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Chapter 59 - Bitterness (3) + Need [ Hyunlix ]

SEUNGMIN'S POV

        It's been two weeks since Chan Hyung's birthday, it wasn't as exciting as we thought. Just as a small date we had. A small talk party and plenty of food. The studies and the stress given by school were enough to forget all the excitement.

Especially when I have to get separated from my life all the way. My precious person! *Sighs As I'm ignoring her I feel how much she meant to me. She being around was my everything. My joy, my happiness. Even though it feels incomplete as I talk to her every night!

        First, we used to talk for hours about studies but now, I restrict it to an hour making her do it herself and she doesn't deny me. I don't know If it's because she loves me or she has something in mind. Everything it is, I'm just glad. She never ignores me. But what's going on is ignoring me! Fuush~ She tries her best, to do what I ask for. *Blushing badly. But something doesn't seem right.

        We've been asked by so many that if we two fought, we always refused giving a fake smile. Even the group we share our secrets have been suspecting us. As if we are planning a raid on the school? Well suits us! School on Fire!

        I'm getting ready as Gramps set a sudden date with Chaewon. I don't know what they were thinking about this time. As I received a text from Won that she didn't know anything about it, I felt something was off.

        I was curious about what they were up to. I've been hiding my precious thing from them so that they won't take it away from me. I looked at the time and half hour to go for my schedule with my lifeline. Sh*t! I forgot to tell her. How I'll be there? At the two places at the same time.

        I made my way to grab the phone and dial a number I was meant to ignore but, I have dialled it almost every day. Not even my mom gets daily calls from me.

        "Hello!" She replied in a sleepy tone.

        "Hello! You were sleeping?" I asked.

        "Um!" She replied in a sleepy tone.

        Her voice that makes me want to see her. Plant a sweet good night kiss on her head and wish her goodnight. But it's still not time to sleep! It's study time. And...

        Just a few days it is. She forgets she is talking to her crush. How can she? She said she would get used to me. Now she is getting used to ignoring me? I made sure not to make her comfortable around me and now look at how she behaves. Like my efforts are not paying enough.

         

        "I'm going on a date with Won!" I said. In anger of course! I wanted to make her jealous.

        "Ah okay! Enjoy!" She said. So plainly? Not a little flinch before saying it? Yoona! I wanted to scream, at least put in some effort! Say something like what about today's session or anything?

        "Um! You don't have anything to say?" I asked.

        "Um! I don't. I am feeling so sleepy!" She replied.

        "Okay!" I said unsatisfied. And was about to cut the call,

        "Min-ah!" She called. Still sleepy voice.

        "Um?" I asked. Of course, I was angry. But it's not that, I will not answer her call.

        A long pause.

        "Yoona?" I asked.

        "Um!" She replied.

        "You had something to say?" I asked again.

        "No?" She giggled.

        "Then why did you call my name?" I laughed. Why she is so sweet? Me melting in an instant?

        "Why? Can't I call?" She asked.

        What is she? I laughed. But I can hear the sad tone. Or was it my imagination? Was she sad? Or is it just a sleepy voice?

        "Yoona?" I asked again. "Is everything okay?"

        "Um! Everything is!" She replied laughing a little.

        "Ok! I'll be leaving then!" I replied.

        "Um, what are you wearing for a date?" She asked.

        Out of nowhere? She never asks me about these things. Well leaving these two weeks of ignorance, not in past too! And what I ever felt is, that she never gives thought to clothes.

        "Well, it's a reservation for a famous Restaurant so I think a Suit?" I who already had clothes on, still asked her for her opinion.

        "Um sounds good!" She replied.

        "Then what sounds perfect?" I asked.

        "Perfect?" She laughed.

        "Um! What will be perfect then?" As I expected something in reply. At first that, "Everything looks perfect on you!", But then my heart ached to say this, "It can only be perfect if you are with me!"

        Can Yoona please spell those words? I know that she knows this too! Doesn't she?

        "There's nothing like perfect Min-ah!" She replied.

        "Nothing?" I asked. A sudden anger built up inside me. Not about the compliment. But about a perfect love story?

        "Um!" She replied. Sniffing? Is she sick?

        "Yoona..." I was about to ask.

        "Ah! I have a little headache. If you are done I'm going to get some sleep!" She said, not wanting to hear more from me.

        "Ok! I won't bother you!" Why did I say that? I wanted to say take care and sleep well. But why? I was again angry! She just put a stop to my imagination.

        "Nothing is perfect?" I was thinking "perfect" of "you and me" Yoona! And you replied as "you and me" as nothing?

Third Person POV

        Throwing a phone away, again she buried her head into the pillow. "What is he? Telling me he is going on a date? Aaa!" *screaming lungs out!

        "Yoona-yah!" Her Mom knocked on the door. Finding the door was locked. Clearing her throat she answered,

        "Mom! It's maths! Nothing else!" Some shaky voice yet she managed to speak.

        "Baby! If that is hard you don't have to do it, you know!" Her mom replied with a tense voice.

        "Mom?" She asked

        "Yes!" Her mom replied.

        "I'm fine!" Yoona laughed a little.

        "I'm just not in shape to answer. I'll sleep and will come to your room to tell you! Is that good?" Yoona replied.

        "You promise?" Her mom asked.

        "Um!" Yoona replied.

