I groaned with the long sleepless night as I twirled restless on the bed. It was one of the worst nights and also one of the most exhausting days.
Plus, how are you or how am I suppose to sleep when I have my crush sleeping over at my place.
Wasn't it suppose to be romantic like shouldn't there be like scary movie night and we see as things progress.
I scoffed at my thought and told to myself reminding over and over again 'he is straight as a pole and he have girls flaunting all over him august..., get over it'.
I lifted my heavy eye lids and yawned knowing that if I went back to sleep. I probably have to skip class Or run late to class making Keith ten fold angry while I try to handle his tantrum.
I sigh and got out of the bed to shower and get myself something to eat. My stomach was making the worst elephant stampede noises.
I scrubbed myself clean with the refreshing lemon shower gel and got in my teal coloured hoodie with my airforce on and a blue denim jean.
I pushed back my semi wet hair and looked at the mirror for the last as I exited the room carrying my backbag.
I looked around the room as I held on to the door knob. 'Fuck my life' I sigh and shut the door. I headed downstairs to the kitchen.
I was nervous as hell to see Noah who would either be sleeping on the couch. I am excited to catch a glance of his sleeping face.
I slowly lead myself to the kitchen and there was no one sleeping in the couch though there was quite evident that Noah crashed the night here with all the blanket and pillows on the couch of the living room.
'I think he left' I talked out loud to myself.
"Who left?". A husky voice questioned and I jerked my head to see Noah with a white towel wrapped around the bottom waist and the wet hair with droplets of water trickling down the face and on his body.
I gasped and looked away from him.
" Why are you roaming half naked in the morning?". He rolled his eyes and left at the other side of the room.
I felt my face turning red and warm.
"Let's just get coffee and wait for Keith to wake up" I said to myself and finally started the coffee blender to do it's magic.
After a few minute Keith got down and scanned the living room then walked toward the kitchen. "So where is Noah? ". He questioned first thing while yawning. My face suddenly flustered and I was blankspaced when Noah entered the kitchen.
" I am still here and thanks for the crash Keith". He fistbump my brother as he was dressed in a black shirt with folded sleeves which was roughly tucked in his black jeans and combat boot.
The shirt really complimented his height and it was one of my best morning ever. "Why the hell is mum's antique vase here on the kitchen counter? ". Keith questioned with a raised eyebrow.
I flinched as I chewed on the soft buttered bread. I glanced at Noah who didn't seem to be bothered until he said "that antique vase is what your brother was using as a defense weapon last night". He scoffed.
Keith looked at me and started in a wild laugh. " What for? ". He asked with tears literally trickling down his face. " He prolly thought I was a thief or something". Noah shrugged and I blushed.
"Stop laughing Keith!! " I pouted "we are going to be late". I added with embarrassment killing me.
Me and that damn vase. I cursed to myself.
The phone started ringing as Noah fished it out of his pocket. " Fuck". He cursed to himself.
I was curious too.
He hang up the call and left it unattended. "Aight" Keith said breaking the silence.
"Is it Ariana? The girl you were". Keith smirked and did a thing with his middle finger shoving on a hole which he made a circle with his other hand with the index and the thump.
Fuck that was disgusting as I scrunched my nose but the pain in my chest felt wider.
Noah rolled his eyes and raised his middle finger right at Keith's face.
"I am leaving first". Noah announced.
"You mean Going back to fuck? ". Keith smirked.
Noah glared at Keith " Shut up for real". He scowled and Keith raised both his hands as a surrender.
I knew he cannot be mine but it hurts.
For some reason my heart ached and still I had this smile plastered on my face.