Chapter 32 - The Poem

      Seungmin was walking behind them as he was lost in thoughts. And three of them didn't knew he was coming along. Hyunjin saw him as he took a look at Felix. Seeing him, he ran back to him.

Yoona and Felix was busy talking but they followed Hyunjin as he ran.

     "Why don't you call us if you are coming with us?" Asked Hyunjin

     "Ah, I was going to. But you turned at right time and came running!" He said.

     "Let's go!" Hyunjin said. Seeing them talking Yoona and Felix moved forward.

     "Hyunjin!" Asked Seungmin,

     "Did Yoona ever get mad at you?" He asked

     "Why you ask?" Hyunjin asked.

     "No I was just asking!" He said.

     "She gets mad at me everytime." He laughed.

     "Wait," he said and ran to Yoona.

As he walked beside her he gave a little pat over her head messing her hairs.

     "Hey, Hyunjin!" Yoona shouted.

     "See!" He gestured to Seungmin.

     Seungmin laughed. She will sure get mad if he does these things. Seungmin came following them joining their conversation.

     As they reach, Yoona went to bring some snacks for them. Felix wanted to help her but Yoona stopped him and said to stay with them.

     When she came back Hyunjin was playing game on Yongbok's PC. His PC was now moved to corner in front room. She served the snacks over table and went to watch the game.

     Felix went back to sit with Seungmin. Felix asked Seungmin to show his essay, he wanted to know, how he wrote about his first love. Seungmin without any second thought showed it to him.

     As Felix was reading Seungmin asked him, "Did Yoona ever got mad at you?"

     Listening to this Felix looked at Seungmin.

     "Ah, I don't remember she getting mad at me! Yeah! No! She actually don't get mad!" He said. And as he ended his sentence they heard a loud noice. Yoona shouted Hyunjin's name angrily.

     Felix laughed, "leaving this case! Hyunjin just teases her alot!"

     Seungmin laughed too.

     "Why you ask?" Felix asked, giving a look at his unsatisfied expressions.

Seungmin shook head as if it was nothing. But his sad emotion did made Felix curious.

     "Is she mad at You?" Felix asked putting papers on table.

     "Did she said something, got angry, or What? Or?" He was asking it with slowly increasing voice. And Seungmin gestured him to slow down.

     "Is she really mad at You?" He looked at him. Seungmin was silent.

     "Was because of it, She didn't sat beside you today?" Felix asked. Showing expression like he caught the point.

And Seungmin looked at him with hopes in his eyes.

     "She probably is! She is avoiding sitting next beside me. I guess it's been a week!" Seungmin answered.

     "But," he added, "she is talking to me sweetly. Even more than before. And she is, how to say! Behaving good and all! But," he looked at Felix who was listening to him. "I do feel like she is mad at me!"

     "If that's the case, Why don't you ask her by yourself then?" Felix said.

     "Well, I did! And she said she isn't mad at me!" He said.

     "In which way she said?" Felix asked.

     "Like she replied with irritating tone or ignoring tone?" Felix asked.

     "Well, she said it sweetly." Seungmin laughed. "She even did aegyo saying that!" He said.

     Felix was seeing with no emotions in his eyes. He was confused why he laughed.

     "She have never done this before!" Seungmin said.

     "Oh, isn't that great!" Felix said. "Well if she did it in front of you then you are being close to her. Why are you thinking so much about it? That's really a great thing!" Felix said.

      "But still I feel she is mad over something!" He said.

     "You are just thinking too much about it!" Felix said.

     There come the another voice of Yoona screaming over Hyunjin again! Well Hyunjin do love to get on people's nerve. Felix went to see what happened and Seungmin followed him too. The four played for a little while and then two of them left.

     Seungmin noticed Yoona being clingy to Hyunjin and she was also getting much friendly to him, like relying on him, getting irritated over him, joke with him. Holding his arms, having comfortable touch. (It's meaning here that she won't think twice before touching. So she used to be reserved. Not letting her gaurd down) Hyunjin messing with her and all. He felt little upset about it. But he knew his best friend is the kind of one who will let you be yourself and will make you feel at ease when he is around. Yoona was also making Seungmin get close enough. As to say, Hyunjin got more closer now and Seungmin was just starting to enter to her comfort zone.

      Next day in school Chan Hyung was waiting for Yoona at the door. And as she came he said to follow him. She went along. Chan showed her the list and there were some people coming one by one.

     "So look, we will be dividing it in groups. For performance! I asked Ahn as you don't know many of them. But they did performed last year and was great in group dealing!" Chan was explaining Yoona.

     "So, you will be in contact with these people's. I'll give them a perticular job and you'll be monitoring that they are doing it or not." He handed over some lists.