Yoona's POV

        Mom left. What should I tell her? Seungmin is going again on HIS DATE? Giving me stops at every LITTLE THING! The little interactions WE had, SOFT TALKS WE HAD? Why does he have to STOP THEM ALL? I can't TOUCH him! Not look AT HIM! Not TALK TO HIM? THEN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? *Grrrr

        And, he is allowed to GO ON a DATE? REALLY! Lee Know Hyung kept asking me what happened. Doesn't he ask him too? Changbin Hyung! Even Chan Hyung! Even our baby took notice!!

        And Ahn! She just had to ADD FIRE? GOING ON DATE? Doesn't she notice what's going on? Even though I already confessed to her that I have feelings for him. And she just ignores it as if it's nothing!

        At Chan Hyung's birthday, there was clear tension between all. Not only Yongbok and Hyunjin being silent together, but Seungmin too. Lee know even teased saying "The couple broke up?" Aah! *Screaming.

        I am not able to spend time with Felix or Hyunjin. They are too, avoiding each other. And Felix hasn't been home for two weeks. I just hope there's all good with them. I woke up and called Felix. *A certain boost of anger that created a volcano inside had to be released before it destroys everything.

        "Bokie?" I asked.

        "Um?" He replied. He was with friends I heard the crowd.

        "What are you doing?" I asked.

        "At the arcade!" He replied laughing. With his answer, my anger crossed the limit.

        "With Hyunjin?" I asked.

        "Ah no! I haven't sorted out with him yet!" He replied. And this was the last all I could take.

        "BOKIE!! YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME THAT! When you are gonna talk to him?" I yelled.

        Isn't he like Seungmin? Just avoiding the problem. Not telling what they actually meant. It's not like Seungmin likes me though. So Felix is the worst! He likes Hyunjin yet he dares to ignore him.

        "Ah well!" He hesitated!

        "FELIX! DON'T YOU THINK YOU ARE HURTING HIM TOO MUCH?" I yelled.

        "Yoona-yah!" He wined.

        "WHAT? First, you BEHAVE that way! And then tells him to STOP COMING CLOSER and SUDDENLY STOPS TALKING! He doesn't EVEN PAY ATTENTION to anyone these days. HE LOST HIS BLOOM FELIX! I didn't expect you to do this!" I yelled may be because I found myself in Hyunjin somehow.

        "You know how gloomy he seems these days. He needs you, Felix! I tried to lighten up the mood but he faked the smiles. Can you please SORT this out RIGHT NOW?" I asked. And my tears just won't stop now.

        "Yoona! Why are you crying?" And here we go again. Why did he cry all of a sudden

Ah right! I WAS SCOLDING HIM.*Punching the crying Felix image which is possibly too hard. But why does he need to CRY?

        "Felix!" I called him wiping away my tears.

        "You can't cry! Here the hurt person is Hyunjin! You should know you have to walk to him. He has been waiting for WEEKS now! He doesn't even dare to call you!" I said. Forgetting about how hurt I was. And maybe because I noticed sadness in my best friends too! Which was my source of happiness. Like not a single call without others name! How can be they living like this?

        What to do now! Here my idiot best friend is crying. And IN the arcade? IN BETWEEN his friends?

        "Wait again where are you?" I asked. "I'm gonna tell Hyunjin to get you! And you ARE LEAVING WITH HIM and SORTING OUT ALL THE THINGS!" I ordered. Knowing he can't say no.

        I have been waiting not wanting to force my way. As every couple have their way. But these two won't do anything on their own. It's been long enough! For me and them too.

        I called Hyunjin.

        "Hello~!" He again tried to sound all energized. But I know he is just acting.

        "The thing is, I made Felix cry he is at ****** arena. The arcade near the station. And you have to say sorry on behalf of me!" I spelt it in one breath knowing he would kill me for this.

        "YOU MADE FELIX CRY?" In some o disbelief, He roared. Shaking the soul out of me.

        "F**k you Hyunjin. LEAVE ME and GET HIM! I'm already sorry for it!" I yelled.

        "Where's he again? And you better text me all the things! Cause your voice is...." He paused.

        "I don't know what happened! But, I'm taking him and coming to his room. You too! You'll tell me why you fight!" He replied. Ordering.

        I nodded sniffing.

        "Don't cry!" He wined and screamed.

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[ Hyunlix ]~  [ Safe / Friendly ]

[ The Hyunlix part here was to make Yoona feel the "need" why to confess and accept the love. I couldn't get a better idea than Hyunlix part. The part will be added in Eternity with You: Hyunlix - "Need"  ]

Hyunjin's POV

        Did she just curse? I laughed moving out room. If Felix hears that he is gonna kill her, I guess not! But why do the two of them fight? I hurriedly wearing my hoodie left.

I marked the location in the phone making it short to reach there. I never went there, it's opposite to the city. And I never was in games. I made my way being anxious and I received the text.

        "I'm sorry Hyunnie! I was lost and tired. I won't make an excuse but that is needed. So I called Felix being irritated about it and, ignoring you. Telling him how sad you are. You try to hide it and all. And kind of yelled at him. Well, I didn't mean to yell. But it kind of sounded like it. I didn't want to yell. And then he started crying. I am not sure definitely what made him cry. But I'm sorry for it!"

