Chapter 4 - Unfalling Flower

When I was sixteen, my mother informed me that I was going to marry the prince and become a princess.

The original choice for the princess was not me, but my mother's daughter, my elder sister Zhao Qingying.

She is beautiful, full of poetry.

She out of the street will surely attract the writers to see the distant, competing for wine and cheerful.

She is the queen's princess.

She died the first two days.

1

When the bad news came out, my first thought was that Sister was dead, how happy the prince should be.

The whole jade city people know that the prince is very much admired by the xie family's daughter-in-law, she is the third lady, the two younger sister, the love, but the queen mother did not like the prince to sink into a private affairs, and immediately promised to marry the prince and the Zhao Qingying with him since he was young.

Now that zhao qingying died, the right age to be worthy of the crown prince of the candidate only xialin yu, see a lover namely become a friend, unexpectedly killed me half way to bite gold, I vowed not to do loose the second stick.

"I will not marry!"

The Lord Mother looked at me coldly from above.

"If you don't have a green child, where will you get the bitch born of a shirt girl?"

She looked at me in the eyes, just as she did not look at my mother-in-law who died early, but I am really surnamed zhao. I think this is really a disaster, just the dauphin wishes to thank the door, unfortunately we are surname zhuo.

I fell to the ground and whispered a protest.

The main mother throws a sound, a final sound:

"The prince must and can only marry our Zhao's daughter!"

The day of the crown prince's wedding was full of celebrations, and there was a stir, and I suddenly remembered when I was sitting on the gold phoenix, just 100 days after the death of my elder sister, did anyone still remember the Zhao Yujing's daughter? Anyone else remember her?

My basket went into the gate of the East Palace; the basket of the Xie family entered into the side door of the Palace.

With a beaded ring on my head, I fell overwhelmed and sat down on the bed. The beads were all crisp when they fell.

"Second girl, help me get these things off my head."

I said.

sounds have an echo, and even the sound of touching the red candle to bounce back the cold.

There are no others in the house.

The maid who helped me in returned, "the name of the slave calls the jade, this helps the princess to brush. The princess wants to change the name to the slave?"

I looked back, waved, told her that it was the girl who grew up with me, and she was not used to me when I was away.

Then I asked her, "Where is the prince?"

Emerald is a bit embarrassing.

"Prince... the prince went to the princess. I'm afraid I won't be able to come tonight."

I heard a "oh" sound, let the jade to serve the fading makeup, the crown jewels are beautiful, presumably good food, than the remote cold courtyard of the zhaofu have a future. Thought of this, I suddenly felt that elder sister die well, at least I will always remember her.

2

Before entering the palace, they told me that the prince liked a learned, gentle and quiet woman.

"They" refers to Jiang, the mother of Zhaofu, who came from the palace to teach.

I don't know how to read, my sister came to me with a picture book. Jiang sat aside to look at me, she probably felt that I was difficult to do a big job, like her own daughter. So she pulled out the bars and whipped my back when I made a mistake.

"to go out is on behalf of the Zhao family, Mo to lose face to the Zhou family, and Mo to your father lost. Let you marry into the East Palace, not to let you go as a blessing master, how far you can go, see Zhaw family.

Then she lifted my chin with the tip of her shoe and asked me, "Do you understand?"

I was so angry with pain that I couldn't make a sound.

Jiang saw that I did not answer, and put a foot on my chest:

"You'd better start praying now, the prince likes your fox face, after all, this is the only thing your mother left you can use."

I want to tell her that my mother left me not only this set of skins, but the other is not important now, the important thing is that even if I are ordinary, the prince does not come to see me, I can not compete for the Zhao family.

The crown prince stayed in the side of the consort's bed hall, and also granted shereen free from the routine to me. They were full of love, not only outsiders can't cut in, but also flies are difficult.

That day, Xie Lin was playing in the garden, and when she hit the water, she was beautiful and beautiful. She was dancing, laughing, bending her eyebrows, and the flowers of the garden competed with each other.

They say the prince likes to be gentle and quiet.

They say the prince likes to be decent and gentle.

They said...

Shit.

That is the prince really like the appearance, the rose also dark harvest warm and bright.

I didn't invite myself to play with her, I think we are now serving the same master, to enhance the friendship between colleagues, so that in the future she will blow a pillow for me, so I took her to spend two hours.

Who knows that the next day, the beauty of the cold, not by blaming blame on my head.

"The princess's heart is stubborn and easy to move, it is appropriate to copy more books to repair her self-cultivation, and then go out again in these days."

He took this sentence and went away, ordered the palace people on the way, and did not allow me to go near the side of the court.

I was itchy with my teeth, supporting the scriptures in one hand, spreading out the family books sent by Zhaofu, and the home books were few words, only to order me to accept the approval of the crown prince as soon as possible.

This early is worth the headache.

I glance at the locked door, the courtyard is lonely, and this month is about to be hopeless.

On the first day of the second month, the Queen called me to see her, and for the first time, I went to the meeting alone, and Jade brushed up for me.

"The Queen is kind, you don't have to be nervous"

She took my hand and helped me up. My palm was cold.

I want to say that I am not nervous, I am just a little scared. Why scared?Because the queen is surnamed jiang, and the mother of the zhaofu is the same ginger, they are cousins of the same family. When I close my eyes, I always think of those bad days under my mother's hand, I fear that queen will not give me a good day.

But Jade was a sincere child, and she had a word right, and the queen was kind.

queen mother and mother grow three or four points, the temperament is very different, she looks at me when smiling, patting my hand to call me.

That is only my mother called my breast name.

Even the father has not called, the father and his wife, like, like the name of the surname called me, as if constantly remind me that this surname, especially important.

"a grandfather grew up, know for your father and mother to share the worry. If you get a position, then seek their politics, keep the mind of grace should teach you a lot. The daughters of the zhao family are not waste, after the big wedding, how does the prince treat you?"

You see, this surname is really important, and the Queen borrowed it to get it right.

I answered honestly.

to inform the prince of the snub and partiality.

The Queen was not surprised at what she heard, and listened to me crying while drinking tea.

I then realized that when a superior asks you "how", it is not asking you to seek the truth, but to show your loyalty.

So don't be fooled by her.

Because I had chosen the right side, the queen mother gave me the reward. The prince came to my hall that evening, and I still remembered the decent words of the former queen and me when I left.

"Prince's birth mother died early, his Majesty thought of this palace knee emptiness, followed him. Xie's family is the first cousin, Zhao family has a palace cousin, the palace is now selected for you, it is chosen to help you with the Zhou family ship. But this court can't help for a while, and then you will have to work harder on yourself."

3

"good you zhao destroy, let you cultivate your body and repair to the queen of the mother where the complaint, Lin Ying today will be called by the mother to copy the scriptures." You read not much, "to treat people with their own way to treat people's body" but learn a full ten.

He said, "I have done to him what he did to him."

At this moment, sitting in the unconstrained palace to copy the scriptures should not be Xie Linyu, but your Highness, the Prince.

I do not read much, but you must not deceive me.

is overwhelming, the wind is windy, there is a curse in the wind. I secretly peel oranges while listening to his count, orange crust just finished when he sits down, angry, weird still.

"Your daughter of the Zhao family has a black heart, don't waste the good oranges and emeralds in the south, give your master to eat Umei tomorrow, she is only worth eating Umei."

I've never met anyone so mean.

instantly forgot the attitude of the princess:

"Sherlin will not eat lychees every day, I take you two oranges, you are anxious?" 」

scowled at the word, and looking provocative, he took the oranges I had peeled and put them in his mouth.

I tried to control myself not to hit him.

When he saw me staring with one eye, he suddenly stopped and put his hand over it:

"Your eyes ... are too much like your sister's birth. Don't look at me like that, she would never look like that."

When he said this, the sun was sinking to the other side of the temple, and the setting sun cast a lonely shadow behind him.

I wondered if you didn't like her, why should I care if these eyes looked like them. He had not looked me straight in the night, and his hands turned me roughly over, and the burning breath bound me to my rear neck.

I recall my mother's admonition when she didn't come out. Jiang showed me a lot of house rules, and Jiang's paintings showed me more than just house rules.

Those patterns have been swept in front of my eyes, the time to put the troops to work has arrived, I want to make myself as good as possible, but all the solutions have failed, I don't even know when he left.

When I woke, it was bright; and the jade stood by the bed, and brought me a bowl of medicine, and was too shy to look at me.