     Chan Hyung already decided the performance. There were eight performance in total Including singing and dancing. She went through it. The name of leader for team was written above with contact number. As one by one they came, Chan introduced them to Yoona and let Yoona remember them as well.

      It was about four people she met. And she made sure to get freindly with them. As an complete introvert like Yoona it was so hard to do.

     Seeing only few minutes left to start the class, Chan told Yoona to leave. And she left. As she walked through library, (Chan always sits in the corner of library. Where mostly, no one goes. So he prefers that spot!) Someone called her. She turned.

     It was a boy. She looked at him with confusing eyes.

     "Ah, you remember me?" He asked.

     She was still in question.

     "You, you remember that first day of Chan Hyung special audition?" He asked. Yoona nodded.

     "I was standing in front!" he gestured.

     "You remember?" He asked again.

     Yoona nodded.

     "ah yes yes! I do!"

     He was among the leader who had position for vocal group. And she knew his name too. Chan Hyung said to be good to them.

     "Oh, glad! You know!" He laughed.

     "Well, let's do our best!" He said.

     Yoona returned ok with thumbs up and went to her classroom.

     In recess here come the butterfly boy to meet Yoona. He waved his hand looking at her. She gave him a smile.

     "Can we meet outside?" He asked with gesture silently.

     She went outside to meet him. Hyunjin followed her as he wanted to meet Jeongin too.

     "You can't come here Hyunjin Hyung!" He said.

     "Why?" He asked clinging to him.

     "It's something I want to talk to her only!" He said.

     Hyunjin teased him a little and then he left, leaving them alone.

     "What is it!" Yoona asked.

     "Chan Hyung said if I tell you my story you will help me to get it into lines!" He looked at her.

     "Well I don't know if I'll that helpful!" She said. "But we can try!"

     And so Jeongin used come to her every recess now.

     For week it was happening. Hyunjin would come and was sent off by Jeongin. Yoona talked a lot with him. And Seungmin was observing all this.

     Withing a week most of the performance list was ready. The groups were already decided, members and what will they perform. A lot of them had problems with their group members, some with song and all, the complaints were mentioned to Yoona.

     Yoona took them to Chan Hyung and he would resolve. But Chan too now, mentioned Yoona to handle it by herself.

It took time but Yoona took grasp on it. She would suggest them, listen to them. And help them with things.

     Hyunjin always helped her. He stayed beside her. But sometimes he was also sent off. But he always waited for her. Not leaving her alone. It was getting busy now a days, as every recess would make her talk to unknown person. And she was exausted. She haven't done this much work in while.

     The most busy week for Yoona. As she was interlink between Chan and others, she was called alot. One day, as the school ended, when she was about to leave, someone came calling her. And there was only Hyunjin and Seungmin with her. But the person wanted to talk to her alone. Hyunjin and Seungmin left. And Yoona sat there talking with her. She talked and when matter was resolved the girl went out leaving her behind.

     She came outside. She saw Hyunjin was still waiting for her.

     "You done?" He asked.

     She laughed and they both went home.

     On Sunday when everyone in special group decided meet with poems on love, Yoona was scared. She did wrote this time. Her own emotions to be said! No! she still lied. Last time when Chan said to write essay she copied other person's emotion.

     She thought Chan wouldn't notice. But he noticed in first glance. And now too, she didn't wrote her true emotions. But feeling of someone else as her first love.

     Chan sat reading their contents one by one. The person who impressed him the most again was Lee know. The one who is great at writing first love emotions. Chan also clapped for him.

     When Chan saw Seungmin's one. He was looking at him. "Seungmin, you are very clear about the emotions! The person is so lucky I think!" He laughed.

     "But more than future I'll love if you write it about past and now! How it is going or how you fall in love!" He laughed.

     Next was Hyunjin's turn. He read it and said nothing. Hyunjin asked, "Hyung you didn't said anything last time too!"

     "Well, your love is shown and I feel it's true. I don't want to judge your love." Chan looked at Hyunjin, "It's so pretty and it feels so true that I can't talk about it!" He giggled.

    He saw Felix's one, "How pretty this one is! You two really did a great job!" He looked at Felix and Hyunjin.

     The next was Yoona. She was scared. He read it and smiled.

     "You did put great emotions in it. But..." He looked at her. "You should try opening up. Not about other but about yourself!" He kept her piece aside.

     Yoona was shocked. How did he knew it wasn't her emotions. Does he have third eye?

      Chan went through Jeongin's one.

He looked with confused eyes.

     "It isn't bad Jeongin!" He said. "But do you really want to tell this?" He asked. "You don't really wanna tell about your first love?"

     Jeongin looked at him. "This is what I feel Hyung!"