        I read it as the road was empty somehow. Smiling! And finally, after about 20 mins I arrived. I rushed inside. Finding where he was. Not in the first valley I moved inside until in 4th I saw a few of his classmates standing there. And there he is sitting on the couch covering his face with his tiny hands. Well, his face is so tiny too, that it gets covered up.

        I walked slowly to him. And everyone started looking at me.

        "Felix, Hyunjin is here!" One of his friends told him.

        He looked at me removing his tiny fingers. Look at that red eyes. Was he bowling his eyes out?

        I held out my arms calling for him. As if, he was a toddler who cried hard on the first day of school. And he with the same reaction looked at me. That he wasn't abandoned at school. He looking at me whispered my name. And two drops that fell from his heavy eyes again. Idiot yongbok-ah! Why is HE crying?

        He stood up. Looking at me in disbelief. My hands were still in the air, waiting for him to come in a hug. If he won't it will be so much embarassing. Yet as if I knew he would come.

        He walked shakily, and then moving with increasing pace he called my name, "Hyunjin-ah!" And there it comes. The warmth, his scent and his beautiful tiny body. I enclosed him. Gripping a little tight so that he won't run away again.

        "Go get a room guys!" One of his friends teased. And I chuckled.

        "Should we go?" I asked a boy in my hug. His tears finally stopped. Not looking at me he just nodded. If I could I would have picked him up. But it's embarrassing for a boy to pick up a boy of the same age. And like a small child when he is hugging you from the front. He got away still holding my hand.

        "Sorry guys! I'll pay for it another time!" He said still having his rough voice.

And he started moving on his own. A few steps ahead and then making me show the way. I walked still holding his hand. His tiny hands that I missed for whole the time. Maybe I held them too tight.

         I walked to the car and opened the door for him. He looked at me. With those cute puppy eyes.

        "Hyunjin-ah!" He said. Again tears dwelling up in his eyes.

        "It's not fair Felix! You ignored me first, and when I got a chance to get angry with you. You cry! Is this nice?" I asked him still holding on to the car door. Waiting for him to sit.

        There he goes again. Two heavy drops of tears fall. And his eyes that looked at me.

        "Ah, it's okay! It's okay! It's not your fault!"

        I hugged him still holding the door by one hand. And he again clings to me. If he was a soul, he would have entered my body in no time. He won't leave a little space apart when he is hugging.

        "Hyunjin-ah! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!" He cried.

        "If you are, then stop crying!"

        "Um!" He nodded. And finally sat.

        I went to the driver's seat, thinking what Yoona might be doing. She won't do anything wrong right?

****** [ HYUNLIX part(1) End ]

Yoona's POV

        Hyunjin was angry at me. Wasn't he? Of course, I made his boyfriend cry. He must be.

        "Mr Prince sent a picture!" The notification dropped.

        Seungmin in a white shirt with a black suit, with his soft blondes sent a picture to her.

        "How is it?" He texted. With a few more pictures.

        "As always! Handsome!" I replied coming back to the picture of his. Studying them!

        In a few minutes, I went to wash my face. And then I thought of calling Hyunjin. But he must be driving. So I texted him about what happened earlier. Not all my side of the story only what he needs to know.

        "Yoona!" Mom called.

        "Yes, mom!" I answered.

        "Mrs. Park said they want to talk to you. Can you give a call to them this evening?" Mom asked from outside the door.

        "Them?" I asked.

        "You know, farm lady isn't well these days. They are expecting her last breath this month. I hope you won't miss the chance to make her smile before she goes!" Mom said. And I can feel the sadness.

        "Mom!" I said in a little whisper.

        "Yes!" Mom heard it.

        "You wanna go meet her?" I asked. Knowing the lady was like a mother to my mom. She always used to ask me to call her granny. But everyone calls her farm lady so why would I change?

        "Um. I'll probably leave to meet her soon. Hope she won't say goodbye early. They said doctors told them that they can't do anything. She is old and that's the only reason she is weak!" I could feel the wet eyes mom must be having as she said these.

        "Make sure to visit her soon Mom! And yes I'll call her in a few minutes!" I replied.

"Um!" And mom left.

******* [ HYUNLIX: NEED  part (2) ] [ Not so safe - Kissing ]

        Felix sat taking the seatbelt and Hyunjin asked him if he was ready. Getting a nod from Felix he starts the car.

        "Jinnie!" Felix called him. Who finally stopped crying.

        "Um!" He replied.

        "Can I kiss you?" Felix asked. Not only parking they crossed.

        Hyunjin stopped the car and turned looking at him with wide-open eyes.

        "Ah no! Nothing! I just asked!" Felix started making excuses.

        "Felix!" Hyunjin called.

        "Um!" Felix looked at him with eyes that Hyunjin would dare to do anything to look at them and fulfil his wishes.

        "Come here!" Called Hyunjin putting his big hands in front of Felix. Felix gave him his hand.

        "Umh!" Hyunjin shook his hand. "Your face!" He said.

        "Um!" Felix replied taking back his hand and giving his face to his palm.

        Hyunjin left the steering making himself turn with the help of another hand. One hand still cupping Felix's face.

        He leaned closer, and closer! Placing his lips half on Felix's lips and half on Felix's cheeks. And a warm drop again fell.

        "If you going to cry, I'm not kissing!" Hyunjin parting his lips said in a whisper.

        Felix leaned closer, closing his eyes. Landing his lips on his, as if he won't now, he won't ever in future.

