She was no longer the emotionless Gu Lanshan... He spent the whole day in joy, but when that feeling of delight settled, a deep sense of loss began to emerge from the depths of his heart.
He knew that the real her he had encountered that afternoon was just a fleeting moment.
Perhaps the next time they met, she would have reverted to the indifferent, desireless Gu Lanshan.
In fact, no one knew he was more afraid than anyone else to face a Gu Lanshan like that.
So, he could only stay away from home all night.
He was terrified of dreaming in the middle of the night about the good times he had shared with her, and then, upon waking, he found her beside him, joyfully pulling her into his embrace, kissing and cherishing her, thinking he had soared into heaven, becoming the happiest person in the world, but looking up to see her face, cold, calm, indifferent, even making love, she was always biting her lower lip, restraining herself, never truly opening up to him.