     Changbin looked through it. "It's great! We can actually put it into song!" He laughed.

     Changbin kept that piece of paper. And then Chan saw Han and Changbin's one. And no doubt he liked them so much.

     No one asked about Chan's poem. As he was leader no one actually dared to ask it to him.

     "This time!" Chan said as if he was declaring something said.

     "Now you gonna pair up with another person. So that your ideas can get vivid. The more options we have the more it will get polished." He looked at everyone.

     "The mysterious writers, Lee know and Yoona! I wanna see how Lee know will make you write your true emotions." He looked at Yoona with devil eyes.

     "Minho make sure she writes about herself this time!" He looked at him.

Minho nodded.

     "Hyunjin you team up with Seungmin!" He looked at Seungmin. "He thinks all about future. Let him know how to express love so that he can be with them in future!" Shredding his hand he said.

     Which made Hyunjin laugh.

     "Han-ah!" Chan said. "You pair up with Felix! His emotions are beautiful, but he needs to write them correctly!"

     "Me Hyung?" Jeongin asked.

     "Well we already selected your part. So you work with Changbin. What he says and what changes to make!" Chan said.

     "Wow, aiyen!" Leeknow screamed.

     "Even though he says I wrote it best he won't accept mine. But he accept yours!" He looked at Chan and Jeongin.

     Chan laughed. "Well, Jeongin is going to work with Changbin. If there's need to change. They will!"

     The meeting was dismissed.

    "Yoona!" As Yoona was leaving someone called her. Seungmin, Hyunjin and Felix was with her. They all turned as they heard something wrong. Hyunjin looked at the person with a lot of questions in his eyes.

     "Ah, I just wanted to thanks for help!" Jeongin said.

     "Did you just called her Yoona?" Hyunjin asked.

     Seeing them standing there Han and Lee know came too.

     "Yes, why Hyung?" Jeongin asked.

     "You call me Hyung and how did you call her by her name?" Hyunjin asked.

      Han asked what happened and Hyunjin told him. And so the ruckus was made by Han and Hyunjin about how he lost his politeness just because he is getting tall. (No relation but they said he is getting taller and that's why he is lacking in his respect and manners)

    "But Hyung, Han Hyung should call Hyunjin Hyung 'hyung' too then!" He shouted making his way to put his point in front of them.

    "Why would I call him Hyung!" Han asked.

    "Because he is also four months elder than you!" He said.

    "Not four it's six! A whole half year!" Hyunjin said.

    "Then Yoona and I are only have two months difference!" He said.

     "Really?" Hyunjin looked at Yoona with amazed eyes.

     "That's why she acts so childish!" Lee know said.

     Yoona looked at him with irritated eyes, still smiling. She have to deal with this person for a whole week now.

     "As long as she don't have problem it won't matter!" Lee know looked at Yoona. "Right noona?" He asked.

     And again a little teasing and they parted their ways.

      Next week came with business. Yoona was sitting beside play-ground during morning, someone needed her help they don't wanted to go to her classroom. And it was convenient for her too.

      The day was sunny and it was getting hot. Hyunjin was with her a moment ago but he went somewhere, so for a moment she was all alone. Seungmin saw her and went to buy a cold drink for her.

     He went close to her. He wasn't having keychain with him so Yoona haven't had idea he was close. As he came near she heard footsteps,And she turned to look who was it. She smiled looking at him. She made him sit beside her. It was after long time he got to sit beside her.

     "What's going on then?" He asked.

     "Someone said me to wait here. So I'm waiting!" Yoona answered as she opened the can.

     It wasn't a problem if he sits beside right! He was thinking on it from long time. Why she suddenly stopped sitting beside him. He looked at her. She had no idea he was looking at her. As he was about to say something Hyunjin came running, and hugged Seungmin from behind. Not a proper hug but throwing himself over him.

     Seungmin made his way as if some trash was thrown onto him. After all it was feeling hot.

    "What are you doing Hyunjin!" He angrily said.

     Hyunjin laughed and so does Yoona. Looking at drink in Seungmin's hand Hyunjin asked for it, "Hey Seungmin give it to me! It's really hot!"

    "Buy yourself one!" Seungmin said drinking his drink.

    He didn't said it angrily but cutely which made Yoona laugh and Hyunjin to hug him.

    In recess Lee Know called Yoona to visit him on terrace. Yoona forgot about poem she had to write. And Lee know asked if she have done writing or not.

    When Yoona went there Lee know was sitting beside Han. Lee know was laying on bench staring into sky.

     "Ah you came?" Han asked.

     "Umh!" Looking at them Yoona walked toward them.

      "I'll take a leave now. As!" Han looked at Yoona, "Chan Hyung said you really don't wanna open about your first love!" He said in somehow teasing tone.