        Hyunjin smiled feeling his angel's desperate wishes. He felt as if Felix could, he would devour him in a moment. Felix was so much in kissing that he didn't realise Hyunjin's eyes were wide open.

        Felix, having closed eyes was trying to fill up the void he felt for these days. Little scared that if he parted, Hyunjin would vanish again. A long kiss, that included synching movements of lips. Hyunjin was waiting until Felix stops first. But Felix won't stop!

        Hyunjin put another hand on Felix signing him to stop. Felix with one hand holding that hand and one pushing himself to lean closer moved closer to him. Hyunjin was surprised. If he goes like this, he will lose sense.

         Hyunjin felt his breath stop as the kiss longed for more than a minute. Hyunjin tried pushing him still trying not to hurt him.

        It needed some time but finally having a long unsaid conversation left on Hyunjin's lips Felix finally parted. And both tried to grasp for air.

        "Lix!" Said Hyunjin finally feeling the oxygen in the air.

        Felix giggled. His eyes starry. Hyunjin leaned back on his seat. Feeling finally coming back to his senses! Hyunjin then looked at Felix and smiled.

        "Shall we go?" He asked looking at Felix who had his eyes on him all the time. The breathtaking view he was capturing. That made how the situation was today. 

        "Um!" Felix nodded. Someone tapped on the window. Felix dropped the window.

        "What are you still doing here?" Hfriendind asked.

        "Just leaving!" Felix replied.

        "Hyunjin, make sure you won't fight again! He made it hell for us!" He whined.

        "Shut up!" Showing middle finger Felix closed the window.

        Hyunjin laughed his soul out.

        "Ya YONGBOK-AH! What will Yoona say when you do this in front of her? Oh her Angel is not an angel!" He laughed starting the laugh.

        "DARE YOU Hyunjin! Tell a word and you are dead!" Felix threatened him as laughed.

        "Well, you know...." Buildingsuspensence Hyunjin said.

        "Yoona cursed at me a moment ago!" He chuckled.

        "She cursed?" Felix's full eyes looked at him. Mouth wide open. "Yoona? Our Yoona? Cursed?"

        "Stop behaving like an obsessed mom. She is an adult and she can!" Hyunjin laughed. In between looking at him.

        "Ah no! She just can't you know!" Felix sat back pouting.

        "Well you can, but she can't?" Hyunjin asked laughing.

        "My things are different Hyunjin!" Felix replied. And sudden thoughts that came into his mind.

        "Hyunjin?!" Felix asked. And Hyunjin could feel how tense the air was. That how his Felix was questioning himself inside.

        "Speak!" Hyunjin spoke. "Speak whatever you want. Don't second guess what I'll answer!" Hyunjin said.

        "Jinnie! What if you hate me?" Felix asked.

        "What is this all off now!" Hyunjin getting a little angry said.

        "I mean..." Felix who was sure Hyunjin loved the Felix Yoona told him. That's just a bright side of Felix. There's so much he hides from Yoona. Well, that's a true form also! But there's also more in Felix. And he was scared Yoona would find him annoying after hearing his things.

        He curses, he fights! Not only fights back but he picks up fights. He sometimes bullies (but he bullies the bullies.) He scares others. (when someone isn't doing good) And his mind doesn't seem pure to him. Will Hyunjin too like him as he told him? everything.

        "Speak Felix!" Hyunjin shouted.

        Felix woke up from his thoughts.

        "If you are freaking second guessing what I'll say. This time I'll leave you and won't care...!" He stopped. "AAAAH!" Hyunjin screamed like crazy.

        "LISTEN FELIX! You better speak all the things like you always do. This is making me crazy!" He said a little angrily.

        "You hate me Hyunjin?" Felix asked with a little shaky voice.

        Hyunjin stopped the car. He didn't believe what he heard. A long never-ending beep flew through his ear. His mind went blank. A moment of nothingness! The horn from the car moving closer made him come back to reality.

         "What did you say?" Hyunjin asked parking a car beside. Anger was visible.

        "Hyunjin! Why are you angry at me?" Felix yelled. Looking at Hyunjin's angry face.

        "What you expect me to do Felix?" He screamed. Un-tieing his seat belt he laid back moving his seat.

        "You will speak now! I'm listening. What's that in your mind? Today and that day too!" Said Hyunjin closing his eyes.

        Felix sat quite looking at him. Small moments show how scared he was! His unrhythmically going palpitations and heavy heartbeats.

        "I'm giving you a moment now Felix. Speak up everything or I don't know what will I do. And!" He opened his eyes looking at him. "You are not allowed to cry!" Sitting back he closed his eyes again.

        "Jin! I am unsure if I should say this or not!" Felix started speaking.

        "I'm listening!"

        "Jin! You always call me Angel but what if I'm not the person you think!" Felix taking a pause looked at Hyunjin. Seeing Hyunjin giving no reaction Felix's confidence boosts.

        "What if, there's that "me" you will hate? You will probably hate me Hyunjin! You love me from the day you saw me. From what you heard from Yoona. But you know, I hide myself in front of her, like I hide from my parents. She knows only the good side of me! And you too Hyunjin!*sighs That day I bite you! ( Voice shaking a little ) Overwhelmed by my jealousy! I was about to hurt you more! That worst person I'm Hyunjin! (Tears bowling up, but he sniffed controlling them not falling) I don't know you will love me if you find that! I'm the worst if I know! The bad people at least show it. I'm hiding it. Under the face of an angel, That's what you call!" Felix looked at Hyunjin. Who was sitting comfortably.

