LEONIS' POV
I keep losing my confidence. I can't tell this to anyone. I can only think about it. It has never happened before, but lately, it's becoming more and more constant where I find myself feeling inferior. And I get more and more jealous of the thoughts she has in her head because I don't know what they are. Of whom they are.
I find myself asking questions like what is she thinking of? Who is she thinking of? Am I on her mind as she's always on mine? Does she ever even think about me? Is she even thinking of my proposal? Is she even considering it? She says she likes me. But I keep asking myself, is she thinking of him? What if she gets closer to him? What if she chooses him?
I can't help but think these things because I know. And it scares me. That's why I keep trying to seduce her. To allure her. I don't know how else to secure her heart. The longer she takes to give a definite answer to my proposal, the more anxious I get.
