After I first threatened Chi Ri with divorce, he ignored me and treated me like air at home.
I deliberately made a noise to attract his attention, to no avail.
I accidentally bumped into the corner of the table while walking and exclaimed, it was useless.
I didn't want to pay attention to him either.
Until I saw the safflower oil on the bedside table.
My love for him peaked in an instant.
I always give him many, many points because he is a little bit good.
At night, Chi Ri kept his back to me.
I whispered in his ear, "Chi Day, are you sleeping?" 」
"Hmm." His voice was cold, not salty or light: "Sleep." 」
"Don't be angry with me, I was wrong. I don't talk about divorce anymore. 」
I came to him and crouched down by the bed, looking at him pitifully.
"Pond noon, pond noon... 」
He snorted coldly.
"Stop making trouble. Tired. 」
"But I want you to sleep with me in your arms." 」
"Xia Zhi, you are really annoying. 」
"I'm not annoyed, I just like you." I looked at him aggrievedly: "If you hold me to sleep, I won't bother you." 」
Chi Ri was forced to take me into his arms.
"Chi Day, you are mine. 」
So, push away those who are close to you, okay?
Chi Day's eyes suddenly became hot.
"Since you're not sleepy, don't sleep." 」
"Chi Day, do you like me? 」
"Xia Zhi, what do you say? 」
I don't know, I really don't know.
At that time, Liang Xiaoxiao did not return, and he was occasionally willing to coax me.
I was always wallowing in the tenderness of his whim, as if sugar could forgive all the suffering.
But it's not.
Those grievances never disappeared, they were like snowballs, rolling bigger and bigger, until he gave me more sugar, which could not cover up the bitterness in my heart.
Like that night, after I threw away his candy, I found a big jar of colorful candy on the table.
It's really nice and looks sweet.
But I don't want it anymore.
Chi Day, Chi Day, don't suddenly find out that you like me after losing me.
I would feel disgusting.
It will also feel very cheap.
When I got home, I started packing.
Green Tea has been secretly observing me.
Unexpectedly, I actually left here before it.
"Green tea, you have successfully ascended to the throne." I tease it.
Before leaving, I put the divorce agreement on the living room table, checked it again to make sure there was nothing that belonged to me, and finally left.
"Green tea, goodbye." 」
It rubbed me and meowed twice.
I don't know if it will miss me after I'm gone.
Or more brazenly encroaching on my territory.
The last time he opened Chi Day's Weibo, he hadn't updated his news for seven years.
But the content from seven years ago is still there.
Very little, but all about Liang Xiaoxiao.
There was an exam in high school, and after he handed in the papers in advance, he stood outside her examination room and waited for her, complaining that she was slow to write.
In the last class of the morning, their homeroom teacher dragged the class, and he waited at the door for her to go to lunch after class, saying that she was like a pufferfish, not waiting for her to get angry.
In the evening self-study, he would occasionally sneak up to play games, but he would show up at the school gate at half past nine to pick her up from school.
...
There are no memories of passionate love, not a word of love, but full of love.
The only person he paid attention to was Liang Xiaoxiao.
And in Liang Xiaoxiao's Weibo, people who didn't laugh when they took wedding photos with me laughed wantonly in her shots.
In the high school graduation photo, the two of them stand together, and even the sun favors them.
My heart was empty, but it wasn't bad at all.
I uninstalled Weibo and ended snooping on their lives.