        "You hate me Hyunjin?" Felix asked looking at him. His teary eyes made it hard to look at him.

        "Hyunjin?" Seeing he wasn't responding he called again.

        Hyunjin woke up, leaning close to Felix. Felix who was already close. Hyunjin wrapped his long hand over Felix's neck. And another on his waist making him sit comfortable.

        His warm breaths that was heard as his lips were stopped in front of other's ears.

        "You know how bad you were? You even don't know how to give a hickey!" A smirk appeared on Hyunjin's lips and Felix could feel how freaking hot he might be looking at this time.

        Hyunjin leaned down just below his ear finding a perfect spot on his neck. His warm breaths that Felix could feel as he moves. Hyunjin rested his lips first over his warm body. And teasing a little he landed a kiss followed by a long wanting kiss. Sucking down a little.

        From the moment Hyunjin came this close to him, Felix's mind was stopped. And when he spoke in ears, he could only feel the resisting instinct inside him. But he couldn't. And when his lips touched his neck he felt a shiver run down his spine. And when he sucked on his skin, he clenched his hands. Letting out a little moan.

        Hyunjin moved after he felt satisfied.

        "This is how you give a proper hickey." Hyunjin smirked still resting close to his neck.

        "You hate me, Felix?" Hyunjin asked. His lips still finding another good spot on his neck.

        Felix who was unable to speak. Was having uneven breaths, listening to which made Hyunjin tease him more.

        "Well, you ain't wrong!" He moved back.

        "I hate when you talk like this!" He leaned back, as he was sitting earlier.

        "I hate it when you think I don't like you. When I f**king love you!*chuckles. I hate it when you are so close to others. I hate it when you speak with others when I have my eyes on you!" He looked at him. Felix with confused eyes and still frozen looking at him.

        "Yes, see me when I see you. Talk to only me!" He laughed. "I was happy, dead happy when you said you will make me yours. I was so happy knowing you feel the same." He came forward looking into his eyes.

        "I feel jealous too Felix. When someone talks to you. Touches you. More than you know! Every little thing makes me mad. Does that mean, you should hate me, Felix?" He again leaned closer to him cupping his face.

        "I'm f***ing in love with you. I'm attracted to you! I am attracted to all the things you do! I adore you! Adore every silly things. You say being opposite to what Yoona told about you? Then what about the things your friends told me? I f***ing love those stories of you being rebellious and all." He rubbed Felix's cheeks. Felix who haven't thought of any other things. As Hyunjin was answering his all questions unknowingly.

        "I want to know about you Felix. I want to know about everything. Either it's Yoona's side, your Felix's side." He chuckled. "Your enemy's side! Everything. I want to learn them all! You understand?" He moved back.

        "And you sure, you want me to see that? Cause you will never get a best appreciator like me." He laughed.

        As he was about to pull his seat back Felix jumped on his side, making him sit above the older. With a sudden moment, Hyunjin's hand did fell making the seat go down a little.

        "Will you appreciate a demon?" Felix chuckled finding Hyunjin below him.

Hyunjin trying to move his hand, caressed Felix in the process.

        "Well if my Angel wants me to, then only!" He tried to move up wanting to get close to him. "What this little demon can even do to me?" Was his thoughts as he chuckled.

        "Only if that demon belongs to me!" He smiled.

        Felix moved closer closing every possible gap between them. Connecting their lips in a kiss again. Showing Hyunjin that he wasn't joking when he said that(demon). Not leaving a moment to breath he was trying to chuck down the elder's lips.

        Hyunjin with a sudden kiss having lost breaths tried to push him back. And this time Felix heard his command. Both of them again grasping for air.

        "Yong-bok-ah!" Hyunjin giggled.

        Felix licked his lips as he didn't want to dry them yet. Both looked into each other's eyes for a moment. As if those eyes were having their conversations.

        "If you ever get any weird thoughts! Talk to me first!" Hyunjin said cupping Felix's face.

        Felix laughed. Hyunjin started to move the chair straight. Felix in a hurry started to move, wanting to get back to his seat but Hyunjin pulled him.

        "As if you will get troubled by it! You have enough space here!" Clinging the boy close to him he made his feet lay comfortably over the seat.

        "What if I get cramps over my feet?" Felix asked.

        "Your fault. You came here first!" Hyunjin replied.

        "YA! It's really hurting!" Felix whined.

        Hyunjin came forward giving a little space for his legs to hide behind him.

        "Hug me properly. It won't hurt then!" Replied Hyunjin.

        "You really want me to sit like this until we reach?" Felix exclaimed and finding a  spot to get up on his feet he was about to get up.

         Hyunjin who had his hands on steering again pulled Felix into a close hug.

        "You aren't moving!" He said.

        His hands almost covered Felix's back.

        "Hyunjin don't touch me like that!" Felix laughed.

        "I'm not! Stop your wild ideas!" Hyunjin laughed steering the car.

        "Making me sit like this what are you thinking?" Felix asked.

        "Nothing. I have to drive you home. But I don't want to let you go of hug too. So I'm doing both!" Hyunjin replied.

        "Does it hurt?" Felix trying to look for the wound he made weeks ago asked.

        "Not that. Only the way you ignored me?"

