I was taken aback by a sudden hand that I recognize this was the warmth that I feel compelled to come back to, the summer scent that I always loved and wanted. His eyes and mine were locked into each other, my face was in tears as his was not what was I thinking? why did I stuck myself into my past? but as soon as I saw you everything fades away except you, a dazzling aquamarine on my silent world.
"Hmmm? well?"
I gasped and pushed his face away, he sighed in relief with a smile. He sits on the bench just beside me a few centimetres apart from each other and he stared at me with those eyes of his. He averted his gaze as he purses his lips and begins to speak.
"Are you doing well?" he asks.
I pursed my lips then placed my legs on atop of the bench with my chin resting to my knees as my hands are wrapped around my legs, my heart was abnormally beating fast again at this moment I took a peak to him in a moment and he was still looking at me with those gentle gaze of his.
"I-I am well"
He rubbed his hands together in deep thought.
"A-about the other night"
"W-what about the other night?"
We stutter together and we laughed slightly.
"I'm sorry I was very much that drunk that night I've been coming here since then and had been wanting to see you and ask for an apology"
"I- It's alright"
Although it wasn't alright it was an act of something I should've never done to begin with nor agreed upon the feelings that brought me euphoria but the way I would melt the same as before to his presence in front of me makes me want to feel more and ask more yet there is something between us that separates us both the gap which something I feel so different about, it was communication.
"Are you sure?"
" Yes I am sure" Again so abrupt.
Now that I think about it it really was him in nurses room his voice, his hands and his scent. I want to know it all at once. And I smelled his pheromones it was little but I feel it's serenity the peace was something I've been wanting to feel for a long time in my life. But yeah should I tell him that I know that he was with me in the nurses room that day?
"If you're sure and had thought about it then I guess it's alright to talk to you this evening?" I nodded.
"Then I guess it's okay to ask questions?"
"Yeah"
"Do you have a boyfriend?" he asks.
"N-No! I would never! I never even kissed someone!well not until that night I suppose" I blushed and answered in frustration of how I imagined the night where he and I had done it. A stammer which was filled with truth.
His eyes lit up and chuckled.
"Then I'm your first kiss?"
"Y-yeah"
"But why are you crying earlier?"
"Nothing really"
If this were a conversation in real life this could've been gone the wrong way or not talked about it again if not ignoring each other is the best option but again I can't help but relax to the way his voice was attractive. The way his scent soothes me, the way my heart doesn't want to stop this moment and the way time seems to move slowly with only us.
"I don't know what to talk about honestly" he nervously said "But is there a hobby that you like?"
"I love dancing and singing"
"That's lovely"
My brain couldn't think straight no more the more I smell his scent the more I fell into the satisfaction of lust that gnaws those who go further and the more he speaks the more I melt into his words. One thought came into my mind it was his words of confession.
Would it be alright to talk about it?
"Uhm"
"Hmmmm?"
"Why is your eyes turning aquamarine?"
I said quickly my brain avoided what I was meant to say as this was frustrating for me it wasn't right to ask for it nor it was right. These words that I could've done to say would go to a direction I could never anticipate because I was hesitant that was it.
"Are they beautiful?"
They were the alluring eyes that can make a person be in a trance that causes apricity to your very core like the ocean of the dawn in the new tomorrow with the breeze of freshness that is the description of imagination that I can paint inside my mind.
"Uhm yeah"
Before I could say more to him it feels like my eyes are about to close and become blurry. And that was it I finally slept through that night. The reason was his scent kept me calm to the point that I fell asleep.
To the man's points of view.
"Did you know that I've been observing you?"
I laughed briefly as my sight was on the night sky I laughed because it was similar to a stalker. Every night he would come to this bench and some other nights he won't come but no matter what I've kept the space between us as a respect still the feeling of wanting your attention filled me with courage that night to say a confession would at least come as heart felt but rather melting in the first night we have met across making the stars of the night witness the actions of us.
"I've been observing you because I like you I think I was shy to approach you or is it the way you're an omega? or is it my heart was just nervous? I couldn't really grasp how much I've been wanting to talk to you directly but this time we did really talk"
I'm glad that you were still able to talk to me, I was watching you in a distance then saw you crying in silence and I was wondering who was the one making you cry?Am I the one at fault for making you experience that night? if so I want to apologize again...Your eyes that are black can also turn into a dark aquamarine ,I don't know if you've noticed it in a mirror before but they were gorgeous to see.
"I really was nervous to meet you again or what if you were silent? what if you were trembling seeing me again from what i did that night? what if you felt scared? i thought the opposite would happen...i guess it didn't ha-"
Feeling your body fall to my side I chuckled as I see you already sleeping. I see your long eye lashes, your white pale skin, your eyebrows like a females, your body was slim yet not so skinny but your cheeks were plump, your fingers were so tiny compared to mine. When I look at your waist they were small I think my fingers would touch if I hold you on your waist but that doesn't matter this time.
"You really do appear lovely sleeping"
I think my height is 6'2 if I think carefully is he 5'6? isn't it cute for omegas to be small? although some may appear taller...why am I currently wanting to know more specifically? Maybe I am an obsessed man for him but I don't want him to be uncomfortable in the least because of me. I carried his body in a princess carry and I felt like he was weightless on my arms though he may be small and weak looking I think that this small body can change something if not the world then he changed one person...and that's me. I won't pry that much in your life yet I will make you safe in every way even in a far distance. For that reason I want to protect this body of yours and the heart you possess that I also long for. I was joking about the prying of course I'll pry in his life if he sees me as someone who he can rely on.
"I think I should get you home, if I didn't your mom will be frustrated and angry with you"
I walked in these streets while my eyes couldn't make me take full attention to where I'm walking. Mesmerized by your beauty even I thought when will I be able to visit or see you again? maybe my work will hinder me to do so.
"Wait isn't that?" a woman whispers to the other woman in the other side of the street. They were kind of shocked but I continued on walking to the point I saw the house you live in. Well I had my ways why I know your place.
"I guess we're here at your house"
I saw the lights were still on and I kept on walking towards the front the door and called.
"Hello? is anyone there?"
"Who's there?" she shouted back inside the house as she opened the door with a gasp.
"Oh! it's you! w-what are you doing here this time at night?"
"Relax I'm not here for anything I'm just giving him back to you" I smiled seemingly thinking that could urge her to calm down.
"Dear! why is he with you though?"
"Ah that"
"Where are my manners! please do come in!"
She said with brightly eyes as she made a way for me wanting me to come in and I accepted in reluctance.
"Please just let him rest on the couch"
I put him on the couch and she was relieved seeing him and me I think she was happy.
"I didn't think we'd meet this sooner than expected but how are you?"
"I'm doing fine although I will leave immediately this time it saddens me but I'm sure I'll be coming back in the future"
She sat as she caresses his black hair while she was doing it she seemed a bit sad "Is that so?" I nodded.
"Be careful on your way home"
"Thank you"
"And thank you for bringing him back home I could never imagine if someone else took him"
I bowed to her with respect. I bowed because she was his mother a loving one too in fact. She had a nervous reaction on her face as I did my bows.
"P-please don't bow down oh my dear Chaos"