Matthew POV
"They say the beauty do not always cry in public or even at all but here I am crying over a guy that I loved and firstly like as he shattered my heart.... it's not magic to be in love with someone that you like for the first time you came in touch of the person.... he's carefree, cute, popular and also one of my best male friend. Belle why did this feeling about the guy not go easily? why is it that every girl the guy touch or even kiss always attract jealousy to you? I'm fucking in love with champ and he broke my heart like this, why? "She said crying standing at the front of the mirror as she heard someone's footsteps which is precisely me then she quickly washed her face with water then cleaned it with her face towel sniffing her nose as I entered.
Evie I called scratching the back of my neck in total and complete nervousness.
it's Belle Matthew, you lost the right to call me that since all this started she said cleaning her face already red and puffy with tears still streaming down her cheek...
No it's my Evie cause I heard all your confession outside I heard everything you said while I was outside I said but she cut me off mid sentence
So you heard me.....well let me ask you this.... would you take it easy if Romans or dereck shove their mouth anywhere near mine?? Wouldn't you explode more than that or do you think I can not do what you just did?? And so if you only call me Evie? I take it back don't you think it's painful seeing you shove your mouth on my best friend own just because you're her crush I bet in not the only girl you planned to kiss while I was still your girl, but you know what I don't think it's worth at all we haven't even started dating and you're doing like this to me Matthew what did I do wrong to deserve this? Hun she said hurtfully and bitterly....
Evie pls I'm very sorry I didn't even let her kiss me on my lips because I don't want her to and I know you are so much hurt right now but it was just what they wanted I did not choose it like that babe please I've not been closer to any girl like I am with you I don't want to lose you this early babe pls Matthew said hurt evidently in his voice.
Yeah I know the girl I saw you with before we went to the cinema who is she apart from your course mate? Hun she asked looking at me for answers as I remain silent not knowing what to say to her about that now but to be truthful there was nothing going on between me and temmy she was the one that kissed me.
You see maybe I'd just.... I'd just go home if you can't answer me so if you have any answers you can call or text me see you.... you can go meet whoever you wanted I'm not in your way again she said washing her hand as she left me in the restroom not looking back at all.
Evie's word and our conversation still played in my mind.... I was still in the restroom deliberating on what to do while she Left me with that question.
Temmy was not only my coursemate she was like one of my best female friends in our department..... I know that jealousy is derived from seeing the person you like with your opposite sex and they are holding hands even kissing, I did not even know what to do again because I'm fucked up already it's not only my opposite sex I kissed but πππ§ best friend also and I don't know what I'm going to do because this is the second time she's witnessing it though temmy and I kissed before we got to her hostel to pick up the girls to go watch movie together.
she's the first girl I'd take out to watch film in a cinema I never did that for Tina at all because I never even liked her.
What should I do now I thought as I walked out back to the place we all seated still playing our game.....
As I was getting closer I realised Evie is not seated beside her best friend anymore.
Guys.... where's Evie?I asked as I placed my hand in my pocket staring at all of them as they paused from the game looking back at me.
She left Jules said folding his arm likewise Luna.... why? what the actual fuck it's almost midnight how will she leave and you guys are seated here? I was becoming very angry as I was talking.
Well I offered to follow her but she insisted and I should be asking what made her so angry that she had to come back down with a red face and leave immediately, I'm her best friend Matthew but you just broke her heart if you wanna find her she'd probably be walking to "OUR SCHOOL" bare footed Luna shouted for the first time I ever knew her and I looked around Vicky and dereck is not here again.
where is dereck? I asked took Vicky home Jules replied.... okay I said as I walked out of the club not looking back at our group wanting to go home because I know I can't go to Evie Tonight she wouldn't answer me at all and since she's not here why am I here.
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Two weeks has passed now and I have not seen Evie... she refused to pick my calls and answer my message...
The guys are playing Play Station while I'm here thinking on how to get my girl back....it's a mutual feeling that I never felt before about anyone not even for Tina but my feelings are on her alone.
I can't think straight if I didn't see her so I ask the only one person I know who can advise me even though he's not a relationship expert he's also building up with πππ§ best friend.
Jules I called as he paused from typing on his phone to his girl with his face litting up every damn minute as he placed his phone down and faced me.
Yes man Jules replied as he placed his phone down giving me full attention.
Can I talk to you?I asked feeling hot in my forehead yeah anything we're best friends man Jules said
yeah I'm confused already have you talked to Evie since the party or any of her friends I asked face palming my forehead.
hmmmmm the only person I can talk to is luly and she said Belle has been in a very very bad mood not wanting to eat and just cuddling herself in bed all day she'd even pull her out of bed to go for their lectures and all that Jules told me and on hearing that I knew I've caused much damage and hurt I don't know what to do to tell her that I am deeply in love with her.
Sincerely I love her Jules.....I have feelings for her and you know it I don't want to loose her at all man and I don't know what to do I said cleaning my sweaty face with my face towel.
hmmmmm just try and call her it's heartbreaking for her to see you kiss another girl anywhere even if you guys kiss a lot and she also has feelings for you but do not want anyone to know that much...it's only you guys that can understand yourself the group already sees how you stare at her and even steal glance from her Jules said
Even if I want to call her she wouldn't pick and as for my message she's refusing to answer at all, she's even avoiding me at all time its breaking my heart I said yeah that's the signs that the feelings between you two is really growing and I bet she's always trying her best she tells Luna everything that should be told you Know.... maybe you should give her time to recollect herself then you guys can talk Jules said
Okay thanks man I said still not satisfied as I smiled weakly typing on my phone.
