and told the courtess to go to the doctor.
In the absence of the doctor, I fell a cup of tea, and picked up the broken porcelain into the wound. The wound was deeply visible in the bone, and if I went in more than an inch, I was afraid that this hand would be lost.
I'm going to make a big deal, I want to tell chen yu through the mouth of the doctor, I was very badly injured, I almost lost a hand. But I did not make it so bad, so it would be effective.
After the doctor left, she waited for me to dress. After my clothes faded, she revealed the scar on my left shoulder.
This is the injury I suffered for him when chen yu rebelled, today I injured the left hand again, but this injury is different from before, this wound appeared to let them die without burial place. I suddenly laughed at the new and old wounds, and then pulled the clothes completely cover the left shoulder scarf.
The doctor really did not live up to me, and told Chen Yan the truth about my injury.
I don't believe that he had no feelings for me at first, but under the circumstances, I wouldn't bet that he would feel pity for me because I was seriously injured. I just need to achieve a goal, let the daughter-in-law get up with me. The next thing is to wait for chen to come to me.
During this period, I also did not idle, and ordered Shihua to take all the fruits of the tribute to my palace, and then wait for a few minutes.
Three days later, Lin came looking for me.
8
I took him by the door and led him into the house. At first he was more restrained, but after seeing the fruit on my table, he called my mother. Naturally, I was glad to give it to him, because it was prepared for him. The children were all the same, and greedy. Whoever gave him something to eat was a good man.
's mouth was full of fruit, and I fanned him with a fan. He suddenly turned and looked at me, thinking for a moment, and said, "after mother, I think you are a good man."
, why do you say that?
He thought again: "you have never killed me, you will give me food, you are not the same as my mother-in-law said."
Well, that's the first step, and it looks like that first step was a success.
, because Chen Chen also came.
When I heard the footsteps, I turned and looked at the door. I saw chen yu leaning on the door and staring at me. Maybe he was wondering if I was sincere, and I would make him believe me.
I have already guessed that he will come today, just as he came last time, everything is in my control. So, when Fuhua said that the nian had arrived, I put on the hairpiece that Chen Yu had sent me before.
I took the initiative to take Lin's hand towards Chen Yu: "Your father has come to pick you up, go back home."
Chen Yan looked at me thoughtfully, then shook his head: "Let Liner be with you, you teach him that he should be."
I leaned over to ask Lin, "Indeed, do you want to stay here on the queen?"
thought for a while, and it looked like there was some hesitation.
So I gave him another pill of reassurance: "It doesn't matter, if you miss your mother-in-law later, I can let you go see her."
At this point, Lin agreed to stay.
Before I was seriously injured, the princess must not only be with Chen Yuan, should also be scolded. I do not expect his mother-in-law, only he read my good, promised to stay. Because I am pregnant now, to ensure the safety of the child in my belly, I can kill the child with my stomach. But she can not kill my son, but she will not eat with me.
I asked Suhua to take Lin to eat the fruit, and then I sent Chen Yan out.
I pretend to make the head of the beads facing chen yu, then put a very distressed look, said: "is the daughter-in-law let you come to pick up the limp, or she will not go back, she will surely trouble with you, or I will tell her?"
Chen Xian cast a glance at the beads on my head, and then sighed: "Nothing ... she has already made trouble with me."
I also sighed: "It is the doctor who said my injury, is she worried about you and pity me for this?"
I didn't finish what I said, and then I let Chen Yan think on his own. I did not wait for him to think about it, and greeted him and turned back.
Chen Wei stopped me: "Clean ..."
I turned to look at him. He thought and said, "Get some health, you're pregnant now, don't worry too much."
I smiled at him, said nothing, and turned away without looking back.
After so many years, the thing of jade has long been so important. And the more he cares about jade, the more can he remember his debt to me and Zhiyu. He has a debt in his heart, I can be more handy.
Sure enough, Lin Er was left in my palace, and the princess and Chen Wei were inconvenienced.
Listened to the people before the chauwain inserted in the palace, chen yu every time she went to his residence, she had to make a scene with him. The first few times she was still crying, after seeing chen wu yu felt unwilling to go back to find two short sees. Chen yu's patience was thoroughly polished, then no longer saw her. But she refused to let cheng yu stay here. She went to see her.
Once someone was discussing with chen yu, and she also went crazy in general, regardless of recklessly looking for chen wen's theory. At last, she was beaten by chen she was helped down by the palace daughter. She was so troubled for a long time, it was a complete breakdown with cheng yu.