        "Jin-ah! I'm sorry for that!" Felix finally hugged him as Hyunjin wanted. Hyunjin tried to hug him with one hand.

        "Sorry won't work!" He chuckled.

        "Then what should I do?" Felix asked knowing how should it be served.

        "You are horny Felix!" Hyunjin laughed.

        "So?" Felix with his deep voice whispered in Hyunjin's ears.

        "You hate me for that?" Felix asked almost touching his lips to Hyunjin's ears.

        "Stop teasing me, Felix!" Hyunjin moved his head to the opposite side.

        "I'm driving and..!" Felix landed a kiss on Hyunjin's cheek.

        "Yoona is waiting at home!" He replied concentrating on the busy road.

        "Yoona?" Felix's back went straight. And all his malicious intent went back all at once.

        "Cooldown!" Hyunjin again pushing his back and pulling him closer said.

        "Just don't make the situation worse. She might be waiting in the first room. And if something happens it will embarrass us both!" Hyunjin laughed.

        "Wait! You just!" Felix tried to check on his neck but he was unable.

        "Shit Hyunjin! If you knew Yoona will be there why you have to do this!"

         "Because of your thing, I had to go through embarrassment for a whole four days!" Hyunjin laughed. In between trying to pull him closer who was in little discomfort.

        "Now what I'm gonna do!" Felix hugged him back.

        "Why? you don't like it?" Hyunjin asked. Hiding the next move with a smile.

        "I won't do it then. It's okay if you don't ....."

        "Did I say that?" Felix whined. More like furrowed. 

        "It's just, it's! I don't know even if it is there. I don't feel that much pain!" Felix whined touching his neck.

        "Do you want it to hurt? Ok, I'll make it like that next time. Just like how you taught me?" Hyunjin laughed.

        "F*ck you Hyunjin!"

        "Not today!" Hyunjin laughed. "Our child is waiting!"

        Felix sat back hugging in this awkward position when he had to do a lot of things.

Finally, they arrived in the area.

        "Do you want to stop by, so that I can move back to my place?" Felix asked sassily.

        "Why you aren't loving this seat?" Hyunjin replied with the same tone.

        "Ya! Hyunjin!"

        "Ya! Felix. You know how bad I wanted to pick you up when you came and cried to me! Just like a small baby. Aaaa! I wish if I had picked you up the moment I saw you!" Hyunjin laughed again pushing him closer.

Felix buried his face in his neck.

        "Look at me!" Stopping the car Hyunjin pushed Felix little away so that he can look at him. From the bag near his seat he took out the foundation.

        "Wait!" With two fingers he took out some of it and applied it to the area he colored purple few minutes ago.

        "You had this?" Felix asked again leaving the neck open intentionally to have one feel for him more.

        "Um! I have habit of throwing my shirt back. And it's better to cover it before it is seen!" He took out a spray.

        "With this it won't spread!"

        Hyunjin giggled looking how Felix intentionally didn't covered hs neck.

        "You wanted some more?" Hyunjin asked as he put the bag back.

        "No~!" Felix hugged him. Getting little embarrassed. "Who said?" He buried his head.

        "Didn't you wanted to move back before getting home?" Placing his handover the gear Hyunjin asked. And before Felix could reply.

        "Never mind!" And he drove with full speed that Felix's body collided with his.

        Reaching home finding no one was looking Felix finally stepped out feeling his legs went numb.

        "I ain't sitting like that again!" Felix screamed.

        "I even didn't asked you!" Hyunjin laughed.

        "I just hope she isn't crying!" Hyunjin said as he opened the door.

        "Was she crying?" Felix yelled. And he hurried made his way to upstairs as Hyunjin mentioned she will be there. But she wasn't there.

********** [HYUNLIX part end]

        After having a long study of Seungmin's photo Yoona finally felt good. And as she was about to study she received another call. Farm lady it was! She accepted it happily. And with small talks that turned into big conversations, she went to sit beside mom, including her too and the hour passed.

        "Do take care granny!" Yoona replied.

        "Finally she calling you granny" her mom yelled happily.

        "Near to death does makes your wish come true!" Farm lady answered.

        "Ah, didn't I told you not to talk like this!" Yoona whined.

        "Ah ok ok my princess!" Farm lady replied.

        "Ok then! I'll leave. I've to sleep now."

        "Yes aunt! Do take care!"

        "Mom I'll back!" Yoona said and went back to room.

        "Why did Seungmin called wasn't he on date with Won?" She thought to herself. And dialed his number.

        "Hi Seungmin?" Yoona said happily as her mood was refreshed by the talks.

        "Hi!" He replied not having much taste in answer.

        "Did you called earlier?" She asked.

        "Whom where you talking to?" He asked. An anger Yoona cold feel.

        "A relative of mine, I think you know..." Her talk was cut down.

        "Um okay! I don't want to listen about it. I was asking!" He said and she stopped talking again.

        "Ah forget! I have to leav...."

        "Yoona! Yoona-yah!" Felix came screaming, entering her room.

        "Baby you cried?" He exclaimed. Touching Yoona's cheeks.

        "Shhhh!" Yoona gestured.

        "I'll text you later. Sorry Seungmin!" She said and hurriedly cut the call.

        "Ya! Will you calm your a** down!" Hyunjin said as he closed the door.

        "Hyunjin!" Felix shouted.