Afraid I won't move, then adds:

"It was ordered by His Highness the Prince"

I took the medicine bowl and drank it.

It's really hard.

This kid's dirty.

From now on, at the first fifteenth day of the month, he will surely come to my temple, along with the bowl of medicine; and when I am afflicted with tears, I will not go over my head; and he will not be able to bear to see the redness of my eyes.

He spent more time staying at Sherin's.

Xie's family is very popular outside, even overwhelming the Zhao family. I do not hear the temple affairs, but also vaguely heard the news of the two parties' dissent.

Maybe the final victory depends on a woman's belly.

The Zhao family's letters were urged more and more frequently.

I could no longer put the kettle in the garden without thinking; my eyes would involuntarily move to her abdomen, and the time would pass quickly, well, there would be no wonder there.

also gave her that soup medicine?

also let her drink that kind of medicine?

, or do you want him... No?

I flipped over in disjointed conjecture, and my thrusting arm made my waist a little heavy. He slept very well.

4

in the summer heat, the southern city came from the good news, deputy general zhao qingyu led the army to regain the lost land, and then attacked three cities, not day triumphant return to beijing. Heavenly joy, set up a feast.

I can not add bricks to the Zhao family's glory for the time being, without preventing others from stepping forward.

For the first time, I participated in such a grand palace dinner, and the lights of the palace were lit, so that the night was as bright as the day, the light of the day fell on the face of the Zhao family, the endless spring breeze, the scenery was unparalleled.

There are courtiers who come to pay tribute to Yin and me, and they not only praise my husband when they say the words, but also specially mention my brother who has repeatedly won the battle.

I drunk my brain out, and a vague warm breath poured into my neck.

"Didn't your Zhao family ever train you to drink alcohol?"

said, he carelessly glanced at the father on the first seat next.

Father looks much older than me, so it seems that he was born to do this.

Go back and rest, don't be embarrassed here.

Saying, I have received the sound of heaven.

I retreated from the banquet as relieved to straighten up the shoulders of the night, suddenly remembered that in the Zhaofu, my father invited his colleagues to celebrate, and the senior officials were full.

At that time, my daughter and I were quietly hiding in the dark, and there were all kinds of delicate lanterns on the table, and the scarlet lantern was reflected on the big pork leg with fat and juicy, the big pig leg was placed in front of my father, and his head and pig leg were as red as his.

I thought this picture was funny, so I laughed in a low voice, and my stomach growled at the same time.

two girls said miss, let's go back, there are two hammer in the house.

The bread has no taste.

We roast with fire, and roast to taste.

Then you be careful, let the mother know that we use fire, baking is not only bread.

That night I ate my baked yellow steamed bread, and I felt the great red lantern outside. I wanted to go under that lantern, like father, like mother-in-law, like everyone who is decent enough to eat and keep warm.

Then told them, I am not Zhaofu cold courtyard there is a nameless wild girl, I call Zhaoshan.

Sitting on the destruction of the jade face, walking without a good face.

Just then, I was respectfully called a princess by every decent person, they toasted me, they greeted me. They called me the princess, they stared at the prince. Their eyes were not really destroyed.

My heart was suddenly blocked.

I think I may miss the second girl, the only one who will care about me.

5

I went to the unknown path to exhale, looked up to see a white moon, I think this moon is really round ah, it is not only round, it will call, more and more strange, accompanied by oppressive gasps.

"Adult... no, no... slave no..."

"No, my Lord wants you today, and the holy one will not say no, what the hell are you calling?"

I slammed open the covering bushes.

moon shadow ripped the large collar of the palace wall, and the white flower's shoulder neck jumped into the eye. The man kept stopping, he looked at me and raised a slight laugh:

"Who am I to be, the princess, or should I call you, my sister?"

I look at the undressed man in front of me.

He served his enemies well on the battlefield, and his royal daughters did not give in much under the battle.

He was supposed to receive the prize at the banquet, but he could not wait to get the reward beforehand.

I offered my hand to discourage his increasingly aggressive actions:

Brother, this is the maid of the Queen's side

Zhao Qingying took care of the cuffs, and cold eyes looked at me:

"Why, want to tell on me? you will not be the princess forget who you are family?"

"It is always a disgrace to do such a thing in the palace, why should my brother be anxious?"

He leaned down, full of warnings:

"If you ruin my reputation, it is the reputation of the Zhao family, may wish to think about where you will become by then?"

He's disgusting.

But he's right.

Hold my life with precision. We're on the same rope.

When I saw that he had ceased his beastly behavior, I took a deep breath, and told him that I had not forgotten that I could sit on the throne of the prince, because of my father and mother.

My words seem to please him, and he shakes his collar with delight:

"Go, go now, ask for help from the Queen, see if the Queen is willing to accept me, or listen to your new crown prince."

Zhao Qingying pulled through the little palace girl.

looked at me in a panic. The moonlight was shining white, and her scales were shining bright.

The mouth of my heart suddenly broke.

There is a distant cry coming from the depths of memory, which is one of the most unwilling to recall.

was the second girl crying and screaming. She was held in Zhao's arms.

There was a pale moon on Zhao Qingying's head, and he cut through the second girl's body under the moonlight, and she struggled hard. The clothes were messy, and her lower body was full of blood.

Zhao Qingying cursed a "bitch bitch".

The next day two girls were hanged under the roof where we had lived for fourteen years.

6

If there were a mirror at this time, I would see my face as pale as the moonlight of that night. I heard the rustle of zhao qingying carrying people through the trees, the squeak of my trembling finger joints, the roaring of my heart for my own inefficiency.

Then I heard the whispering sound.

called to me.

"The palace to find the princess, originally here with the family brother to catch up with the old"

Zhao Qingying replied:

Yes, yes, when you see that everything is okay with your sister, you will be at ease.

Laughs and laughs:

"The crown princess is stubborn, the palace does have some teaching, but the vice president is still good as soon as possible back to the table, Zhao taishishi look for you, has been sent to find you."

I went back to the woman, and followed the trend to take down the little maid.

She saw Zhao Qingying go far away, knelt on both knees, and fell on the ground and slammed his head:

The slave thanked the princess for her grace and grace,

waved her back.

I don't know when my hand won't tremble, my eyes are still dry, I didn't want to see Yu Yu at the moment, but I imagined a relaxed laughter on his face:

"Are you crying after being scared by your brother?"

The feast of the day was over when I came here, and he sent only a word, and took me with him. He was not pleased with the manners of the people, and the smoke was painful to his brain.

I sat down on his side and smelled the faint calm of the Buddha's hand, calming down.

So I told him that I was not frightened to cry, but that I remembered my forefather.

"If you want to, why don't you go?"

He didn't laugh this time, and the wind cleared the jade face. I always knew he was good-looking, and tonight he was particularly good.

"I can't see, she's gone" I shake my head, "never"

He drooped, his throat moved, and seemed to flow with a low sigh.

"You think of your sister?"

half a minute, he said quietly.

I blinked and blinked.

I almost blurted out that it was not, not like that, but like a throat.

Almost forgot that the person in front of me did not know about my past.

His mace under his dark eyelashes flashed, a look I had never seen before.

When she went, on such a quiet night? was she in pain? did she shout?

This kind of evil is strange to me.

was stranger than he had been when he doted on Sherin.

He came to zhaofu to play with elder sister, the two people laughing in the courtyard, always gentle and quiet elderly sister was often played by him. They looked at each other from a young age, and they were both disgusted by each other.

Playful laughter crosses the door wall to add a pastime to my monotonous and secluded courtyard.

But did he know how much I had suffered in that courtyard, and that I had lost a close relative and a close friend?

Li and Sister were favored by God, so they laughed under the sun, and I listened in the shadow of the courtyard wall.

But he is a prince, and he is to be an emperor, how can the Emperor not know that there is a bitter thing under the sun?

I looked into his clear eyes, and in a spiteful way I kept telling him what he wanted to know.

"A sister died when it was big day, she was stabbed several holes in the body, she is very painful, painful for a long time before finally no pain."

7

Shortly after the queen gave the wedding, a sister and some of the female friends in the palace went to the Zhaofu Temple outside the city to pray for the blessing, and I happened to be one of the several accompanying female friends. I saw her worshiping and worshiping the Buddha. Seeing her return home, she met with the bandits and was killed.

mountain bandit's eye is very good, focus on the most beautiful one in our line of people to kill. Beautiful Zhaofu Qianjin soon carrying several bloody holes, dying when the hand holds the jade falling from the temple.

is not used at this time.