I know why she is so loud, because she is afraid of dying in my hands. The reason why I can understand her is because I have experienced the pain of losing my mind, so I can hold her so. The pain she has made me experience, I will give her back a lot.
However, they are very good feelings before this, this time can not completely let the princess fall out of favor, for the children in my belly, I have to let the daughter can no longer be pampered.
princess this trouble, my child has grown very big, in about two months will be safely born. Just as the laurel tree by the imperial garden blossoms, I should also stimulate and stimulate the princess.
Just a few days ago, when I said that I missed my mother's wife, I inadvertently mentioned that the laurel tree by the imperial garden was blooming, and if I made some laurels, I could make a lot of delicious food.
When Lin heard, he secretly slipped out of the palace.
Subsequently, I took two palace girls who were familiar with the water to the imperial garden with Fuhua, and went up to pick the laurel flowers on the open side, in fact, to pull the lily out of the water.
said that the river in the imperial garden, or before the princess chen yu-xiu, because she felt that there is a small river beside the flower, just in time for continuous rain, the mud under the laurel tree was wet, collapsed into the river, the intention is to repair it in two days.
It is not raining today, and it is easy to fall into the river.
9
When I came under the laurel tree, I just happened to see the dill fall into the water, so I hurriedly let the two females jump to save the dip, and then I went down to the river to take the dime from the diary. I was afraid that he was really drowning, so as soon as I left the dian went out, I also went out with the fuhua.
Now that the pins are in the water, I am also soaked, the scissors and bamboo baskets for picking the laurels are also taken, everything is ready, and now it is only the last step.
With the sound of "bad! The queen and the second emperor are in the water!" The sound, the surrounding palace people swarming, they will be the most direct witness to this matter.
Today I have a good luck, Chen Wei just passed here, and there is also a princess with him.
After hearing the five words "Queen and the Second Prince", the princess went crazy and generally pushed the palace people into the crowd, and then took the diamond from my arms with a red eye.
At this time, Chen Wei just happened to come over, just in time to see the look of my wolf.
princess also pushed me after snatching the min, she was very strong, after she took a hand, I stepped back a few steps, just to be supported by Fuhua.
Princess Li cried, and turned to Chen Li, "You see, the emperor, what did you say before? that woman was going to kill us!"
chao-hua said, "you can't disgrace our mother-in-law like this. It is clear that we didn't heed our own body to rescue the second king, how did it change in your mouth?"
surrounded by the palace people knelt on the ground for a while, and nodded, they said that the queen's wife jumped down the river and picked up the second prince.
The princess did not believe, with a face that would cry without crying: "If you did not push the Lin, how would the Lin come here?"
Shihua did not show weakness: "This you will ask the second prince, after the second son wakes up, the princess can ask for it herself, so you can also return our mother and mother a clean one."
What I didn't expect was that I was really scared when I fell into the water today, my stomach was a little hurt at this time, I'm afraid that I could not stand up if it wasn't for Shihua to hold me.I was quite weak in my stomach and said, "Today I am ready to pick some guinea flowers, I did not expect to see it fall.It is really dangerous to build a river road in this place, and the emperor will fill it here or fill it.
This statement expresses that I came here to meet Liner purely by chance, and Liner will fall into the river, and thanks to the river that Xian Fei repaired.
When I said this, I fainted, and it was the same move that brought out the child in my belly nearly two months earlier.
After the baby was born, I was bleeding heavily, and while I was cold, I heard the crying of the child, and the sound of Chen Wei outside angrily asking them to surely bring me back.
Maybe it was Zhier who blessed his useless mother in heaven, and I survived in the end.If I wanted to protect my newborn child, if I want to av avenge Zhi, these hands are destined to be without other people's blood.
This time I just fell into the river, I almost scared myself to death, the road is more difficult, so this will not work. This time, I am no longer the old Li Qingtao.
After I woke up, the palace lady went to ask Chen Yu to come over, and I didn't know what Shewa had done, and everyone in the entire palace said that they hadn't seen her.
Chen Yan sat at my bedside, thought, or took my hand: "You gave birth to a son, I gave him the title, you are still satisfied?"
I nodded my head.
Xian's son was born prematurely, so he was weak, and he had to leave you for a while, but you were assured that it would not be too long.
I nodded again.
