...Afraid of what?
Bo Xiyun was momentarily stunned, not immediately grasping the meaning.
Though he had carefully filled in the gaps in his ABO knowledge through conversations with doctors, the young master still lacked a thorough understanding, especially regarding the true physical differences between alphas and omegas. If Bo Xiyun had known earlier, he wouldn't be in this state of confusion.
At this moment, the young master was still puzzled when his attention was divided by something unusual beneath him.
"You?!"
Having undergone numerous lessons on pheromones, he initially thought that assisting this time wouldn't be much different – certainly not more challenging than an omega's studies.
However, he made a grave mistake.
Bo Xiyun never anticipated that he would lack experience.
Even more unexpectedly, he never thought he could be this sensitive.
Bo Xiyun couldn't understand why, at this moment, it was supposed to be Wen Xiusen's time, yet the other party was still affecting him.
Having finally "touched" Wen Xiusen's position, the young master tried hard to restrain the man's movements. In the process, he accidentally brushed against himself. Unable to find a better solution, he resorted to using his fingertips, which were slightly cool and moist, gently resting them on the man's well-defined wrist.
Unaware that the contrast between the slender white fingertips and the prominent veins on the back of the man's hand made the difference even more apparent.
"You..."
Perhaps it was the softness in the young master's voice that caused a momentary pause in the silent attack.
Bo Xiyun was finally able to catch his breath at this point.
Breathing heavily, the young master heard Wen Xiusen ask, "Don't you like fingers?"
Wen Xiusen's alpha voice was deep and dark, gradually losing any semblance of emotion.
"If not fingers, what about something else?"
For an instant, the young master's eyes widened in disbelief as he stared at the man on top of him.
How could Wen Xiusen, with his seemingly cold and indifferent demeanor, say such a thing?
"I didn't..."
Bo Xiyun hastily spoke, as if afraid that the next moment the other party would indeed proceed with what he suggested.
"No need..."
He was still holding onto the alpha's wrist, trying hard to resist the actions imposed upon him.
"No need for this..."
Bo Xiyun didn't understand why the man had to do all this.
He spoke softly, almost sounding like urging.
"Just come directly... that's fine."
In the dim light, the cold and stern expression on the alpha's face finally seemed to show some emotion.
Wen Xiusen sighed very lightly, as if it was quite a burden.
The omega young master was unaware that even during non-critical times, alphas couldn't stand hearing such words.
If he uttered one more word, it might render even the isolation belt useless.
But Bo Xiyun didn't understand. Seeing Wen Xiusen's reaction, the young man looked puzzled, and his charming eyebrows and eyes appeared even more innocent.
Wen Xiusen didn't move his hand away but spoke very softly.
"You can't use liquids; you haven't been tested for sensitivities."[T/N: Most likely talking about lube…]
The young master had a delicate constitution from birth, and he was allergic to many materials. For this particular liquid, careful selection was required. However, due to the sudden nature of the situation, there was no time to find a brand that wouldn't cause a reaction in Bo Xiyun.
So, it was because of this?
Bo Xiyun was slightly stunned, and his resistance weakened.
Although he still didn't quite understand.
The outwardly charming and flamboyant young master, stripped of his disguise, revealed a genuinely naive and hesitant demeanor.
It was inevitably charming.
It made people involuntarily sink deeper into him.
A faint and fragmented sound echoed, and Bo Xiyun barely snapped back to reality.
The young master couldn't help but open his eyes.
Aren't we continuing...?
Bo Xiyun lifted his dampened long lashes, looking towards Wen Xiusen, who was closer to him.
At this moment, the man still showed no expression. The strong, defined lines of his eyebrows were a dark and heavy shade, and the blood vessels on his neck were distinctly prominent.
Bo Xiyun's gaze fell again on the black isolation belt of the alpha.
The young man had already clearly smelled the pervasive sweet orange fragrance in the room, but the lock on the isolation circle remained unbroken.
Bo Xiyun struggled to support himself on the bed, sitting up slightly. He raised his hand, wanting to touch, but the movement beneath him startled him with a low groan.
Bo Xiyun's figure was slender, and even after being taken care of all these days, he hadn't gained much weight. His weight had always been a source of concern.
The young master, who already had little strength, was now made even more difficult to move. He tried to lift his hand halfway, but it fell back, and he could only watch the alpha's neck collar.
Unfortunately, the man showed no consideration for Bo Xiyun's intentions. He didn't even leave any time for the belt to dissolve, directly extending his fingers.
Bo Xiyun's gaze, fixated on the black collar, became even more blurred. The forced mist in his eyes completely soaked his eye sockets.
However, this seemingly considerate movement brought more torment to the young master.
Since childhood, growing up in the affluent entertainment industry of the Bo family, the young master had seen all kinds of indecent behaviors. He disdained being controlled by hormones and desires, never allowing himself to be touched casually.
Therefore, Bo Xiyun had never had the opportunity to understand that he could be so sensitive.
Now, the young master finally realized that the alpha helping him wasn't just to prevent him from getting hurt; it was to let him adapt first.
