do you really have to do this I'm sure if you wait a little longer opportunities will come.
Mom you are forgetting I already did that for 2 years I know it makes you uneasy but I want to do this for me I just need to forget about this past few months mum it was just...
I know I know I'm sorry I'm going to miss you so much mia but if it's what you want I'll always support you she said giving me a sad smile thank you mum I said with all sincerity that I could muster up at the moment .
I love her so much and the last thing I want to see is her worrying about me, but she just can't tell me not to go to Italy without any reason at least a reasonable one .
A few months ago I submitted an application to this company in New York....
wait scratch that for the past few years I have been trying to get a job but it's almost as if New York hit every cell in me that makes up every tissue that makes up every organ because when I finally did get a job it was the type where they had to post me to a place like Italy not forgetting the fact that my mum hates Italy cap lock on ''Hate'' reasons as she would say best known to her .
I just finished packing my last bag when I heard a loud bang followed by louder footsteps ascending the steps I rolled my eyes before bracing up for an impact my door shut open and before I could register whether or not the hinges to my door was still intact I was on the floor .
No wait within the next few seconds I felt handcuffs and headboard and I saw a smirk
Courtney we have talked about this I said
duh,
and I came to a conclusion you are not going to Italy she said
I simply glared
she sighed and uncuffed me I stood up and went to my wardrobe to make sure I got all I needed ignoring the hippo still on my floor
why are you so against it I understand if mum wants me not to go because she hates Italy
'' Reasons best known to her
we echoed at the same time
it's like she always supported my mum instead of me.
I don't know it just feels weird I will I'm not going through the trouble of undepressing a depressed person she said trying to lighten the mood
I am not depressed I countered
tell it to your therapist she may.....
before she completed the sentence I hit her with the pillow nearest to me she paused and in next 5 minutes my room was a mess .
fast forward 15 hours later Mum wouldn't follow me and Courtney to the airport because she couldn't ''see'' me go to Italy I really felt disappointed I expected so much more.
I didn't say much to Courtney that was because she didn't say much to me, she and mum knows something I don't but if they are to stuck up their asses to sit me down and tell me about it I really didn't need to reason any longer with them I gave her a brief hug and got off her car took my luggage and ran inside the airport like I couldn't get away faster from New York.
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Until then...