Chen Yan was silent for a moment, and finally asked the question I wanted him to ask: "Why do you want to pick the laurels yourself?"
I coughed gently: "when we just got married, I picked the laurel flower for you, and you said you liked it. I heard that the ladies of the royal garden had opened it very well, so I thought of picking some to make it for you again, and I wanted to bring it all by my own hand, so that it would be the first time to restore your laur flower cake cake cake."
Hearing what I said, the expression on Chen Yan's face was very rich, and he began to think about my feelings for him, so I continued: "I didn't expect to see the clams falling into the water when I went, so that I did not have time to pick the flower and go down the river."
Chen Wei's eyes were softened a lot: "Let them save it, why do you have to go into the water when you are pregnant?"
I whimpered two times: "because Zhi-er is as big as Lin-er, I can't help him."
Hearing here, Chen Yan's expression is more complicated, I am going to make him guilty of Zhi's death, I will make him guilt for a lifetime.
Chen Yu touched my hair before my forehead, softly said: "you want to Zhier... in two months is Zhi's anniversary, also take Xian to see the brother?"
I just nodded my head and said nothing more.
Chen's eyes flashed a momentary doubt, he must have thought that I would take the opportunity to mention the cause of his death and the prince's position. What I did not expect was that I could not mention these two things.
Of course I want to mention, but not now. Chen Yan was born king, although he was a king with a very low sense of existence, but he was also born royal. After the success of the rebellion, he became king, and the most sensitive thing in his bones was that he must be the supremacy of the world, and he would not tolerate any threats and provocations.
Before, I had stepped on his most sensitive place, so I had lived so miserable, and now I had to step on it.
The matter of Zhier and the Prince, I have to mention it after Chen Yan completely dislikes the princess.
10
At this time, the voice of the character came from outside the door, and she could be heard hurrying to come: "a mother, are you all right?" The daughter-in-law pushed you not lightly...
Before the end of the conversation, Fuhua appeared in front of me.The moment she saw Chen Yan, she stopped.
I looked at her, "Where have you been?"
chao-hua looked at chen yu, then walked to my side, took a peace symbol to me: "the slave went to ask for this for her mother, mother..." said here, she stole chen wu glance.
Chen Wei did not look up at Suhua, but should have felt Suhua's line of sight: "Whatever is directly said, do not care about Su-hwa."
Fuhua cleared his throat: "These years have been too hard, suffered too much hardship. This time, the second emperor of the river has been pushed by the second princess, threatening to let the throne of the king in the belly." If the mother has no prince, if the child is no longer saved, then the child will ask for the peace symbol to the daughter, I hope that the daughter will be able to follow the peacefully.
She suddenly knelt at Chen's feet: "It was the slave who crossed, and asked the emperor to reduce the crime."
Chen Wei took the peace sign in the hand of Fuhua in the past: "You first retreat."
After he left, he put the symbol in my hand: "It is that I did not protect you, but I still have a symbol to protect you."
I held back his hand feebly: "There are too many people for the emperor to protect, I just hope I can help him share some of the burden."
Chen looked at my pale hand: "This time it is the wife's fault, she also asked the yuan, he said that because he wanted to make sweet flower cake for her, so he went to pick the flower, although she was worried about the stone, but the following almost made a big mistake is the truth, I will give you a bow cake."
I smiled: "It doesn't matter, as long as the Xian son is born well."
Chen Wei also returned to me with a reluctant smile: "Clean, you have changed a lot, like the appearance of just married to the kingdom before."
I suddenly shook his hand hard, and he looked up at me in shock, and it came to my eyes full of tears.
He was a little frightened: "Why are you crying, but what are you saying?"
A tear fell from the corner of my eye, I whimpered, "The emperor, please give you more love to the wise son, as if it was the last day in the royal residence."
Chen Yan lifted his hand and wiped my tears for me: "You can rest assured that he is the son of Yu, and you will love him well."
A few days later, when she came to give me medicine, she said that Chen Yu had lowered the rank of princess, and that she would never be able to go near the Queen's Palace and the Sisters.
Although there is no heavy penalty, but such a penalty law, it is to the former Zhier was poisoned to the death of the matter, told everyone, is the poisoner under the princess. No, it should be said that now.
'er never returned from the day he fell into the river, and I went with him; but he knew that I had been good to him for many days, and when I saw him, I would still call my queen my mother.
On the day of his death.