I think.

took her all the way down the hillside, just as the patrol officers were passing the foot of the hill. When they went up the hill, I carried her to the nearest inn.

She said, You see, the sound is still spiritual, and we are saved.

I nodded. The sun was shining, and the blood was flowing red under the white-flowered sunlight.

She died of her wounds in the inn shortly after she said this. I hadn't had time to bring him back.

This matter was sensational at that time, the mountain bandits were arrested on the day, and put into prison as many as possible. Count the days, and then two months to the time after the fall.

During these two months the body of the upper dragon is getting worse.

finally did not get through this summer, and then went back to heaven.

In the dragon robe, the first thing ordered is to implement the New Deal and thoroughly investigate the old case.

The new king ascended to the throne, should be amnesty to the world, but the city's eastern food market still sounded the sound of cutting the head.

That was the bandit who had slaughtered my sister.

jade informed me that I was using the fairy flower to paint the fingernails, the nails are dyed red and red, like the blood of aunt when she died. I waited for them to dry bit by bit in the sun, and listen to the jade continue to report.

Xie Lin has been sealed.

Seven promises of the seal.

I can't sit down.

This kid is mean to an old lover... Like that?

"His Majesty recently thoroughly investigated the old case, found that behind the group of bandits and the head of Xie Zhongyu, the interception of the day is plotted to instruct, I want to destroy the then finger-marriage. The monastery recently grasped the evidence of their private bribery, Xie's family is afraid..."

I suddenly realized that it is no wonder that the group of barbarians cut people so accurately, originally bought the head early.

My daughter Jade is a good information sniffer and a good prophet.

Xie's family this time I'm afraid more than good luck.

I moved from the Zhaoyang Temple to the unconceived palace.

Many new people entered the palace, the daughter of the general, the niece of the head of the prohibited army, they sealed the beauty, the noble people, they came to my palace every day, and they were invited to be welcome, not long, they were full, beautiful, pure and dignified, kneeling together like full potatoes.

I looked around and saw that there was no Schelling in the potatoes.

Xie Lin is grounded in the Cold Palace.

Xie Lin said that her father, her uncle, and her brother had all been suspended.

Xie's door was snubbed, and soon closed the door to thank the guests.

8

Zhao Xie's fight ended without a fight, and the Xie family's jade mountain fell, and his gentle feelings for Xie Lin's old days are ancient.

I had thought that the king's favor was unpredictable, until one day I stepped into the throne hall where the heaven lived and saw a group fan in the house.

The fan is inscribed with two lines of poetry, which means that I am not good at reading poetry. I have some experience in reading the handwriting. It is a sister's handwriting, who originally liked to make group fans when she was alive, and then talk about poetry above.

In the house, there are also the only books that Sister has flipped through, the scorched tail harp piano, and the customized jade chessboard.

I thought for a long time on the way back, and suddenly believed that what "they" said was true.The prince liked the learned and talented, gentle and quiet woman.

Queen Jiang did not like him to sink into his children's private feelings, how can he be so smart people do not know? So on the contrary, admire the other family women, and the desired people to make it difficult for the situation, and then wait for the Queen of Jiang to point to him for his true desire to marry.

I was instantly open.

It is no wonder that he abandoned Xie Lin.

No wonder I was crying, and he was distressed.

He covered my eyes, the same eyes as my sister's. He couldn't bear to make her cry.

Eat evil and evil.

It turns out that your boy hides such deep feelings.

I went to the cold palace to visit Xie Linyu, not to fall into the stone, I actually pity her.

may be false, but Xie Linyu paid the truth.

She is so bright and warm, only for him to blossom.

But he deceived her from beginning to end.

My mother once said that a deceiving man should swallow a thousand needles.

This kid's not real.

A few months later, a southern palace princess was sealed in the palace of the negative heart.

Nangong's father is the head of the imperial forest army, Xie's new emperor is very popular in front of the new king, lately, but even more than the Zhao family, my brother stands strong military achievements, from the deputy general mentioned from the general. My father, already the first officer of the civil service, then brought my mother a quality of life.

There are people in my palace every day to give gifts.

took one look at my new pair of onyx earrings, and did not hesitate to abandon it:

"Common"

"Your Majesty will help me choose one?"

I took him to my little vault, where the tribute of the recent harvest was displayed.

The golden light shimmered and hurt the furrowed eyes.

Zhao, you do not know the convergence!

He waved my hand, and I squared my hands:

"Send to the door, there is no reason not to accept it"

I reassured him that I used to be very poor, a year to eat a dumpling, and now I have ten dumplings so big jade, I do not clear the valley, two can't help it, it is very difficult not to move ah.

"And, your Majesty, if your daughter-in-law is beautifully dressed, is she a woman who pleases herself?"

"full mouth," he said, still allowing me to draw near to him.

"Zhao Yu, you better learn to converge, otherwise sooner or later you will be stupidly killed yourself."

It doesn't matter, my father is smart, my brother is not bad, and the most important thing is that my husband has a strong army.

I blinked my big innocent eyes, I couldn't bear it, and I didn't continue to pursue this.

Late in the evening he was again set foot in the palace, a posture of sleeping with meals, I looked at the moon outside the window, today is neither the first day nor the fifteenth day.

After a couple of drinks, I asked him casually:

"I heard your mother summoned you at noon"

His mother, once the Jiang Queen, now the Empress of Jiang, the hidden pusher behind the Zhao family, naturally will often find me in the past.

But today this house is a bit unusual.

's ears are good.

I put down the jade seal to answer yes, the queen mother called my family sister Zhao Qingying into the palace.

Although Zhao Qingying surnamed Zhu, the branch was closer to the Empress.

She was twelve years old this year, and in a few years she would be ready to marry. Her mother-in-law intended to choose a good husband for her.

The best husband under this day, I looked up at Yin, in addition to the new emperor in front of this god, who else?

put a shrimp calmly in his mouth, if he glanced at me:

"Are you pushing?"

My heart says you even know this, how many eyeliners have you planted around your stepmother?

So you don't know why I pushed?

Empress mother-in-law saw that my belly was not competitive, and the eyebrows of goodness were rarely good, she said bitterly that the Zhao family's leaves were very lush, but the roots had not been put down, and how would I be born in the future?

I still can't think about it, and she is eager to send the candidates to the palace.

But her mind is wrong, I want to stand high, and Zhao family together to lean on the mountains and rivers, everyone is safe.

The family sister is still young, and I still have a few years to slowly think about the method.

I swallowed these worries in my stomach, frowning and wanting to cry:

"No woman is willing to share her husband with others, and even if her mother is in the world, she will still have selfishness."

said no. He curled his lips somewhat stiffly:

"How could I not see you with such selfishness in the East Palace?"

I touched his hand, and when I saw that he had not waved, I red-faced and laughed:

I didn't like you then, it's different now.

9

My posture is very useful, he still looks cold, but he has not come to the Shenyang Palace many times.

Occasionally walk with me in the imperial garden, I like a pavilion called the smoke booth, where the fire is full of sunflowers. I used to live in the small courtyard also planted sunflower, it is my mother's own hand planting a plant, so I feel very affectionate.

Not a word after listening.

The next day, the gardener entered and exited the palace, and all the flowers next to the smoke pavilion were grafted.

I think this is a good sign, the petal is red and flaming, like the Zhao family on the steaming day.

years after the closure of Zhao Qingying, he repeatedly in the front line, I relentlessly rewarded, although I do not like this brother, but it is difficult to reject all the benefits he brought. I should no longer suspect that everything is not worth the gold, more than an enemy more than a friend. We are the same camp.

So in the middle of this summer, before Zhao Qingtao's triumphant return to the throne, I probe into the question of Yu:

"Because my brother is good at fighting, what reward does your Majesty have in store for him?"

Without looking up at the book in his hand.

It sounds like the Queen has considered...

I laugh, know my husband also, if I do not ask, will not ask; since asked, it will be liked by a brother, zhao family all like.

"this time, the soldiers in the southern provinces heard that their children could hear their brother's name crying in the middle of the night. But this was a bad name, the general, where is "the general" sound more scary?"

His Majesty has always been clear in rewarding and punishing, and must know that I am taking proper credit.

lifts her eyes from the book and raises an unexplained laugh:

"Are you spoiled recently, or is the Queen recently too idle to reach from the harem to the courtyard?"

In my heart, I shook my head in a panic, and quickly knelt down to explain to him:

"His Majesty is wrong!"

