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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: The Stirrings of Darkness

The days blended into each other as I grew in stature and perception. Time seemed to slip through my fingers, leaving behind fragments of memories and fleeting moments of clarity. My insatiable curiosity remained, driving me forward into the depths of the unknown.

As I developed, my senses sharpened, the world becoming a tapestry of colors, sounds, and scents that both fascinated and repelled me. Conversations swirled around me like a symphony, the interplay of voices sparking my imagination. I would often listen, my mind soaking in the words like a sponge, absorbing the intricacies of human interaction.

It was during one such conversation that I first heard my parents speak of my name. They called me Xiao, a diminutive Chinese name that seemed to suit the darkness that flickered within my soul. It resonated with me on a primal level, solidifying my connection to my heritage and the legacy that flowed through Hei Huang's veins.

"Xiao, my son, you are destined for greatness," my father's voice rumbled, a mix of pride and foreboding. "But with greatness comes responsibility. You must learn to navigate the treacherous paths that lie ahead."

I listened intently, my infant mind grasping at the threads of his words. There was a weight to them, a warning of the perils that awaited me. And yet, I couldn't help but be drawn to the magnetism of the darkness, its allure captivating me like a moth to a flame.

As the months passed, my exploration of the world intensified. I crawled and stumbled my way through the house, my mind a whirlwind of thoughts and questions. Each room held its own mysteries, waiting to be unraveled by my insatiable thirst for knowledge.

During the many months that passed something incredibly strange happened I started to notice that I was growing more durable, more stronger, more perceptive.

An incident happens that made me realize that I was far from the average infant.

One day when I was in a crib carefully crafted by my father, solving a puzzle that my parents with much speculation had bought me. I had not been interested in the normal toys I had been provided with, my parents were worried that something was wrong but when I began trying to take apart a toy that I had recently gotten from my grandmother.

My mother who was watching me with slight concern said " I don't think Xiao'er wants to play with the toys so much, as he has been taking them apart every chance he gets. Like he is way too smart for his age he hasn't even cried since the first time he did when he was born, he doesn't seem to have much reaction when we play with him".

My father who was to the side though a bit before responding " I can't say for sure how he will end up but, I can instinctively feel that he will be more like me than i want him to be".

My mother looked at my father and then me with deep love and said "I don't care what he does or who he is but I love him and you with all my being".

My father looked at my mother and walked over before taking her hand and kissing her on the forehand, " I will always love, care, and protect my family so if he is or isn't like me with all my darkness I will guide him with all I have so don't worry my love we will move forward, and live a life oh so fulfilling".

After all that my parents started to test the limits of my abnormal intellect with a plethora of things.

I didn't want to scare them too much so I started to slowly show less and less intelligence and play with them, Since it seemed like my abnormalities were getting to be unbelievable and beyond their understanding and I didn't want to hurt them.

One day I was outside by a tree near our home mother had temporarily went into the house for something, solving the newest puzzle I had received I heard a rustling of leaves to the near left of me. And then.

*Squeak squeak*

A small squirrel had appeared and slowly started to make its way towards me. I found it rather cute and interesting, so I slowly reached my hand out to touch and pet it.

It was a little weary at first but then quickly accepted my touch since I was such a small creature and didn't seem like I was harmful.

The baby squirrel seemed to trust me instinctively as it looked into my eyes that were glowing so slightly that you wouldn't notice it at all if you didn't look deep enough.

As I was touching and petting it with my left hand, the strength in my hand increased without any warning and then.

*Squelch!*

The baby squirrels head which was in my hands was crushed like it was nothing as fresh blood splashed on my face.

For a moment I was sitting there still not quite understanding what had just happened, When I heard more squeaking noises I hurriedly looked around but saw nothing the squeaking intensified as my eyes and other senses got stronger rapidly, it was extremely overwhelming.

As I was experiencing this unnatural sensation I could feel something approaching me I quickly realized that it was a large black squirrel, and it looked extremely angry as it neared me ready to attack me with its dangerous looking claws but suddenly.

It seemed to move slowly as if time was stopping. The sudden time slowing came to an abrupt stop as its attack reached me.

Clang!

As if an iron sword had had struck an diamond wall the large black squirrels attack struck my skin but did absolutely no damage.

Seeing its attack have no effect on me it became slightly weary of me but then it seemed to not care as it started attacking in a frenzy. This lasted for a couple seconds as I struck my hand out faster than the creature could react to and firmly grasped its head.

It struggled for a bit as I held it there in front of my face observing it and it's futile struggles.

*Squeak squeak squeak*

I listened to it squeak for a bit more then suddenly crushed its head as its bloody Body fell to the floor with a weak thud.

I sat there and stared at the gruesome scene with blood spattered all over me, I did not feel bad for the lives I took but I felt elated and extremely happy at the sight of everything. I looked at my bloody hands and felt peace. I revlde in the power and control I felt.

I then started to do my best to cover and clean up everything that occurred as I knew my mother would not be happy with what happens a would be scared out of her mind.

When I was done with the best I could do currently I made my way into the house and towards mother.

But as I ventured further, I began to notice a shift within myself. The darkness that had always simmered beneath the surface, the evil thoughts that whispered to me in the quiet solitude of my mind, grew stronger.

They slithered through my consciousness, wrapping themselves around my nascent innocence like a vine suffocating its host.

As I reached the end of my first year, the duality within me became clearer. I reveled in the joy of discovery, the thrill of learning, but there was a darkness that lurked just beyond the edges of my consciousness.

It taunted me, promising power, control, and an alluring sense of satisfaction.

One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and crimson, I found myself in the study.

It was a room filled with books, their spines cracked and weathered, their pages yellowed with age. It was a place of knowledge, a sanctuary of secrets waiting to be unraveled.

I stood before a shelf that held a collection of dark-themed novels and philosophical treatises. Their titles beckoned to me, their words holding echoes of the darkness that resided within. I reached out, my tiny hand trembling as I grasped a tome that seemed to pulse with a malevolent energy.

In that moment, as I held the book, a surge of elation rushed through me. It was as if a part of me had awakened, embracing the darkness that had been brewing in my soul. I could feel the tendrils of evil unfurling, intertwining with my consciousness, shaping me into something beyond my understanding.

From that day forward, my actions began to reflect the darkness that had taken hold of me. I found satisfaction in causing pain, in manipulating those around me for my own amusement. It became a game, a sickening dance of control and power.

But beneath it all, there was a knowledge that I was different, inherently evil in a way that transcended my understanding. The darkness coursed through me like an unquenchable thirst, driving me to explore the depths of my depravity.

As the years passed, I grew bigger, my mind sharpening into a weapon of manipulation and deception. My parents remained oblivious to the true nature of their son, lost in the love they showered upon me. I played my part, a master of disguises and false emotions, carefully concealing the true darkness that lurked within.

The once quaint wooden house that had been my sanctuary transformed into a twisted playground for my malevolence. It became a stage upon which I enacted my darkest desires, a canvas on which my wickedness was painted.

And with every act of cruelty, every manipulation, my thirst for power and control grew stronger.

In the depths of the night, as the moon cast an ethereal glow over the world, I reveled in the chaos I had created. The darkness embraced me, its tendrils intertwining with my essence, guiding me towards an uncertain fate.

I was no longer just Xiao, the innocent newborn with a thirst for knowledge. I had become something else, something inherently evil. And I reveled in the sweet symphony of chaos that played out in the wake of my actions.

My chapter in the annals of Hei Huang's legacy had begun, and in the shadows, I would thrive.