I didn't know where he was buried until a year after he died. When I went to see him, I was so confused that I couldn't believe that he was really out of this world. He lay here alone for a year, and his mother didnt even send him.
I sat paralyzed on the cushion, and said to myself: Zhier, the mother has come to see you, are you cold here?
There are a lot of bugs here, will there be rats biting you?
Why haven't you come to see your mother in her dreams this year?
"Chier, is it painful when you go? how about coming to my dream tonight?"
I was whimpering, my body was not properly maintained, so sad that I coughed violently.
Chen Yan crouched down and put his arms around me without saying a word.I understand that in fact he was not qualified to speak, he did not know what to say in front of Zhier.
came back from Zhier Cemetery, I was hot all night, and even talked nonsense, so Chen Yu stayed with me when I came back. Later, I listened to Zhihua, I cried and cried that night. Chen Ying put me down for a night. But in my heart, there was no wave, but I just laughed and felt that I knew how to take him to make the next plan.
Since chen yu last coaxed me one night, the frequency of his coming to me has also increased. Occasionally he stays here with me, will coax him to hold him, and he will be cute. Maybe it is the constant coaxing him to make him really have feelings for him.
He cried all night, and frightened chen yu. Then he exaggeratedly ordered people to check the bodies of his closest brothers over and over again, and the food that the brothers had access to.
The fact that he was so nervous was a surprise to my plans. I don't want to make him the center of the power struggle now, because the time has not yet come.
I have been defending my son like this for ten years, and just after his tenth birthday, there is no quiet in the court. Some of them have begun to bring up the matter of the prince, and make it clear that he can take on a big job.
Xian's birth during the ten years, Chen Xian did not mention the matter of the prince, so the prince must be particularly anxious, after all, Chen Yu promised that she would be the crown prince. So by the age of fourteen, she could no longer sit down, let her people create a movement, proposed to let the prince as the prince.
Now is indeed the time, Xian is also ten years old, and many things can be implemented specifically.
11
in this decade, every time I stay in chen yu, I pretend to miss to sleep all night, even if I fall asleep, so that he will cry, let me turn my feelings and guilt into a good son.
Ten years' savings should be used by now, so I proposed with Chen Yan: "Chier has also gone for so many years, it is indeed time for him to become prince."
Chen Yan thought about it, then asked me: "Who do you think is more suitable for the prince?"
I pretend to think seriously: "There are several sons of the emperor, all of them are excellent, so it is no problem who will be the prince."
didn't tell me about his choice at the time. He finally made the choice after the Koreans clearly divided into the Xi'er and the Li'er, and he chose the Xian'er. The reasons given were also clear, because he was a wise son, and clever and smart.
Chen Yan's decision completely irritated her, and she threatened her with the military power of her father and brother. After she made this decision, I realized that she did not have to think about it, but Chen Yan, who was threatening in private, was just heard by me at the door, and no fourth person knew it except me. So she finally did not let anyone get close to her.
, even though he has followed the cold palace, has not been put on the open, indicating that chen still misses their old feelings. Even if he has repeatedly touched his bottom line, he still maintains a shining position. This grace, the harem, no one can reach.
I laughed coldly, and turned to wait for the character of the side: "before you said, who is the person who opposed the emperor's abolition of the prince?"
Fuhua walked quickly with me: "Mother, it is Zhang Fan who looks like Zhang Wei."
"Zhang Fanyu, he is very close to Lin Yi"
Fuhua did not speak, she naturally did not understand my intentions.
I saw them both before at the king's residence; they were wise men, and they were a great help to the rebellion of Chen.
Now that the wise son is a prince, there will surely be people making bad in the dark, I have to knock on the mountains and shake the tiger, Zhang Fanyu and Lins are just right.
Of course, I will not pick them for no reason.In the past few years, Chen Yuan Lin Lin has been dismissed as an official, and even the idea of rebellion has been vague. Chen Yu has been able to kill him because of his success in the rebellion.These years are like his flesh.Their ministers are not fools, they are sure to understand the reason for the devaluation and delay of the killing.
Though he was faintly rebellious, he did not do anything practical, and even if chen wanted to kill him, I would have to think twice. This time I would kill lin yiliwei to pave the way for the sage.
Although I want to kill Linli, but I can't kill by myself, I have to pull up Zhang Yu, so that he has to stand on my side.
Chen Wei still occasionally went out for these years, and I waited a long time until he finally left the city. Just as Chen Chen was leaving, I let Shihua go after him to find Zhang Fan.