The spontaneous reaction from within was a kind of self-preservation instinct of an omega. However, the young master was too sensitive, making the current situation seem less passive and more like the omega was actively adapting.
Even so, Bo Xiyun didn't find it any easier.
The process left no visible injuries, yet it was more prolonged than the omega had anticipated.
The young master quickly became unable to endure it, and he could only softly ask, biting his lip.
"Is, is it okay…."
He consciously blinked his eyes, and a tear fell from the eyes filled with moisture.
The young master didn't understand that these words, a mix of accusation and praise, would have the exact opposite effect.
The alpha didn't respond to him.
Bo Xiyun's breath hitched, and he stared blankly with his beautiful eyes.
His gaze, originally scattered, caught sight of the man's current expression. The alpha, who had always lacked expression, now had a moist gleam in his eyes. Under the dim light, the reddish eyes looked as if they had been stained with blood from a certain angle.
His neck was also soaked, and crystal-clear sweat beads slid down the man's taut skin. Despite that, the sound remained clear, yet so heavy.
However, even so, Wen Xiusen continued to move calmly, and there was no impatience in the depth of his fingers.
Looking at the man's face, the young master's consciousness inexplicably cleared a bit. He opened his lips and spoke in a hoarse voice.
"Wen..."
Bo Xiyun had been reluctant all along. Besides feeling that his impact was too intense, he also didn't want Wen Xiusen to endure such hardship.
Subconsciously, he didn't want to keep Wen Xiusen waiting any longer.
The alpha lowered his gaze again.
The man's lack of expression didn't mean there was no fluctuation; it was because he was restraining himself, trying not to lose control.
But now, that restraint seemed to be facing a tide, gradually eroding away again and again.
These profoundly hoarse words were the last thing Bo Xiyun heard before falling into a deep trance.
Bo Xiyun bit his lower lip, his eyes still fixed on the alpha's neck. However, Wen Xiusen prevented him from biting, reaching over to hold the young man down.
[T/N: No I didn't miss a line. The author didn't write any so-called "words" at all]
Despite Wen Xiusen's interference, Bo Xiyun couldn't divert his attention from the bondage on his own neck. The young man even began to use his hands, trying his best to quickly remove the last remaining restraint on the alpha.
Just at this moment, the overflowing sweet scent of pheromones finally dissolved the tightly clasped lock.
With a light "click," the black isolation belt released from the alpha's neck, falling heavily onto the bedspread.
Bo Xiyun, who had been struggling for a long time, finally breathed a sigh of relief. The moment the isolation ring was released, the alpha completely broke free from all restraints, entering a state of uncontrollable desire.
Wen Xiusen rarely exerted force on Bo Xiyun's face and touched the young master with slow and gentle movements. Therefore, Bo Xiyun had only a vague estimation of the man's strength.
Now, he finally experienced it firsthand.
The dim light in the room was completely obscured by the alpha, as if Wen Xiusen's gaze was the only brightness that could touch the young man's skin.
In his weakened state, Bo Xiyun raised his eyes in a daze. The man covering him with light seemed less like the familiar Wen Xiusen and more like a silent and fierce beast.
Only when he bent down to kiss him, did a familiar shadow emerge.
It taught the young master that the colder and more reserved a man was, the more terrifying he became when losing control.
This loss of control usually lasted for three or four days, even for an s-class alpha who could restrain himself. The impact of forcefully suppressing these instincts would accumulate and eventually result in a rebound.
Therefore, there was no possibility that Wen Xiusen's time would end in just one day.
After resting for a long time, Bo Xiyun realized that this period had not yet come to an end.
It wasn't until the sky turned dark again that the two finally left the room.
Wen Xiusen took the young man to the next room, and throughout the entire process, the young man never woke up.
Only when they returned to the room, after changing the bed sheets, did the young master finally manage to open his eyes.
The boy woke up with great difficulty, still weak all over. His illness required slow recovery, and he had no strength left.
However, when Bo Xiyun opened his eyes and saw Wen Xiusen holding his arm, he stubbornly moved the man's hand away as if sulking, seemingly not wanting to be touched.
It was as if he was annoyed and unwilling to let anyone touch him. Nevertheless, the young master remained leaning against Wen Xiusen's chest. In making this slight effort, the weak young man's spine drew even closer to the man's chest.
The crucial point was that he was facing Wen Xiusen, who was still in the estrus period.
Because of this adorable reaction, instead of letting the young master rest, the alpha in estrus treated him even more differently.
The boy, looking up in confusion, widened his tear-filled eyes in disbelief.
Could it be a joke?
How could this be possible?
His voice, already robbed of its original clarity, could only produce a faint sound now.
"Didn't you say, there... too deep…?"
[T/N: I don't know what's happening orz]
The omega, already lacking strength, found a new bit of courage from somewhere. Bo Xiyun subconsciously looked outside, only to witness a scene that left him even more incredulous.
The young master forcefully leaned against the wide backrest.
It seemed... like he really didn't know how to put an end to this.
T/N: Small chapter but really complicated. There is smut but there isn't(?) Kinda made this hard due to the ambiguity.