We walked with them. This time Seungmin and Felix was in front and we two followed them. As we had our chat left in middle we had a lot to talk, but this wasn't correct time. When we arrived home, Seungmin suddenly told that he need to leave.
It was all of sudden! I looked at Hyunjin in any case if he is aware of things happening with Seungmin. He just gestured he don't have any idea.
Felix asked him what comes so urgent that he has to leave. He said he have some undone job. Felix still forced him to stay for night as, even if he leave now there's no way he can sleep well. And tomorrow will be ruined.
After my aunt too requested him, he agreed! I was not saying anything. It might be really something important or as my heart fears of, he might have heard what we talked about. I was feeling unwell thinking about this. There was no way he could have heard our talks. Or did he?
We dinned together but Seungmin was somehow restrained. May be, he don't prefer to talk while eating. He talked but just a little. And smiled a little too! I was wishing that everything must be good whatever was going on with him.
I went to my room, the three of them left for walk. I said I was feeling unwell and wanted to rest. Dwelling in my thoughts, with my closed eyes. I was thanking God to give me this moment. I knew I was lucky but to be this fortunate, He was staying at same roof as mine!
A year without talks. He was not even a freind to me, a mere classmate who ignore this stupid idiot. He fooled around for whole day with me.
Covered in my blanket, I was trying to sleep.
In few moments, there comes my night alarm. Felix knocked at the door. I opened.
"We are playing game. If you can join for one round." He said.
I appreciate Felix, he just want to make sure that he didn't failed to remember me. And I physically being exausted and mentally having my amore issue didn't wanted to. But for Felix I said yes.
I went to his room only then I reminded, we only have three PCs. I with my shawl sat on cusion saying,
"I don't wanna play but I will be giving you company." I asked for Felix's laptop and viewing spree for some movie to watch.
I asked Seungmin if my PC is comparable, he can have a game. He said he isn't good in gaming. And wished me to play. For which I somehow, forced him that he should for this one time.
Not after long time I found a movie. Felix and our schedule have gaming plans today, so there was need to search. Three of them were playing with rackety. May be Seungmin really incompetent with gaming.
I started my movie with high volume. Not to get interrupted by their noises.
After a bit, just the intro was over! There comes the sound,
"I told you, I am not good in games." Withdrawing his hands from keyboard, Seungmin was laughing in sarcastic tone. They both were still struggling. May be were on crucial point.
I paused my movie and looked over them. Seungmin slided his chair backward and I could see two of them fighting for their life.
Seungmin came toward me and asked,
"What are you watching?"
His mood was somehow good from earlier. May be the problem was resolved.
I looked over him and said, "The Boy"
"The horror one?" He asked. I nodded yes.
"You know, it's not that spooky and the Boy is living person." He said.
Did he just gave the spoiler?
"Kim Seungmin, why you spoiled it already!" Hyunjin shouted seeing him spoiling entire thing, Continuing his game.
I laughed. He sat beside me asking for one earpod. I handed over one to him.
"You have already watched." I said to him.
"No, I haven't !" He said.
"Then how you know the ending." I asked.
"Someone told me." He said. Laughing mischievously.
Why then he gave the spoiler? But I don't exactly understood what he meant. And a lot thanks that he didn't continued to spoil.
Having my crush beside me for the whole day, did I prayed that well yesterday to God?
Not only I was enjoying movie time with him but also trekking. The complete day I got to spend with him. Not to mention sitting in car, but sitting in same room beside him!
After a year, without talking or even knowing. But that little moment I spend with him as just a classmate! Today was just unexpected.
Having him sitting beside me I couldn't concentrate on movie. But not letting him know is the best thing only I can do.
Felix and Hyunjin went for another game. Must be ranked down by previous game and was in full spirit to recover the ranks.
Me and Seungmin were watching movie from which my half of heart, more that half of heart was devoted to look at Seungmin.
In intervals of time Hyunjin was giving look toward me. Which made me laugh but I couldn't. While, Seungmin was silently watching movie.
I felt the light sensation of someone rubbing my Cheeks and calling my name. I opened my eyes.
Felix was sitting in front of me calling my name and rubbing my cheeks. I found I fell asleep and Seungmin was giving me shoulder for whole time.
I immediately sat still maintaining distance and just apologizing to Seungmin. Felix was smiling. And Seungmin just shaking his head saying 'It's okay'. Hyunjin already went to bed. Just how can he?
"What's the time." I rubbed my eyes.
"It's past 12!" Felix answered .
I looked toward Seungmin, who was slightly streching his hand. It might benumbed or frozen. It must be hurting as it was staying still from 2 hours or so. And we were already in pain from trekking. So fool of me!
"I'm so sorry. Really sorry. I don't know how I slept." I started panicking. What else should I do. Seungmin was moving his head saying it's okay.
"Why didn't you wake me up?" I asked him. And looked at Felix with same question.
"Well, completing one game we both felt like sleeping and You were asleep. May be just few minutes later starting the movie." Felix explained. While we stood up.