        "Ah! Get it get it!" Hyunjin whined as he rested his body over couch.

        "Why were you crying?" Felix cupping Yoona's face asked.

        "Stop touching her felix! I'm jealous!" Hyunjin yelled.

        Yoona laughed looking at him.

        "You won't win if it's Yoona!" He said as he checked how bad Yoona cried.

        "Why were you crying?" Asked Felix again.

        "Ah, as you know! My 2nd mom and dad fought. And haven't been talking since two weeks!" She said and it took Felix a moment finding what she said as Hyunjin already started laughing.

        "It was so sad seeing one of my parents not coming home and other having gloomy face all day!" As Felix left her she went to sit on bed.

        "Ya Yoona! Are you two picking on me?" Seeing the two of them sitting in different direction he asked. Both having the same tone.

        "It was you who caused it. Pay for it!" Said Yoona as she started texting someone.

       

*       "What was you telling earlier?" Text Yoona to Seungmin.

        "You guys are worst!" Felix said.

*       "Nothing! But did you cry?" Seungmin replied in an instant.

        "Come here Felix. I'm not over it. Hug me again!" Hyunjin whined as he spread himself on couch.

        "Ya! Go back to your room. I don't wanna see my mom dad getting lovey dovey!"

        Felix stood in middle of room giving glances to both of them.

*       "Ah! No its just Felix won't come to see me. So I had to! No not like I fake cried. But I missed him badly. So just a little!" Replied Yoona.

        "Yoona!" Hyunjin asked as he closes his eyes.

        "Who's mom?" He asked as he burst into laughter.

        "Ya! Hyunjin!" Felix screamed and went close to him to shut his mouth!

        "Leave from here you both. I'll talk to you tomorrow. And lix! Make sure to call farm lady!" She replied.

*       "Is everything okay now? I did felt something was off between you three!" Seungmin replied.

        "Wow! You said you miss me and now you throwing me out! Umm I see!" Felix took a pause.

        "You are talking to your crush right?" Felix teased her.

        "Ya yongbok leave I say!" She laughed, seeing how Hyunjin slowly took him under command. Felix was in complete embrace of Hyunjin as he laid one arm and one leg over him.

        "Ya Hyunjin. You wanna play game?" Felix asked.

        "Um!" He nodded. "But a different one!" He whispered. And a shiver down Felix's spine.

        "Fine Yoona! Till when you miss us! Let's go Hyunjin!" He stood up pulling Hyunjin's hand. Hyunjin laughed as he saw Felix move out quickly.

        Yoona called Seungmin as they left.

        "Ah sorry! They just barged in!"

        "Why were you crying!" The person who accepted the call in first go was waiting for her to reply.

        Why after all this, he couldn't let go off the thought that she is everything to him. Her laugh, her sorrows. Her wantings and belongings. Her dreams. Her wishes. Everything.

After Yoona's first call Seungmin's POV.

        She asked for the outfit. Was she curious? Was she curious about how I'm getting ready for another date? Or she was jealous? Probably! Was jealous! I should add more fuel! *Laughing puppy

        Seungmin looked in the mirror and took some photos. Trying his best to cover up his suit. From dress to shoes. He found some perfect angles and sat there sorting it out.

        "Shall we go?" Mom asked knocking on door.

        "Um!" I smiled.

        Mom smiled back. I went in hurry sending the best pics I could find. And she replied soon. "Beautiful as always" I chuckled.

        "I guess you sorted out with her!" Mom asked as she opened the door.

        "Um?" I asked.

        "Your cat person?" She laughed as she unlocked the door.

        "What are you talking about?"

        "Ah don't be shy! I was just thinking what animal Ahn resembles?" She asked.

         "I don't know!" I shrugged as I kept back my phone. As I had nothing to talk about.

        My mom dropped me and left for her meeting. Ahn was there being as beautiful as always! Wearing a pretty gown and setting her hairs beautifully. What if she dresses Yoona like this? Ah! I will be dead. I smiled looking at her.

        "Woah! Back to normal. Not a one day Kim Seungmin!" Laughed she as she asked for my hand. Seeing my straight bangs.

        "Um! I guess I scared him much!" I laughed. As I scolded my little baby not to permanently set them. I wanted to have it for one time.

        "But that really looked great. Almost all the girls fainted!" Ahn laughed.

         I got shy and we went to our reserved table.

        "What was it this time about?" I asked her. If she knows about sudden death! Oh! Date it is!

        "I don't know!" She looked at me. And again here we are. She is lieing.

        "I was get called in morning! I didn't dare to ask. As you know. Never get answered back!" She laughed in akward.

I smiled. More like smirk. Knowing she was lieing.

        The talks began. She telling about how she is studying and how comfortable it gets when I'm with her in study sessions. She feels left out of group. All the same talks making an end with one thing, She feels good around me. And I won't lie if I say I feel good too. But it was because we are freinds. And I don't feel Ahn have little of feelings about me.

        Talk about our class began. About who and how they talked about us two as a couple.

        "You know that day...." I was listening half heartedly.

        "Yoona confessed to me!" She said. And I almost spilled my drink.

        "Confessed?" I asked. My eyes wide open.

        "Ya! Seungmin! Hold your horses you homophobic!" She laughed.

        "She confessed like not to me!" She slipped the drink as she talk. "She said she have crush on you!"

        Me who already knew what was coming acted sirprised.