Zhang Fan was clearly confused when he saw me.
I sold a pass, wanting him to guess what I called him to do today: "You don't have to be polite, you also come to guess today I called you to come for what?"
Zhang Fanyu half-staffed, then loudly congratulated me: "Congratulations to the Queen, the four kings are now the prince, and do not bear the hard work of the mother for many years."
I didn't make a sound and looked down at my nails.
Zhang Fanyu again hesitated for a while, then tempted, "But the mother has something to do?"
My intention was to get something out of him: "I'm going to talk to you today about Lin Yi."
Hearing Lin's name, Zhang Fanyu's face changed several colors in an instant.He turned his eyes twice, seeming to wonder what I knew.So I pushed him again: "Today the emperor is not here, so I give you a chance."
Listen to me, Zhang Fanzhu completely unable to hold back, he fell on his knees, from the sound can be heard very panic: "the mother-in-law, the subject did not have that meaning, he just went close to the forest."
I analyzed and concluded that Zhang Fanyu had in fact discussed the rebellion with Lin Xi in private.
I got up, went to him, and looked down on him: "you took the lead in persuading the emperor before the abolition of the prince, naturally I remember, so today I want to save your life."
Zhang Fanhu looked up at me slightly, and then quickly buried his head: "I also ask my mother to express it."
I turned and sat down on the mattress again: "I want you to design to kill Linli, but also in addition to the emperor's heart big trouble." Remove him, you can naturally get rid of.
Zhang Fan still buried his head, half silent, and finally nodded: "The subject understands, tomorrow the subject will be deceived into the palace, the mother will kill him on the grounds of his following crime."
I answered, and then watched Zhang Fanyu step quite messy out of the door.
Lins defensive heart is very strong, if you do not find a legitimate reason, it is really difficult to deceive him, so this matter is only the closest to him Zhang Fanru to do it is the most certain.
second day, I according to the appointed time next to the hall of harmony waiting, the result really saw zhang fanhu with lin yi.
When they came before me, they greeted me, and I smiled at them, and then shouted, "lin yi, you are reckless! Come on, kill him!"
The ultimate result is of course that Lin sa died, the plain cause of death is that he insulted the queen. As for the logic of the right, no one will investigate. Anyway, nobody saw it, and it is true that everyone passed it out.
Chen Wei came back to know that Lin Xi died, the expression is very complicated. I understand him, although Lin Xi is a talent, but it is indeed a threat, in addition to being able to eliminate the consequences.
After this, everyone will know that the Queen will kill and can kill.
Li Wei, it is to let the Xian son successfully ascend to the throne, directly skipping those messy power struggles, and Xian's access to the kingdom, Chen Yu can not stand in front.
12
There are a lot of stars in the sky tonight, because the moon is hidden, so the stars are particularly bright.
When I was carrying a delicate little box to the temple, I saw chen yu, frowning and rubbing the temple. When he saw me, he looked up at me and said, "when you came, did you bring the magic today?"
I put the box on the table, then went behind him to rub his temple: "you have not been in good spirits lately, and always have a headache, so I brought you some more.
Chen Yan squeezed my hand, then naturally opened the small box, took out the three magics, and put them into my mouth at once.
I put the box away, and then looked at Chen: "How do you feel?"
Chen Yan drank his mouth water, and nodded his head after the smooth air. After a moment, his headache got worse, and he couldn't sit still, and fell to the ground.
I crouched down to see his painful appearance at this time: "I don't know if Zhier is as painful as you are."
Chen Yan reluctantly opened his eyes to see me: "What do you say?"
I laughed, "It must have been very painful the day Zhier was poisoned, since you are a father, then you will taste the same taste, and then slowly die."
Chen Yu barely propped up his upper body, and looked at me scarletly, "Lee Qingli, you poisoned me?"
I laugh, but also uncontrollable tears down: "Chen Yu, from the moment that Zhi Er died, I have not forgiven you, until now I hate you. You said that I poisoned you? originally you are willing to eat, how can blame me? The snow is itself with your so-called poison, you died tonight and there is no evidence that I did it."
Chen Yan vomited black blood and propped himself up to shout at the door.
I put my hand over his mouth, and said to myself: "I marry you when you are the most depressed, I help you, support you, I did not expect to be more than a dear, even if she killed her heart, you can open one eye and close one eye."
I touched his face with the other hand: "But don't worry, I won't let you see me, I'll let you meet you in the underworld. Go down and make me sick in front of you."