"I was going to wake you up, but Seungmin said let her be, He will wake you up once the movie finishes. In between if you woke up you will catch the movie."
I saw Felix was sleeping on futon leaving bed for Seungmin. I gave look toward Seungmin. He was just quite watching both of us.
Looking at Hyunjin, Just how he can sleep! Not helping his friend, nor caring if his friend not to lose her face in front of her crush.
"I'm so sorry Seungmin. You should have woke me up or just let me fall until I wake up" I laughed.
He smiled and just moved toward his bed. I guess they have already fought on topic who will be sleeping where.
I opened the door and Felix followed me to my room. I said him thanks and said to thank Seungmin on behalf of me as I'm ashamed.
Next morning I saw everyone was awake and not sleeping late. May be it was Seungmin who woke them up in early morning. We had breakfast and I was wishing Seungmin to stay. But he was already in hurry to leave.
And now it was so unexpected when he said Hyunjin will have to leave with him.
"His mom said he wasn't picking up calls and he is ignoring her. She called me yesterday and I told her I'm with him." Seungmin said.
We all looked toward Hyunjin. Are you rebelling against your parents?
"Oh no no, it's not that." Hyunjin spoke.
"My mom said something to do which I don't wanted to so I was just ...." He understood he was actually ignoring.
"When I came here, I wasn't knowing but yesterday she said to bring him back." Seungmin said.
"That's why I wasn't answering. First she agreed on spending whole vacation of mine here. But then she said I should be back in 3 days." Hyunjin started protesting, showing his great disappointment in his mom's statements.
"She said I can spend my whole vacation here. Not worrying about anything and now how my 15 days got short out to 5 days?" Hyunjin explained. He was being impatient.
Me and Felix was looking at each other. Even it was four days we still felt so close to Hyunjin that we didn't wanted him to leave. Then we looked at our aunt. She always says don't even second guess elders commands. Just follow them.
My aunt looked somehow disappointed too. She asked Seungmin, "Was yesterday because of this you wanted to leave?"
"No, I was leaving for myself as I was knowing if I stayed furthermore, Hyunjin will force me to stay for whole vacations. And if Felix asked and I said no to him it will hurt not only his but my emotions too." Seungmin explained.
I can feel pain in his voice how much he was enduring! Felix made him fall for him too.
"But yesterday in evening his mom called and said me to bring him home today." He looked at Hyunjin. Who still was complaining and showing his sulking face.
"Should I talk to her. To let you stay?" My aunt asked.
Hyunjin jumped out of his chair with joy and said, "So sweet of you Mrs Lee. How caring are you! Let me bring my phone and please let me stay here for few more days." He ran to his room for his phone.
Thing to notice, first two days Hyunjin brought his phone to dinning table but now he wasn't carrying it much. We should have noticed it.
He made a call in front of us on which Seungmin just shook his head which can be translated as, 'nothing can change him!"
"Mom, Mrs Lee wants to talk to you." As soon his mom answered the call he passed the phone to my aunt. She went outside, to talk.
We four sat there praying that this will work. Not Seungmin with us, he just wanted to leave no matter what. Joining our hands we made a circle. Praying it should work and Seungmin was watching over us like we are some nursery kids and he is a babysitter who just wants to LEAVE!!!
My aunt entered after few time. Her face showing a complete disappointment. We were looking at her with all our hopes in our eyes. Hyunjin took his phone, Mrs Lee sat in front of us she looked at Hyunjin and said,
"She said she needs your help in business. She wasn't telling you the reason as you will not enjoy the very last moment before you leave. Well for a matter your dad shorted it out. But still they said they need you. I don't want to say but you should go Hyunjin. And once the matter is settled come back again."
Felix looked with teared eyes to his mom. He will never go against his mom's will and for Hyunjin too, he would not be wanting his parents to have trouble in work. And his heart who don't want Hyunjin to leave.
He looked at his mom and then at Hyunjin. Who was sitting quite looking at his phone.
"I should leave today." Hyunjin said with slight disappointment.
"She should have told me earlier. Thank you Mrs Lee to tell me this." He looked at Felix.
"Oh Felix, don't look at me with those eyes. I somehow decided to leave, don't make me stay." He continued starting to tearing up.
Was he going to cry? Really. Felix crying is normal to me. But it won't be, if Hyunjin cries too.
"Pack your stuff." Seungmin said it in cold voice.
Hyunjin slightly gave a smile then I only understood he wasn't crying but giving his auditions for drama. My Aunt laughed a little patting Felix's back.
"Oh come on. He is not leaving for military!"
Everyone was looking at Felix and he recovered himself soon.
"I'm not sad. I'm disappointed.But," he looked toward Hyunjin,
"I'll be waiting to spend more time with you." He then turned to Seungmin,
"and you too. Hope we could have more night overs again having a lot of fun." He smiled brightly. That everyone present here smiled without knowing.
And in few minutes they left. Nothing lasts forever. We were not knowing when his work will be finished, But we knew he will not return for this vacations. We will miss him. And Seungmin too.