Brother and daughter-in-law are not close from childhood, and she also wants to increase her feelings with him through flowers, it is purely a brother-sister friendship. She has always been reckless and stupid. Her Majesty knows that she did not worry so much before speaking.

once said that sooner or later I will be stupid to die.

I'm really afraid that day will come early.

But here I deceive, deep palace decree, the prime minister will not learn ah.

I trembled to tear his sleeves and force a few tears out of his eyes.

The candle shone on his face, and it was difficult to distinguish it, and the dust of the river flashed, finally raising my hand and pulling me up from the ground.

Not a case.

said.

My heart fell back to my stomach, and when I had a moment's peace, I saw him raise his hand and throw the book on me:

Knowing that you are stupid and not learning all day?This biography will be taken back to see, and next month, you will personally test it.

"ah?"

I suddenly collapsed in the next face, and the stability disappeared again.

"The Queen just said to take the penalty, this will be forgotten?"

A turn of the conversation, laughingly look at me, he will always be happy to take hold of my painful feet.

I took that book with a hatred and thanked Lord Ron with a gnashing of teeth:

"I promise to live up to your Majesty's high expectations"

10

When I had finished reading that history, the news came from the previous dynasty, and at the same time, I was honored as a general. I did not think it was because of my own feelings. My brother repeated his wonders, and then to the seal, there was only the general.

He was sealed that night, the entire night sky of jade beijing colored a red, I initially thought that the water is out of fire, while clamoring to run out of the palace, only to know that it was originally setting off fireworks.

Yujing City only has fireworks on the day of the new year.

The emperor's birthday is not released, the dragon boat is not set off, and the emperors are not allowed to spend their birthdays.

That thing is shining.

That incomparable thing is released for the Zhao family.

I looked at the night sky with my chin, thinking that our Zhao family was really powerful.

powerful zhao family empress this year with the emperor together with the south of the river, we all the way down the water canal, the lake light mountains, from both sides of the people's singing and praising, they shouted the world's health, the great wei yongchang.

In fact, there is still the second half of this sentence, but Yu Yu did not hear it, I will not pay attention to it for a while.

Shipping to Lizhou coincided with the Begging Day, the city in red, and the couple into a pair of good. I play a big heart, invited people to change into ordinary costumes to go around the city together. This day was in a good mood, and accepted my request.

We went under the bridge to look at the river lamps, the river fluorescence point, reflected a double-faced face like a illusion, I looked a little stupid for a while. Until I heard him cough.

Take it out.

"What for?"

"You invited me to get off the boat, and you look at me like this, but there is nothing to send me?"

I look at the young men and women passing by, the woman shyly embroidered with the scarf to give to the right person, the man after accepting the affectionate, the embroidery of life close to his chest.

I get it.

In an embarrassingly low voice:

I can't embroider.

hearsay also understand over, the face change, more and more embarrassed.

"Zhao Zhao, you are so stupid! You can't embroider, your mother didn't teach you!"

It's not very nice.

I found a place by the river to sit down, said no, my mother is a wardrobe girl, taught me the most is how to wash clothes, you see how white I wash this.

A breath in the throat.

It was as if someone had stepped on his tail, and then he had smoothed out the fur himself.

He took me to the market.

"What to do?"

"You can't embroider, nor can you eat the fruit, and you've eaten it all for me tonight!"

As I followed him, I thought about how many holiday customs in this beautiful state. This night we not only eat fruit, but also wear needles, and worship the moon. I did not know where to draw two altar of wine, I drank three cups, I was confused, my body was more hot, and his kiss was even hotter than my body.

I think he must have been drunk too, so drunk that he forgot to prepare for me the usual soup.

In the early morning when my waist and legs are soft, the people on the cruise ship are cold. The cruise ship exercises on the green water, and there is a deep cold under the blue water.

At last he heard the second half of the song.

The world is healthy, great Wei yongchang.

great wei yongchang, zhao thrives.

11

Zhao's prosperity meets a bump at a key node.

The cruise ship has not yet returned to Beijing, and there are rumors among the towns that the general Zhao is full of flowers and whores.

this dynasty is known to have a chapter willow lane, do not expressly prohibit officials from privately visiting the flower street, as long as not out of line, the gods always turn a blind eye.

But this time the timing is bad.

, with both eyes open, watched the wind of the Zhao family closely.

Several times when I went outside to see him, I was blocked by guards.

When I was invited back to my house by the head of the South Palace, I caught a glimpse of self-satisfaction in his eyes, as if to say, "Look, I know that your Zhao family is not a solid soup."

The Zhao family is too big, too big for imperial power?

Since the ancient name will go to the military power, it is nothing more than angry dragon face.

The Zhao family kicked the iron nails this time.

I had no time for the falling stone of others, still day after day to knock on the door, he did not see, he sent in some food, I faintly heard the voice of the courtiers, they mentioned the general zhao, the jaw master and other words.

I couldn't listen much, and my heart fluctuated like a swinging oar.

When the oars swung to the fixed state, there was a hall of loyalty and bravery of the old dynasty, which was handed down to the future generations with loyalty, and the officers of each dynasty must go to worship once.

I didn't think that Yin Yu also invited me to get off the boat.

I was flattered and watched his expression carefully. When he took my hand off the fence, my nose was suddenly acidic, as if it had never been acidic.

The temple was built on the outskirts of the plains, and it has been expanded in later generations and has been very grand and magnificent.

The kingdom is solemn, and I am a little faithful.

The panic of the Zhao family gradually calms down. I can't be confused, I have to think of something.

I know too well the truth of one glory, one loss.The tree of the Zhao family must be planted deeper and firmer.It is best to be like this chestnut hall, standing for a hundred years, and not falling down.

I mentioned it inadvertently when I returned to the cruise ship.

The word "loyalty" is very good.

Honest, brave and brave. Isn't that how my father lived his life?

My voice has just come down, and Yu Yu has turned over the jade.

He squinted.

I was instinctively aware of the danger.

"Who taught you this, your father or your brother?"

I shook my head in dismay and regretted my immediate achievements.

fell to his knees with a thump, and stomped like a garbage:

"His Majesty is angry, it is his daughter-in-law's unreasonable speech, it does not matter what father and brother are doing, his Majesty will punish one of his servants, do not involve innocent people."

Furious with laughter:

"Innocent?" one of you Zhao family to a big general, one to hint at the seal, in the end, which one is innocent, this family should be handed to you to satisfy?

He didn't do it again, not even scream loudly.

The atmosphere of the whole house instantly cools down.

Cold sweat slipped from my back.

I hate not being able to keep my mouth shut.

Zhao destroyed, the zhao family may really be stupid to die by you.

I wanted to defend my father and brother again, but suddenly it was dark in front of me, and I fell down.

When she opened her eyes again, she saw Emerald sitting by the bed; her eyes were a little red, but she smiled happily:

Congratulations, the doctor says you are half a month pregnant.

I suddenly can't tell whether it is day or night outside, whether I am on land or on the river.

I asked her, "Where is the king?"

Emerald lowers his head hesitantly:

"His Majesty is busy and asks you to take care of the fetus"

I heard a "Oh" sound, I have to go back to the night of the wedding, it seems that this is also the situation, in the moment when he is most in need of a husband.

12

I returned to the palace again, the body is more and more sleepy day by day, still do not forget to read the letter like snow sent by the Zhao family every day, and listen to the wind wave of the sky after the anger.

Zhao Qingying discharged from the army.

Zhao Qingying downgraded to the fifth grade lieutenant.

Zhao Qingying relegated to the seven-pin riding captain.

Brother became the shortest general in history, and for a while became a laughing stock after folk tea and dinner.

mother crazy urged me to intercede for the zhao family. But the action is so fast, where is there room for interceding?

Brother fornication is true, military achievements are also true. The emperor really difficult to tolerate his character defects? Or on the pretext to play against the Zhao family forces.

After all, the eight words of "Wei Youngchang, Zhao Thriving" sound really harsh.

I do not know the king's power; I know only that if the Zhao family loses its power, I will also suffer, and that the child in my belly will not be able to come out.

I then went to Jianzhang Palace to see the Empress.

The palace seal said that the empress's body was unable to see visitors.

I waited half a month, and the empress's body still embraced grief.

Again I said that I would be willing to serve.

received the response that the queen was pregnant and unfit to serve, and gave me three ginseng roots to let me go back to properly raising the fetus.

When I walked down the stone steps of Jiangzhang Palace, I suddenly understood why she could sit safely on the Empress.