        "What?" She believed my lies. "She said what?" I asked.

        "What? You didn't know?" She asked in surprise.

        "Ya! You ignoring her more like ghosting her. I thought she confessed to you!" She yelled.

        "What! What's with ignoring thing!" I said. And then realised. It was same day indeed and the same reason.

        "Wait! But she didn't confess me!" I replied. Getting my clam face back.

        "So why are you ignoring her?" She asked.

        I sat quite for a moment. What should I tell? That I stopped talking to her to make her realise that she loves me and have to confess it to me?

        "How to say?" I sighed. "I stopped talking to her as I was scared, Gramps will scare her to leave the university!" A best reason yes! She will trust it the most.

        "Ah! No he can't this time. I'll make sure not to. She is my dearest friend and I can't lose her. Not any chance!" She replied.

        Dear friend? Oh! That's a good news I have.

        "But Seungmin-ah! But I have to say," she said and I have a feeling it will be interesting whatever she is going to say.

        "Even if she confess you don't take it seriously. That stupid idiot don't know anything!" She laughed. She called Yoona stupid but I could feel love in it.

        But why should I not take it seriously? And my doubt was clearly shown on face.

        "Ah! It's just!" Removing the clouds above my head she said,

        "You know! Don't tell Yoona about this or she will kill me!" She laughed. And I'm so much interested in what she was going to talk.

        "What is it?" I fake laughed.

        "So, the thing is! She have crush on that certain someone. And I guess they are dating too!" She laughed.

        A bullet that has been pierced through my heart. "Crush?" "Certain someone?"

        "Who?" I made myself calm as possible but I can't hide my curiosity. Wanting to know who is that lucky person. As Ahn was saying I was sure it wasn't me.

        "Ah, that! I don't know too!" She laughed.

        "Then? How you said she have ...."I swollowed up my own words. Knowing how pathetic I looked. I made my resting face come back.

        "I mean! Who is that guy!" I laughed. Fake again.

        "I really don't know. But he is relative of hers. A freind relative she said. You know she never said it clear! But Bong and I know! She must have been dating him from long. The way she gets shy when he calls her!" She laughed.

        "Calls like, you meet him?" I asked.

        "I didn't! It's on call. One time she started talking and she talked about like 10-14 minutes. Knowing we were still waiting. She just! Think about if we weren't waiting there!" She laughed again. "And her face! How red it becomes. He sure flirts alot!" She said. And I smiled with her.

        "10-14 minutes?" "Blushes?" I laughed. In pain!

        "What's his name?" I asked. As I thought I probably can get any idea who was he.

        "Ah! Who knows!" She said.

        "We tried asking her alot! But we only know that his name is saved in her contact as, "Mr. Prince"!" She giggled.

        "Mr. Prince?" I asked. My eyebrows furrowed. I know for sure I look pathetic at a moment. But I still tried to manage.

        "Yes. So even if she says. It's her confusion. I'm just giving you backup idea. Ask her about Mr. Prince. I'm sure she will back up in an instant. That's a best card to play!" She answered.

        The date continued with talk. And me with less of my concentration listening to them.

        And finally the date was over. I was glad it was dinner date only.

        "Okay! I shall leave!" I said and I saw Ahn getting sad.

        "What? It was Unplanned. And I've my study plans you know. I'm not give you my place this time!" I laughed.

        "So if you are given the notice early next time, you will spend more time?" She asked.

        "Maybe! But now! I want to leave!" I left. With my broken heart.

        Standing there calling my mom to pick me up I waited. I tried calling Yoona. Not knowing why! I just wanted to ask her about who is that Mr. Prince.

        "She is busy?" Busy in what. Talking to that boy. She better not! A relative friend? Mr. Prince?

        Mom arrived in no time. I sat in hurry. Still holding my phone.

        "Why? The date wasn't good?" Mom asked.

        "No mom! It was great!" I smiled. Fake.

        "You are back it again!" Mom said rolling her eyes.

        "What?" I asked. Little angry about now what I did wrong to recive this reaction.

        "Look! If you not free to talk, then at least solve it by yourself!" Mom answered.

        "I don't know what's going on! But it's been week or long! You aren't being honest!" Mom said.

        And I was shocked.

        Am I showing it? And she noticed my face.

        "No! You are hiding it well my boy! No one's noticing. But I'm your mom!" She laughed.

        Wow! Does she have mind reading power? Whom am I to say? I notice it when Yoona have those faces. When everyone can't notice I can. (A/N : and when everyone can you not!)

        "Look! Whatever is going on, you have to keep your cards playing!"

        What she meant by this?

        "Year don't have same seasons, do they? But every year it have the ending and beginning! You know? What's common in every year?"

        I looked at her. I don't know what she meant.

        "Your life!" She laughed. "I know it don't make sense!" She laughed again.

        "What I'm saying is! You can persuade her. It's a Kim thing. You won't get dissatisfied. I am sure of that. If you try she might fall harder for you. Than the previous one?" The last sentence she made it question.

        What? She wants me to persuade her? Like! Not Won? She said I can go after another girl?

        "Mom! You know what you are talking about?" I asked.

        "Well, I know this time what I said. And I meant it!" She replied.

        "Mom!" I laughed.

        "At least you can try. You won't regret tomorrow!" She laughed.

        "Um!" I laughed.

She dropped me home. And I went to my room in a hurry.