I couldn't take it. I couldn't sit back and watch so I tried to go out there but Farat told me that Leonis had given orders that I wasn't allowed to step out of The Reign. The bastard.
So I'm back to square one. I'm back to my past just like when I was locked up in his tower, I'm locked up in his room now.
I asked Skye and Kyle to leave. I didn't want to see anyone. I refused the food that Nalah had brought to me and even when the fairies came out of hiding, I chased them away too.
At first after sending away everyone, I wanted to just lay down on the bed and cry, but just looking at the bed brought back memories. Memories that now seem disgusting.
I thought of sitting on the chair and even that had memories of my stupid days with him.
Oh how gullible I was all that time. I ended up sitting on the ground resting my head and back on the leg of a table.
I hate myself. I hate myself for being used by Leonis Rein.