This old lady saw the wind and made the captain really high.

's mother's family book became more and more fierce, and she hated the person who spread the misconduct of her brother, and it was determined that the South Palace family did it.

Since the downfall of the home, the Zhao family is large, the small troops headed by the South Palace family will be on the sidelines, this time cut off an arm of the family, who is the home of the House of the South?

My mother ordered me to "take care" of the south palace princess in the harem.

So I immediately summoned your wife, invited her to eat tea and flowers, and finally sent the three people to her.

13

Since the queen empress could not be relied on, then I would go to the hall of peace and peace to ask for warmth. Today I send books, tomorrow I send the table, and the hall is still left to me with a set of doors that cannot be opened.

I reflected that these things were not made by hand and showed no sincerity.

So he took the embroidery needle and put it on his handkerchief.

Until the ten fingers of the five residual time the temple door finally opened.

The internal monitor told me that the ninth emperor would come to dinner with me early next month.

On the ninth day of the next month, it will be my birthday.

I dig my mind to retain the budget on that day, and I still have to sacrifice my killer hand if I think about it.

Early in the morning, I began to dress and dress, faded the scarlet, only one tasteful and graceful, and struck a pale green shirt, covering the tobacco with soft veils.

is my sister's usual costume.

I even got a fan.

When the sun is shining at the right time, you will enter the palace.

I learned the look of my elder sister, the fan sat at the window, the end is gentle and gentle, the years are good.

He looks at my fan, which has two lines of poetry on which I have racked my brain.

He looked again at the deposit under the poem.

"A man of the land?"

Lipped and laughed, "What are you singing about?"

I coughed awkwardly:

"Writers and writers have not always been like this, love to give themselves a little bit of fame, I this name from "the heavens and earth meet," how, do not sound very like a detached outsiders? "

Sister from the previous day when the endowment calls himself the lonely people, I now like the cat painting tiger, both afraid that he saw this mind, but also afraid he does not see this mind.

He sat down to eat with me, put food in my bowl, and watched me eat a full bowl of long-lived noodles.

I think this fan is really useful.

Then I looked up and heard him say:

You don't have to do this.

He looks at me, and his eyes are faint: "you don't like this..."

He took a breath.

I don't know what he's sighing about.

lament me drawing tiger dogs?

My talent is dull?

I also suddenly want to sigh.

A little tired in the bottom of my heart. I went around for the Zhao family, and in the end it was not only empty, but repeatedly helped.

I look out at the sunflowers blooming outside my window, and the flowers bloom in the warm sun, just like those sunflower plants I used to grow when I was a kid. I still have some relaxing time.

"Does Your Majesty know what I like?"

I asked him, but I did not wait for him to answer, and then I said, "I like to fly on a roll and swing."

"don't you know, when you came to the house to play with your sister, you did this in the yard, I listened through a door wall. I was particularly envious at that time, I wanted to play together. But that wall was too high, I couldn't get over it."

"Once you pushed the swing too hard, a sister fell down and broke the front teeth. After you left, she scolded you for a long time, she cursed at you, and she called out the wind in her mouth."

I remembered the past, and laughed to myself. I also laughed, I have not seen him laugh for a long time.

He laughs like a warm light shining on a sunflower.

14

I slept with the stars and the moon and his arms, and felt him gently touch my face as I fell asleep.

I opened my eyes.

Unexpectedly, his face flashed with disappointment and a hint of shame. The finger on his cheek froze for an instant.

I secretly laugh - your boy stole Xiang did not expect to be caught now?

He lay unnaturally flat back. In the moonlight I saw that his ear roots seemed a little red.

"What do you want as a birthday gift?"

Opened suddenly and unprepared.

He's got a hard voice, but I think he's in a good mood.

I looked out of the window at the good stars and the moon, thinking that if I said half a sentence about the Zhao family, such as the restoration of my brother's office, it would immediately set off a storm.

Zhao destroyed although stupid, but not really no brain.

I put my hand on my stomach:

He was very restless these two days, often kicking me in the middle of the night.

I took his hand and covered it up:

"Your Majesty, give him a name, this is the birthday present I want."

"I don't know if it's a man or a woman"

Laughed.

"Does Your Majesty like boys or girls?"

"I like it all"

Then choose a male or female name.

He thought for a moment, his head unconsciously twisted.

Warm breath passed through my neck, somewhat itchy.

', he said.

"Increase?" and I blinked, wondering how the name should be written.

"The one whose lettering looks a lot like yours"

... well, listen to you, it'll be called Yu Yu.

hsiung and the hall again granted me free access, and a swing was set up in the courtyard of the palace; and I jumped up with delight, calling for the emerald to come and push me quickly.

Pushed on my back is a warm palm.

I look back, that young standing, while rejecting the side of pushing people is not mean and who?

He thrusts very lightly, lest I fall.

I was lying on my back, and the swing was immediately stopped.

So it was my turn to laugh and hate him for making a fuss.

is very reluctant to be teased by me, flying the paper to cover my head. The paper to fly high and far, in the depths of the sky like a little bit of falling ink, but I do not worry that it will break, it is in the hands of clams, the crabs hold very steady.

My heart is as steady as it is.

was upset before sweeping away.

Though his brother had lost power, his father was still there; his father had been an official in the Dynasty for many years, and his party was many and his students were huge.

As long as the father's top pillar is there, the Zhao family will not fall.

Two days before the Empress's palace opened its doors to me.

What do I need to worry about?

15

When the Empress called me again frequently, she mentioned bringing Zhao Qingying into the palace.

This old woman's heart is not dead, patting my hand while saying:

The Zhao family has now lost this arm of your brother, and it is necessary to add another guarantee.

I was surprised:

"I heard that younger sister and the younger son of the book, love to meet, and then think of the beauty of adults, has been decreed by his Majesty to give marriage." only for the age of one will be married."

She perceived that I had set her up in secret, and with a faint expression she withdrew from kindness, and no longer invited me to stay.

Although I don't want to enter the Zhangzhang Palace again, this old woman's reminder is just right, and the Zhao family needs to add a few guarantees.

I immediately sent a letter to my mother, my father's fellow party members must have female friends in the harem, I have a good relationship with them, and it is not a curve to save the country.

's mother quickly replied to a list, and I was called at once, and during these years the coffers were so fat that it was time to sprinkle them out.

has stayed at the palace in recent days, and sometimes he came before dinner, and it really affected me to spend money and money, and to make a good relationship. He saw me laughing with those noble and beautiful people, and he raised an eyebrow and slighted.

I wrapped myself in front of him and said, "Look, the harem is harmonious, I can't take credit for this."

He glanced at me, his breath cool:

"The Queen's grace is the blessing of Zhao"

Then he waved my good sisters back to spend time with me for dinner.

"You don't want Zhao Qingying to enter the palace's selfishness, and now it's all gone?"

I read his strange tone, the boy is jealous.

Jealous of the relationship between me and his woman, better than his relationship with his woman.

But I could have done his woman, and naturally I could do him myself. I leaned into his arms, put my head back and kissed him, and he whispered a pleasant sound from his nose, and then leaned back in response to me.

He continued to send things to the palace, and his gift was obviously more graceful than the jewels I sent.

There are books, there are ancient pianos, and there are chessboards.

I looked at those things so familiarly that I couldn't help asking him:

"You are using my elder sister's old things, to borrow flowers for Buddha?"

laughs and talks:

"that book is the only one, that piano is the old dynasty famous piano, that the chessboard was made by the painter when she was young, all the things in the house collection. It was indeed lent to your sister for a while, but when it became her?"

"Your Zhao sisters robbed everything by one mouth?"

He plays and sees me ashamed.

"The fan in your house ..."

He played slowly with my fingers, as if thinking about the source of the matter.

"Left behind when the South Palace came to the temple, she is your sister's closest friend, the two used to give gifts to each other."

My chaotic mind seems to cut through a skylight, and the skylight directly illuminates the bottom of my heart.

I put those things in the most conspicuous place of the palace, looked at it and couldn't help laughing. Then the laughter stopped, and my eyes slid to the most inconspicuous place, where there was a thick stack of Zhaofu's books.

The most recent family letter of my brother's official post is low and depressed, so I asked the emperor to intercede for him to find another job.

The depressed brother is more connected with flowers, and he looks at a beautiful girl, and stays outside all day.

I am not angry, but I do not want to speak plainly to you, I think that if I open my mouth, I will defile the grace of those names. I only think about finding his law again.

I touched the growing belly.

is something else to be expected.