Until Chen Wei was only out of breath and did not take in air, I sighed and sighed, then pretending to be very panic, shouting outside: "Come! Call for a doctor!"
By the time the doctor arrived, Chen was already dead.
I cried almost faint, let anyone lament that the queen is deeply affectionate with the emperor. But I did not cry Chen Yan, but Zhiyou.
Zhier, my mother avenged you, there is still one person left, the mother will not let her go. If you have been reincarnated, I hope you have a happy life, if you have not yet been born, then wait for a first-class mother.
After Chen Yu died, it was natural that the country could not be ruled without a king for a day, so the wise son succeeded to the throne, and I also became the empress.
The wise son is still young, I will follow the trend to listen to politics, and become the person who is actually in power.
heard recently that she was scared crazy, all day sitting on the ground picking leaves to eat. A while ago busy with the throne of the emperor, I could not spare to clean up her. Today I just had free time, I went to see her. Whether she was really crazy or fake, these are not important.
When she saw the girl, she sat on the ground stupidly eating leaves. Seeing me, she shouted and hid.
I went to her and smiled at her: "I just killed Lin, but I can't let the wise son repeat the mistakes of the king."
originally a stupid look at me, then jumped in front of me, but was stopped by several guards: "Lee Qing, you poisonous woman! Why do you want to start! Why!"
I "slammed": "isn't it crazy? No crazy is better, how did you do it to Zhi child, today I double back to you, you have to be sober to accept it?"
I'm not going to let her drink poisoned wine a hundred percent. Every day for the last eleven years I've been whipped with a heartbeat and in agony. Today I'll cut her up, slice her into pieces of meat, and let her taste my pain for eleven years.
It seemed unusually quiet in the palace that day, quiet as if there were only screams.
In the end, she was pained to death, and did not know whether it was enough to offset the pain of Zhi child by one tenth.
I don't actually kill minions, but I can't feed tigers. So I intend to keep him in the palace for the rest of his life, so that he will not touch any power, to reach anyone who might stir up his ambitions. If it may be a fierce beast, then put him in a cage and turn him into a caged beast that will only eat and sleep.
13
Xiang's children were young, so that this group of so-called founding achievements could not be convinced. At first, I put the campaign against the young master, opposed to the queen, the government were killed. But so that some people can never speak, so it is difficult for everyone to speak, as long as the current situation, the people who opposed him will be killed again sooner or later. I can not find a solution.
ultimately concluded that, to find a person of high honor to assist the sages, this person must be a person who can make everyone happy and sincere.
Zhang Fanyu naturally knew that there was this talent to give me this plan, in order to demonstrate sincerity, I followed Chang Fanyu on a trip, and finally invited Mr. out of the mountain.
From then on, I took the curtain of office until my son was eighteen years old, and the people were able to eat and the corrupt officials took a batch of them, which was partly offset by my sin.
I have blood in my hands, I only hope that god has eyes, can look at my good deeds, don't let me go to hell so soon. I want to see the spirit of the side, if he is waiting for me, I must see him.
Xian son will come to see me every day, he is a good-faithful child. After eating with me, he helped me to tear the hair off before quitting. Now he can be alone, I am very assured, only fear that late will not wait for me.
Fuhua is old, and her legs are not good. I want to eat soup yuan, wait for her for a long time she did not come.
The breeze is no longer cooling this evening, I just sit outside in the corridor waiting for her. The big tree in the yard has grown very tall. It was not so tall when we moved here.
After sitting for a while, she came up to me with a soup yuan. I asked her to sit next to me, and then I chatted with her. "I know what they say about me. They say I'm mean and depressed. Fuwa, do you think I've become this way?"
From the back of my side came the voice: "Mama, I understand that you are really very bitter."If you do not offend you, you will certainly not be like this. "
I laughed: "that is still fierce and fierce. In fact, when Chen Yu died, they should be able to guess me, but they have no evidence, and they dare not stand up. So what? No one dare to bully me and my children. I also got everything I want, I am the final winner."
"Yes, mother, eat soup round, otherwise it should be cold"
My mouth was choked with blood, so she didn't notice my abnormality because my back was facing her. I also ate the so-called magic magic, just so as not to let the sage know that I was suicidal, I don't want him to think that the mother did not want him.
Chen Yan, originally you died like this feeling ah, I long sigh, and then silently died.
(End of chapter)