       Han went back and Lee know gestured her to sit.

       "Want to read my essay and poem first?" Lee know asked.

       Seeing Yoona nodding he handed over his phone opening notes in it. He first gave his essay to her.

       Yoona read through it. And she was impressed. She would look at him from time to time. And Lee know would pass smile in mocking tone.

      "Are you making fun of me?" Lee know asked.

      "When did I?" Asked Yoona.

      "Then, Why are you looking at me like that!" He asked.

      "It's just!" She saw his glowing face and smiled at him. "Who will expect you to write such things!"

      "What does that even mean?" He asked.

      "No Hyung, look at you! You go teasing everyone and all. Even everyone says you are so strict but look at you!" She admiringly said it all.

      He rose up looking at her. Blinking his eyes to make his eyes see clearly.

      "What you mean by it?" He asked her.

      "Nothing bad Hyung. Not at all!" She looked at him. And her eyes glittering looking at him.

       "You sure fell for her right!" She asked.

       "Well," he looked at her. "I actually never fell in love!" He sat properly. "I was in love from forever!"

        Yoona's eyes started glittering again.

       "Hyung! That's really the best part of it!" She laughed. "If the person reads this, she will definitely fall in love with you!" She said.

       "Ah, Yoona! Didn't I said. I didn't fall in love. I was in Love!" He said.

      And he started explaining his essay to her. Followed by his poem. The recess ended and he could not explain it to her properly. He said he will explain it tomorrow or the next time they meet.

    Another day ....,

     Yoona was in library. She just met Chan to clear some doubts. And there was another person with her who wanted to talk to Chan. The vocal group leader who tried to talk to her few days ago. He was now close enough to walk with her. As she started to leave he walked with her. When they were walking he stopped and turned to Yoona.

      "Were you and Seungmin dating?" He asked somehow in embarrassed tone.

      "What?" Yoona asked.

      "No, were You and Seungmin dating?" He asked looking at her.

      Yoona laughed. Getting red, her ears and cheeks reacted instead of her. She laughed over his question.

     "Why would you say that?" She asked as she laughed.

     "No, I just wanted to know!" Not knowing why she laughed he laughed too.

     "No, we aren't! What make you feel that!" She asked keeping her joy inside.

     "Ah, well that day! When I first saw you" he tried to make eye contact as he talk. But Yoona refused to have one. As she was blushing.

      "You sat beside him. And, I saw you always sit beside him. But now-a-days you don't. That time I really felt you and Seungmin were dating!" He said making it sound exciting a little.

      "But now it seems you and Seungmin are trying to avoid each other! Did you two broke up?" He asked.

      "Well, we weren't even dating to have break up!" She laughed as she spoke.

      There comes Seungmin, walking with resting look on his face and keeping his hands in pockets. Seeing which the boy stopped smiling. Looking at the boy Seungmin asked with Fierce eyes and folding his hands, "What is it?" He looked at him, As if those eyes were asking that boy 'How dare you to get close to her!'

      Yoona looked at Seungmin who was still laughing. "Nothing at all!" She laughed again.

      The boy left saying, "ok then, I'll be leaving!"

      Seungmin kept staring at him until he went out of sight. And Yoona was still blushing.

     "What were you guys talking about?" He asked.

     Yoona started laughing again. "It was nothing! Really, nothing!"

     Seungmin looked at her. She was all red by blushing. That boy definitely tried to flirt with her. As she laughed her hairs get messed up a little so he tried to put them aside.

     Yoona moved back as if something happened and her laugh was completely gone. She stared at Seungmin for while and then laughed seeing him again. Seungmin giving that irritated look was confused first but then laughed with her.

     They walked to the classroom, Seungmin hiding his scary eyes and Yoona hiding those blushy pink cheeks.

   { When Seungmin entered the library he saw Yoona's clouds with butterflies. He saw it was spring in here. The butterflies were dancing. He followed them with smile and found she was talking with a boy. The smile disappeared with no trace. He couldn't hear but it was clear that the boy said something that made Yoona blush like that. His eyes started cursing the boy.

     'Why is she smiling like that for!' he asked to himself. He tried to listen but he wasn't able to. And when he couldn't bear, she blushing in front of other and that boy was continuously staring at her. He decided to walk toward her.

    To be said he intended to give that boy one punch. But he managed not to.

    When the boy left he saw Yoona was still blushing. When he looked at her, she was smiling with those starry eyes. Her hairs again making it hard for her to look at him. He wanted to brush them aside but Yoona walked back.

   She never let him touch her. He kept staring at her. And for a moment those clouds disappeared. But then again a blushy smile of her and everything went normal. }