The closer I got to the day of my mother-in-law, the more I liked to be in the sun in the courtyard, taking a few seeds from the sunflowers, which my mother used to do.

She'll curse at her father - in - law while she's picking goose seeds.

She scolded men for not having a good thing, just use it when you see it, throw it after using it, and don't care when you throw it.

She scolded women for loving too hard women, and the mother who was the head of the family was rich enough to deduct us every day and month.

She scolded the two little ones all day reading and playing, reading without the grandmother, even if it is, the greed does not bring.

To hell with him.

There is no good thing in this house.

At that time, my wife and I played squares along the stone seams on the ground. We would jump dozens of times every day, the slate was not dents, and the soles of our shoes were first depressed.

The mother did not eat the seeds, she seriously put up the soles, seriously continue to scold.

Halfway through the curse, my mother shouted with discontent:

"Again, my relatives are only talking to you, do you hear me?"

I turned back and nodded at her, saying I heard.

There is no good thing in this Zhao House.

My mother-in-law must not have imagined that I would now go along with the "bad things" in her mouth, and rest together. I would go around and give them advice. I became the most concerned person in the world for their career and glory.

My mother probably doesn't want to give me soles anymore.

The cause and effect of life is sometimes a wonderful irony.

16

The day of production was earlier than I had expected, and I was completely unprepared.

I feel like I am dying, I seem to see my mother and daughter-in-law come to pick me up, they gently call me, I darted into their arms crying.

I miss you guys so much, you guys take me away.

, look, who is that?

The mother gently touched my hair and took me back.

Light comes not far away.

My mother pushed me to that, go quickly, there is someone waiting for you there.

Then I opened my eyes and saw a bright sky behind me.

He was holding my hand.

I took the newly born cuddle, and affectionately clung to his wrinkled cheek. He was so small, but so ugly.

A few days later, he was crowned as the eldest son, and he was granted amnesty to the world and celebrated with the people.

I think this should be the most glorious day of the Zhao family.

With the strength of Zhao's family, he will inevitably be able to support his inheritance of the great unity, and there will always be a blood of the Zhaos in the future, and half of the world will be firmly held in the hands of the zhaos.

Father will be happy to laugh.

Just when I was secretly looking forward to it, the South Palace leader announced a piece of paper to the emperor.

He revealed that his father had set up a party for private affairs and had taken bribes; the evidence was as clear as a mountain, and the list was detailed and real.

On this day, the wind is roaring outside, the clouds are crushing the city, and the wind and rain are coming.

I've always known that this old boy was uncomfortable with us.

Make a lot of small tripping in the ground.

But it doesn't touch the root, so I don't bother.

did not expect him to be dormant for a long time, and even came directly.

I was unable to receive any more letters from my mother, my father was suspended, and the Zhao House closed its doors. From there, the flying dove could not come out, nor could he enter.

I'm sitting at the palace without a good night's sleep. I wonder how long I can stay in this palace. Where will I be assigned to, where will I go down, please?

The same family losses of Xie Linyuan is this promise.

I haven't seen her for a long time, and maybe we'll meet in the cold soon.

17

I did not go to the hall of peace again.

I know that the convictions are very busy, the evidence is very long, the people involved are very broad, it is very difficult to find out one by one. His chin has not done anything to fix it. He plays all night and turns over the old case, I think he is a bit depressed.

He seems to have waited a long time for this day.

's face is finally not wrinkled, round and smooth is very cute, I have to hold him several times a day.

My mother wants to see you grow up.

A young man who grows up to be a great man. He is graceful and brave.

Must be a man of the sky.

I gently rocked my cradle, waving and waiting for the final verdict.

But first waited for the news of his brother's death.

Emerald period Aid reported rumors to me outside the palace.

She must not be willing to lay a foot on this half-defeated family.

But I want to hear, and I let her go on.

"It is said that it is the city of the newly released, just in front of the green building to bump out of the zhao will... Zhao son, drunken, about to have a conflict with the people, by that place disorderly, sword to kill."

It was not yet dawn, and by the time it was discovered it was already cold.

I copied the scriptures on the tip of my pen, and the ink was fainting on the top layers of the paper. I threw this page away, and let the emerald lay a new one. I found that it was indeed possible to cultivate oneself by copying scriptures.

I am no longer upset by any bad news.

The sun is sinking out of the window, the cool night is soaked in a layer of cold, no gold and jade wine is sent to the palace, no more charming and smiling.

I suddenly realized that the Zhao family is probably really going to fall.

I closed my eyes and tried desperately to think of any possible remedy.

The father is still here.

Father's factions have not yet paid in full.

There is a quote in the book that says well, leaving the green mountains there, not worrying about no wood. I take a deep breath, it is the East Mountain, and then I can get up again.

18

I stepped into the hall of harmony for a long time, but he didn't stop me. He looked very tired. His case was worn out, and I took him into my arms, and he put down his pen and teased the boy.

I said, you see, his mouth is like you, later must be exported into the chapter, do not like his mother generally do not learn no skills.

He looks at me teasingly:

The book you want to read doesn't seem to have been examined yet.

I scratched my face:

Oh, what's the point of checking my homework. What's important is the homework after my childhood.

cuddled a bit on his little nose, waiting for me to go on.

"I heard that the waiter of the ministry, Lord Guang, is well-known, as if it were a flower searcher, whose popularity is also very high in the folk.If he teaches his children, we will not worry that our son will not become a good person in the future."

This flower seeker became my father's student in the imperial examination year, several times in and out of the Zhaofu. He is indeed quite talented, after embarking on the road to the public, his friendship with his father grew deeper and deeper, and he remained extremely hidden.

If he can become the teacher of the eldest son in the future, he will surely be able to use his relationship to provide further support for the Zhao family.

I bet he wasn't on that list of party-sharing privateers.

I bet the Zhao family's luck shouldn't end like this...

My mind quickly flashed through the possibilities, not even my own heart beat, but heard a wry laughter.

He touched his face without looking at me.

, how can you be so stupid? I'll never be like you again.

He said I was stupid.

I knew that I had not won the bet.

When the winter came, I caught a cold. It was about that I was not repaired after the production, and my body was particularly weak. I no longer let my daughter near me, but I took care of it all by jade and grass.

I scrambled the chestnuts by the warm stove where the silver was burning.

There was a heavy snow outside.

Outside the palace, the former prime minister of Zhao Taijiang was sentenced to prison.

With the wind and snow, they marched into the palace.

As soon as he stepped into the hall, he held me tight, so tightly that the ice and snow melted on the clothes between us, and my heart seemed to melt.

His words sounded behind me with the broken moon.

And he said, Son, do not blame me.

I buried my head in his neck shoulder and clapped his back.

The last pillar of the Zhao family completely collapsed, and the world's greatness was like a cloud of smoke.

In fact, many things in this world are like clouds.

You see, although I don't read much, I think very open.

I don't get tired of patting him on the back.

Let the tears slip into the neck.

He lifted my face and gently stirred the rain of tears.

He said to me, don't be afraid.

You are clean.

You will always be my queen.

19

After his father's imprisonment, Zhao Gu's family was scattered, only his mother still lived in that house. It is said that since her brother died, she was still mad and mad, and now everyone said that we had a master master and a queen, and it seemed that we were still immersed in the glory of the old days.

I told Yin that I wanted to go see her.

's face is heavy, half unspoken.

He might be thinking about a crazy woman who could hardly lift a wave.

How much influence can women have on the situation?

I think he'll agree.

He shook my hand and said, "I'll go when you're cold."

In the middle of summer, my father's criminal case was involved in many, and the examination was long, until today, the file was finished, the cathedral will be sentenced in the day. I thought for the long time to pay for the tea, these are my own hands, the sale is not good, the taste is not bad.

I laughed and picked up a piece to bring to the mouth of the furan.

laughed sadly.

He looks even more helpless than when he's on a rollback.

, you don't have to smile.

I slammed the cake in my hand and dropped the crumbs.

He paused for a long time, and he could not conceal the struggle under his face, and seemed to be doing particularly fierce thinking.

He took a deep breath and looked at me.

asked me what I wished to do with my father.

He looks so serious.

He must have undergone difficult deliberation.

Then he asked me like this, as if I had said it, and he would do his best to be satisfied.

"We can ... let him live a way, let him go into exile to the frontier and never return to Beijing, as long as you open your mouth --"

I remember that I had asked him for many things before, to be a general, loyal and brave, and to get a chance to rise again.

