I'm not one to be syndical about life and all its secrets. Just being here and having the privilege to say "Fuck You" or "This taste greater" fills my soul with so much joy. But even with all this happiness and all this excitement I've found it's just been too much for me lately. I've been feeling something I haven't felt in a long time, a feeling I've long forgotten. It's not bitterness or an archaic feeling like anger.
It's resentment towards you
its resentment towards myself for letting you do this to me.
It's resentment towards myself for staying in this whole that I could easily clime out of.
I was strong, the strongest of them all in every sense. Strength that permiated every part of my being and every aspect of my character.
I WAS STRONG
I WAS WONDERFUL
I WAS BEAUTIFUL
You took that away from me.
I hate you