Belle's POV
Three days later ... I've missed matt enough but what he still does broke me completely... Luna and I are in the parlor on my couch as my phone rang for the 20th time today and I keep rejecting it's just 2pm in the afternoon I was still trying to eat something maybe it would digest then my best friend broke the tensed silence... babe he's calling again just pick this time pls Luna said worriedly as she picked her phone tapping on WhatsApp to record somethings to Jules.....
I can't Luna he breaks my heart seriously I love him and you know that my feelings for him is not what I can compare with anything in this world he's just my everything but how dare he breaks my heart it's unfair Luna it's unfair you know if Jules does this to you I'd not like it but him... he is my joy my life, my happiness, key to my heart (ktmh), love of my life (loml), he's everything I can't compare to and you know it, I get I miss him so much that I don't even know what to do without seeing him but this is the second time Luna I don't even Know if I can love anyone else apart from him again I'm having this crazy feeling for him every since we saw each other I can't think straight without seeing him but he shattered my heart already I don't even have an appetite of eating not even reading my favorite again because I'm always thinking about him my sleep is always ending with dreams about how we spent the time together at the beach, my heart beats for him alone but he shattered and broke me completely how do you expect it to be glued back together luna and you understand that I said still crying as Luna sent the voice note to Jules on WhatsApp.
"babe just send this to Matthew and delete it.... he needs to hear this alone Luna typed on her phone as she shifted to my side placing my head on her shoulder patting my back.
don't worry he'd come soon Luna said as she handed me my baby pink face towel to clean my face.
Are you sure I asked as I looked at her then she nodded tightening her hug on my body.
Yes Jules tells me that he's been miserable since he hasn't seen you, doesn't talk much just nod and don't even eat properly again, he just stays in his room brushing through your pictures and watching the videos you both made and of you alone..... He misses you baby girl he really do just talk to him pleaeeeeee Luna said comfortingly kissing my forehead.
Jules POV
Man, my babe just sent a message now I think I'm going to send it to you because she said you need to listen to it alone not even with me I said looking at Matthew.
okay send it Matthew said as he received a message on his phone then connected his earpod to listen.... I think I got it thanks Matthew said yeah just go sort out your misunderstanding, I don't like my best friend fight with my girl best friend I said typing back on my phone to answer Luna.
Thanks babe you're the best I typed as he was focused on what Belle was saying.
" I can't Luna he breaks my heart seriously I love him and you know that my feelings for him is not what I can compare with anything in this world he's just my everything but how dare he breaks my heart it's unfair Luna it's unfair you know if Jules does this to you I'd not like it but him he is my joy my life, my happiness, key to my heart (ktmh), love of my life (loml), he's everything I can't compare to and you know it, I get I miss him so much that I don't even know what to do without seeing him but this is the second time Luna I don't even Know if I can love anyone else apart from him again I'm having this crazy feeling for him every since we saw each other I can't think straight without seeing him but he shattered my heart already I don't even have an appetite of eating not even reading my favorite again because I'm always thinking about him my sleep is always ending with dreams about how we spent the time together at the beach, my heart beats for him alone Luna and you understand that..... Evie said in tears as Matthew listened and I saw him clean his eyes with his thumb covering his face
Mannnnn that's the first time I saw my best friend shed a tear like that.....he really love that girl but he kinda fucked up too not that I'd Blane him though it can happen to anyone anytime.
Maaaaan I need to go out I'd be gone for long though, I miss that girl and I know you know that too call your girl to give us space Matthew said standing as he wore his palm, combed his hair, added baby oil, took his phone and walked out of the hostel.
Okay that's my man I replied as he left wearing his face cap.
Luna's POV
Few minutes later I heard someone knock our room door. Luna are you expecting anybody Belle asked sniffing her nose looking straight to the door as she faced me again.
No.... I did not invite anybody home and if I should answer your question I think it's you expecting someone but let me go check I said standing adjusting my short slim-fitted gown.
Ok I'd be waiting Belle said as I went to open the door and the person standing right at my front is no other than Matthew wearing a grey hoodie, black designer short and his palm slippers and his black face cap on.
hey Matthew said nervously scratching his hair as he peeped through into our room.
hey I replied as I stepped aside looking back at Alina.
Yeah can I come in? is Evie home? can I talk to her? Is she okay?Matthew said worriedly placing his hand inside his pocket as I nodded seeing sincerity and worrisomeness in his eyes.
Yeah she is, laying restlessly because someone broke her heart, you can come in she really needs you I shouldn't be telling you this you should know by yourself I said as I heard Evie's footstep.
Luly who's at the door? I heard Evie cracked voice nearer as she stood beside me connecting her eyes with Matthew.
He's the one I whispered as Matthew stared into her eyes seeing hurt, tears, feelings and pain.
Okay...Evie said in a cracked voice as she turned away from Matthew cleaning her tears walking away.
Hey can I come in? I need to talk to Evie Matthew said looking at me.
Oh... I'd hmmmmm..... I'd leave you two to each other I said as I left the room and closed the door behind me.