He didn't promise anything.

He must be very keen to fulfill my request.

I suddenly didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

I dropped my head.

This time it is up to me to complete his completion.

I answered him:

Let's cut it off.

I don't look any more strange. I have to leave the palace to visit my mother today, and it will be late before I leave.

20

This is the first time I returned to the Zhaofu after my marriage, everything is as old as the old, and everything is not as old. What has changed is that the famous Zhumen has faded, what is the same is the ruined courtyard I have lived in is still broken.

There are also stone cracks on the ground that I jumped with two girls.

But nobody's dancing with me anymore.

I found my mother-in-law in the east compartment, her hair was scattered, her clothes were ragged, and her mouth was silently talking about the division, the general, and the Zhaofu had the division.

When she saw me, she jumped up and yelled, "Queen!"

My mother-in-law, who used to be on the earth, is now on her knees and holds my leg tight.

I think it's a change of time.

I don't know when she kicked me, did not foresee the present scene.

I was expecting this.

I took her out into the courtyard, and I was not sure whether she was living now or in the foretime. Perhaps the wind in the yard might have awakened her, and she went back, and took hold of my hand:

"Queen, you are the queen!" you go to the emperor to intercede, let your father and father reinstate officials, and let your brother reinstate officers!

"We Zhao's family ... we will not lose, you quickly go to ask the emperor, you go, what is the use of raising you a bitch?"

She said, with more force on her hand, I put my foot on her knee.

She fell to her knees.

I looked down at her and told her that Zhao Qingyu was dead and that he could not be reinstated.

She heard something terrible, screaming loudly:

"My baby, my baby!"

I stood and listened to her wailing, and watched the sun rise and fall, and when she was tired, I told her again:

Your son is dead.

She covered her face and wept, and seemed to finally give in to reality.

"I know ..."

Yes, you should know this.

I said.

Reached for a falling flower on her head.

"don't you know, who spread the rumors of his brother's obscene prostitution? Who was hired to kill him? To reveal the list of the father's party and the private camp, who provided it to the head of the south court?"

The man in front of you is me.

The letter you sent to me has helped me a lot, without it, I can't find the green building where Zhao Qingying stayed, nor can I write a list of the party feathers to the South Palace.

She was paralyzed there for a while, and the flesh of her face took the lead in accepting the truth more than her head, and twitched.

You, what do you say?

"I can't bring down Zhao's family, it doesn't mean that I cannot bring it down by the emperor's hand. In the middle of the day, the moon will bring down. The Zha's power has been splashing in the heavens, and the writers and military generals have all done their heads. How can such a ruler not be jealized by the imperial power. The mother and mother don't even understand this simple reason?"

Her whole body was shaking, and her hands were catching up again, and the dirty nails were covered with mud.

"Zhao House falling you can be good, Zhao house falling, you can fall for a few hours, you will be retaliated for your evil deeds!"

"I only regret one thing - not killing Zhao Qingying with my own hands, not avenging the second daughter by my own hand. I even regret that I did not see his blood shed in his eyes."

"Wretch, poisoned woman!"

She jumped to bite me, hated to suck my blood and eat my flesh.

"Thou shalt not die well!"

I suddenly laughed when I heard it, and the patience was unprecedentedly good at this moment.

"no one heard of my mother dying of illness, and when zhao qingying died, I had nothing. Do you think I would still be afraid of "not dying well"?

I put my hand on her throat.

Feel a warm pulse under the thumb.

This very early on, I imagined how to terminate the pulse countless times.

It was so alive.

Live until I need to try to control myself, in order not to lose the hand to break it.

She kept on cursing, and turned over and over with the words to greet me. I listened tastelessly, and suddenly tightened my fingers.

The pulse beats more violently.

Remaining intermittent uh uh.

I like the sound of that.

then leaned to her ear and told her the good news:

"next month my father will be asked to stop, I left the best observation desk for my mother-in-law at the mouth of the East Street food market, we must all witness the glory of the Zhao family to the end."

She did not scold, and her eyes almost jumped out of her eyes, as if she saw the devil dancing.

"You are as mad as your mother! you are crazier than her!"

I'm glad she's scared.

Fear is a good thing, it makes people see the truth, Zhaofu mother finally understand, my mother left me not only a fox charming look, but also a snake and scorpion heart.

's heart will leave her mother here alone. I don't want to kill her, I prefer to let her slowly taste the fruits she planted for the rest of her life.

Maybe she will reweave a dream of great glory to herself, and she is still the mother of the Zhao government who is high in that dream.

But who cares.

When I stepped out of the house, I looked back at this depressed and deserted mansion.

suddenly remembered the saying: "Dad, don't blame me."

In fact, I never blame you.

I'm really grateful to you.

How can I take this step without you?

How can I eliminate one by one of these things that are not things in Zhaofu?

21

This year's spring is particularly bright, the yard of the sea flower competition, the wind blowing, it is a flower, I swing under the rain, I began to have teeth, this time he is particularly naughty, can't stop moving in my arms to move.

I set him straight with laughter.

Twist past.

and set it straight.

Go backwards.

came at the right time, and he came full of flowers from the depths of the spring, and in the melting spring he was as deep as water, as ice, as cold as when we first met in the East Palace.

This day has come at last. I don't think I expected it, but instead the heavy fall lies on my chest, almost suffocating me.

publicize the rumors of Zhao Qingying's ugliness, hire the buyer to kill people, and secretly send an unknown secret letter to the South Palace.

These are not difficult to find out.

, as wise as he was, knew that one day he would find his queen, probably not the queen he had imagined.

I kissed him relentlessly, and he would already call my mother, and I held him for a long time before letting him go and find Aunt Jade to play with.

went under the sea oak tree, and the flowers cast a mottled shadow on his face, and he looked broken and broken.

Underneath the weakness lies the unbearable anger.

"Zhao Zhao, as soon as you open your mouth and say that you did not do it, then believe you, believe you never -" his low words are finally unable to say.

I said it for him.

"Believe me never lied to you?"

He looked painfully, and his eyes were full of complex emotions, struggles, fears, defeats, and disbelief.

Not believing is good.

I don't really want to argue either.

I used to be lying for some purposes, but now there is no need to say lying. It seems that I have seldom said the truth to Yu.

, I told you about the scene when my sister died. I didn't tell you the whole story. I have time now to tell you a complete story.

I sat down to make a cup of tea for him, and a cup for myself, and my mind went back to the first day.

At that time, my sister, who was seriously injured on the back, ran to the inn, called the man, and played hot water.

After I settled everything, I told my sister that I would go to the hero, so that she must stick to it.

Then get up and go out.

I went outside the door, closed it, and stood there for a long time.

counted the big red dumplings in his pocket, one by one, back and forth. Like I have been dreaming for many years of nights about the scene before my mother died of illness.

That day, I asked everyone in the residence to go to the prince, and Sister sat under the pavilion reading, she felt noisy, and ordered people to look at it.

And after she had heard it, she said, go back, and I will send for the host.

And I said, These servants listened to their mothers, and they did not dare to leave the house easily.

Zhao Qingying is very understanding, she put down the book:

"I'll do it myself, it'll work."

I saw her go out briskly in her yellow gown, and when I reached the door, I met a boy boy who came to the door. The servant at the door respectfully called the boy boy prince to his Highness.

Then the boy and the girl went out together.

They went out for a long time and did not return.

ro did not come either.

The sun is gone.

The sun is gone.

My wife is gone.

did not come.

won't come.

I wiped the blood off my face and cleaned myself up.

put one of the big red dates in his hand into his mouth, and the groaning in the room stopped when the last one was swallowed.

I gave Zhao Qingying a dream of salvation, just like the one she had given me before.

In the end, we all get an ending that no longer has a voice.

I stood outside the door and laughed softly, but felt no trace of happiness.

22

, this is me, my mother gave me this "destruction" word, which indicates that I will one day destroy the whole Zhao family.

Zhao destroyed, and the zhao also destroyed.

Ask the father of the beheaded, make the mother crazy, kill the elder brother, yu yu sister see death do not save. Now you know all the truth, you want to take revenge for zhao qingyingying?

I don't know when the cloud covers the top, I burst a candlelight in the hall, in the cold air it trembled and quickly extinguished. In the quiet night, the sound of words as real as real echoed in the empty hall.

The waves in the tide of anger also went round and round.

He came to me step by step:

These years of love and time, have you paid half a little sincere?

Or perhaps it is only a tool in your hand to retaliate to the Zhao family, you fake love for me, those flattering, those stupid, all of which you faked.

