CHAPTER 1

I found my self at the four walls of the University let me introduce myself My name is Anita am from Enugu state I lost my mom when I was just five years so I had to leave with my aunt she trained me up till my secondary school stage she has three children who who were schooling abroad and lived with husband I never got to meet her husband and children I only hear her talking to them on calls

I won't say my aunt was wicked I won't say she was kind either all she cared about was herself and how she would go to the state at the end of the month to stay with her husband and children up until now I still don't know why she could not leave with her husband and children. Starting from when I was five years I learnt how to leave alone because my aunt will usually travel every month leaving me behind. I wish I could turn back the hands of time to learn about sex education but too bad it's quite late

It all started when I was 16 years I was done with my secondary school I have written Waec as of that time I wanted to take Jamb but my aunt has always told me that she can only further me till my secondary school and after that I should go and learn work or a skill or better still I can train my self in University I still don't know why because my aunt was a well to do lawyer and had lots of money so I still didn't understand why she didn't want to train me in the University

I was determined to becoming a doctor and I wanted to go to school so I had to come up with a suggestion to make money I remember that my aunt usually travel to see her husband at the end of the month so I have the house all to myself to do whatever. I want to do.I spoke with my best friend from secondary school Grace I asked her how to go about this and she introduced me to a business called HOOK UP

CHAPTER 2

She told me with this I can get any amount I want that all I have to do is to sleep with me and they pay me for my service at this point I declined because I found it rather strange for me to be sleeping around with men but as time went on I found out that I had no other choice .I lost my virginity at the age of 16 to an old man of 85 years old and how was how I made my first 50,000 naira because at the end of the service he gave me 50000 naira I saw myself bleeding with blood but who could I tell ,

my friend was always there to advise me and tell me sorry Grace was indeed a good friend but a bad advisor I wish she showed me other ways in making money rather than prostitution .After getting my first 50,000 naira I could purchase a jamb form and luckily I passed when my aunt came back I told her that I got a jamb form and I have written Jamb she said alright I asked her won't you ask me how I got the money because I have already though of a lie to tell her when she asked me how did I get my money but luckily or Unlucky for me my aunt Elma told me she didn't care that I should do whatever I want with my life that her only concern is to give me a roof over my head and food to eat

The UTME Results were out and I passed with a score of 248 I was not impressed because it won't give me my dream job but I was happy because I will have to enter the University

I and Grace got admission to university of Nigeria nsukka Grace was an Orphan the difference between both of us was that I had a dad but I never knew who he was,we're both aspiring to get medicine but I got nursing why Grace got anatomy we're not in the same department but we usually learnt together and we're friends because we've known each other since secondary school Jss1 I continue with my prostitution to get more money for my university days when my aunt's learnt that gotten admission to study nursing that was when she told me that she has finally waited for me to be a grown woman that she has tried for me and she wants to leave the country to go and stay with her family I cried that day and asked her why didn't she carry me along she never answer that question she told me that whatever I do with my life is not her business that she will be sending me 10,000 naira every month for feeding and I should not bother about house rent because I should live in the house the house is the her own this made me stronger I told Grace and she was like so you don't know that you're in this world alone my sister wake up and start hustling for your future .I continued with my prostitution the plan was that if I can get at least 500,000 thousand that year I will save up and stop prostitution and start up a business that will feed me and take care of me.everything was going well of course with university stress but I saw myself going through everything and made me stronger time went on and I realised that I was just in final year I was so happy but the plan didn't work because I continued my prostitution up until my final year.

CHAPTER 3

That was the hardest time of my life I was always falling sick and ill one day I and Grace decide to go to the hospital to diagnose what's the problem that was when the doctor told me that I had AIDS I couldn't believe my ears I asking if there's any way out and he told me that I don't have HIV but AIDS which is impossible to treat but I can only take care of myself and control it he asked me if I didn't see any symptoms of HIV my previous years and I told him no that I didn't during my hookup I was very careful I never had any abortion I never committed any abortion but I never use condom either because with condom was 20,000 naira and without condom is 50,000 naira per night and of course I'm a greedy person so I didn't realise the disadvantage my focus was not to get pregnant and I always took drugs that will prevent me from getting pregnant but I didn't remember my own life as Grace heard she felt so bad for me and we decided to keep this a secret I vow to myself that any man that come to my way I will spread it to the person All through My Life I was never in a serious relationship I was just sleeping with men and collecting money it's been over 5 years and aunt Elma left me she never called, she stopped giving me the 10,000 every month my 100 level at this point I decided to continue with my life I was finally done with my universal days and I had a bachelor degree everything was going fine I was giving people that I slept with the Aids without having a second thought until I met a guy called Justice justice had showed me love and care he showed me that he genuinely likes me and I told Justice several time that I didn't see us being together because I'm never ready to settle down but he kept on insisting and making me see reasons why he likes me at a point i saw myself falling for him and I realised I loved him as well. If we had sex I make sure we use condoms to prevent him from getting AIDS until one day he said he was tired of using condom that he loves me and he does not care if I get pregnant because he want to start a future with me I said no that I insist he forced me and persuade me and I had sex with him without condom up to today I still regret ever doing that to someone that I loved Justin's decided to take me to his parents and introduced me to them as his fiancé . Mind you my days on earth are number because I have AIDS I felt so bad for Justice because I'll be leaving him so soon and I gave him the Aids as well I decided to get married to Justice at least I was a married woman before I died and as for the babies Justice and I can adopt. The they came for us to meet Justice parent getting there I saw Justice Dad and I saw his mum when I saw his mum I saw myself standing water coming out from my mouth because I never thought that his mum would be aunt Elma

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