"You have repeatedly provoked the taboo heart of Zhao, to generals, to seal, and even deliberately choose your father as a teacher, only to use the hand of the emperor to press the Zhaoshan again and again, to completely defeat Zhaowei, even your own son, Zhaoxhan, how do you have a good heart?"

I never knew a man's chest could hurt like this, as if he had said one more word and I would break it.

His shadow came forth, and at once he desired to devour me alive.

"I was so worried about you, I was afraid that you would blame me, I would hate me for knocking on your door." You were still crying, do you have a face to cry, you are how hypocritical and calculated tears.

"Zhao, stop acting!"

The roar broke through the palace and burned out all the space between us.

I exerted all my strength to make a sound, but it was blocked in my throat, where a thousand pounds of stone were pressed and I couldn't breathe.

The name of the stone is: Zhao Yuan is a liar.

is a complete liar.

Speak, speak! You were foolish, and now you are dumb! His hands clasped on my shoulders, and his bones clinked under his fingers. A burst of anger was no longer concealed.

"I am really stupid, it has always been me!" 」

My eyes were vague, I shook my head madly at the vague figure. I wanted to touch him, but he was so far away from me that he could no longer come near.

I stoop down in mourning:

Sorry...excuse me...

Like a deranged beast, he held me to the cold floor, violently ripped my shirt, and the layers were torn to shreds, cutting through the cracks of the heart and blood.

He opened his mouth on my neck, and I felt a sharp pain and burning in my shoulders. I could not tell whether it was his own blood or the tears he had shed.

, "don't... don't do that..."

I have not been scared for a long time.

I imagined many kinds of their own endings, egrets, wine, decapitation, five horses to split the corpse.

had no such scenario in mind.

"Say you love you!"

"I ..."

"Shut up!"

The rain outside the house fell, and a thunderstorm slammed down, and the whole sky lit up for a moment.

I saw big tears falling from his scarlet eyes, and saw that his trembling lip couldn't close.

He said in my ear, word for word:

Zhao, you don't deserve to love me.

23

Zhao, I never want to see you again.

This is the last word that Liang left for me.

The gates of the palace that have not been closed are closed and will not be opened again.

Under the green sky washed by rain, there was a quiet and undisturbed message from the internal monitor.

"The Queen has lost her heart and morality, it is no longer appropriate to raise the eldest son, and it will be raised by the Grand Duchess of the South Palace of the Yuning Palace from now on, and the Queen will never be allowed to visit."

I sit on the single-shaped swing rack, also held him here yesterday, kissed him. He is so small, my mother is not around, can grow up well?

But the hands of the mother are too dirty and have lost the qualification to embrace the child again.

took the child away, jade took away, the sunflowers in the courtyard all took away. I looked at this empty, bare palace, as if back to the beginning of life.

The remote courtyard of the Zhao House.

In addition to being bigger and cooler, there seems to be no difference.

At that time, I would listen to the laughter of the partition wall, and while the occasional young man came to the residence to quietly peep at him, he was beautiful and handsome. He always played with my aunt, and I expected him to come to my courtyard one day.

I will not be mean to ask him to eat my treasure sweetmeat seeds.

There is no happy laughter outside the walls of the palace, nor the young man I think of day and night. It is a prisoner of the backwater from day to day, daily meals from the wall to the courtyard, the court servants never speak, I will silently count their footsteps.

Twenty-three, twenty-four, two-five ... gone far, I can't hear.

I used to sit here and always think of the sick mother, the two girls who were hanged.The boundless hatred urged me to take revenge step by step.

Thinking of the hardships and bitterness in life, the sunflowers filled the courtyard.

Now I'm thinking of coughing.

Miss us flying in the yard, swinging.

Missing him calls me gently in my ear, he says to take me through every street in Yujing.

The beauty of the original life will make those flowers shine.

My sunflower is finally sunrise.

But the sun no longer wants to see it.

I coughed fiercely in the depths of silence, while I did not know how many days I had spent in the deep. The cough came fierce and urgent, and was accompanied not long by blood.

The throat hurts, and soon the whole body hurts.

I think my punishment is coming.

Although I have not killed anyone with my own hands, I have also bloodied.

Father, mother, brother, sister, they will all come to me in dreams, all night, but they will not be my retribution. Not one of my blood is pure and innocent.

I have never harmed a pure and innocent man.

only one person.

I remember the words my mother said.

A deceiver will swallow a thousand needles.

This is my punishment.

I fell on my mattress and seemed to hear the sound of fury, so distant, so real. I felt him picking me up, eagerly calling to my ears.

His palms are still warm.

That really gave me the warm palm, carrying the medicine bowl to my lips.

Earl, drink it, and drink it.

Drink this...and you'll forgive me?

I forgive you, my son, I forgave you, I'm not angry.

I laughed happily, trying to touch his cheek, where it is wet and cool, like the river of time flowing through the sadness of a lifetime.

The boundless darkness came to me, and I asked him when the darkness completely drowned everything.

Will you still plant a stubborn sunflower in the palace?

told me he would, he would plant it full of embroidery mountains, through the spring and autumn mistaken.

I put my hand down peacefully, and I promised him that I would look, but I would sleep for a while.

When I wake up, perhaps a young man's soft laughter comes to me through the door wall, and opens his arms and embraces me.

If he doesn't come.

I went to him.

24

Early spring of the seven years.

Queen Zhao Shiyu, sealed the tribute to the queen, after the emperor has not been erected, the central palace has been suspended for more than seventeen years.

Twenty-four years, the emperor died, and the honored queen was buried in the young tomb.

In the same year, the prince was appointed to the throne, and the year number was changed.

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grapes from grapes

My name is Zhao Qingying, and I am the eldest daughter of Zhaowu.

From the time I remember, there was a mother and daughter living in the southwest courtyard of Zhaofu.

My mother never allowed me to go near there, nor did she allow anybody in the house to send supplies; she said that they were two foxes, unclean things.

When I was a little older, I knew that the little one was not a fox, but my sister, who looked a bit like me, but her personality was very different.

She did not come out to read, she did not go out to play, and she spent all day there making trouble with her flowers.

sometimes come to the palace to play with me, come a lot more also know that there is a never-seekers of the government's lonely wild girl.

"Isn't she your sister?" she asked.

Yes, but my mother always called so, and I called after him.

This man's achievements in chess calligraphy and painting are barely matched by me, but he is too fond of moving, so he loses a bit.

He said that the palace was very boring, of course, to play.

I'm confused. What's so boring about reading?

He looks at me like a monster and pulls out the paper and flies up.

Today's luck is not good, the stack did not fly very high fell, fell to the other side of the wall.

I told him that at the other end of the wall lived my lonely sister. He nodded, ran over, and without a moment picked up the blanket.

That girl is weird.

"You saw her?"

She crouched under the sun and counted ants, and it was hard to see.

I heard the "Oh" sound, that's what she used to do, nothing strange.

The paper fell to the sunflowers, and she wouldn't let me touch them. What a shy thing to do.

He kicked the stones by the roadside, as if she should be isolated, no one to play with her.

But when I said I liked it, she gave me a few seeds.

He spread out his hand and put a handful of ripe seeds in his palm.

Those seeds she only shared with her mother and her second daughter.

I haven't even eaten yet.

My ghost is trying to take one from above.

then turned away.

Let's go, let's keep the paper rolling.

The line is broken.

Let's play chess.

"The jade chessboard is not made yet"

"Then draw, your daddy newly got the tide of the chaozhou birth, right?"

This kid's got a lot of good news. I suspect he's waiting here.

"What do you want to draw?"

... Draw the grapes.

"The grapes are not ripe yet, which grapes do you draw?"

He didn't answer, went straight ahead, and then, not knowing what he thought, he laughed in a low voice.

Her eyes are like two grapes, dark and cute.

"What her? what her?" I was so shocked, he wouldn't point to the wild girl, would he?

"Hey!" I called him, "the others said that her eyebrows and my life are very similar, how did not see you compliment me?" 」

He was standing there with his head cocked, as if he had heard something about Naham.

Like, but you two are different.

is indeed different, and she and I are like clouds and mud, which should not be compared.

But I had a goddamn desire to win.

"So which one of us looks better?"

I had thought that he would be happy to answer with our friendship, but he suddenly became uncomfortable and walked forward again.

only left me with a stiff back of the head.

"Eat grapes, grapes are best"

"I told you the grapes were unripe!"

(The End)