hiksss, even though I've done it a few times but killing this cute living creature still makes me hurt. "my poor sweet rabbit, forgive the evil of this one human being who has the heart to kill you to survive."
"kav! you got it?"from a distance ka shouted and ran after me. he must be starving.
"of course. don't underestimate my abilities. ah, and Call Me sister!"I showed him the fat, white rabbit that had been stained with his blood by my stone arrow.
"yayayaya... where? you're crying again, aren't you?"
Wow, he's a very shy little boy. "come on, let me touch it!"
"no. I'll do it this time."I bow my head, if I continue to run and hand such vile things as skinning living beings over to those children, they will definitely grow up to be heartless people right?
I hate to do it but here I am the one who should be taking care of them not the other way around because of me... don't want the super cute kids that I already consider my own children to be tarnished by psychopaths who ruin their future.
"what's wrong with you? not usually. ck, that sucks! then hurry and don't cry."
ah, look... it's funny how you look at me when you're surprised. after several months of living with me, I took care of them with all my might to the point that they became this blanket.
his black hair was soft and thick, his purple eyes were shining, and his cheeks were growing. this is the true definition of childhood.
"kav, are you finally going crazy?"
"yes, with that cuteness I think I'm going crazy."
"don't joke. come back quickly."
"hohoho, alright," even when he was upset, his face remained cute. "where is your prey?"
ka suddenly stopped when I asked him, " Did you miss everything?"
"do not mock."he walked quickly, leaving me behind.
"aih, even when she's shy she looks cute."
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"brother, are you home?"
if there's anything cuter then it's ku. and if ka and ku come together they create a deadly super cute combo for me.
this is how it feels to admire an idol. if they had lived in my world before, I can be sure they would have become the idols of many people. Oh my god, what a crazy person would throw away such a precious child.
"older sister kav, aye you oke?"I'm worried by ku. it's a great day! I'll work harder to make her happy.
"thanks to you and ka, I am very kind."I stroked the top of his head with my left hand that was not covered with blood.
"wait a minute yes... I will prepare a special dinner for you my sweet children."
"he's crazy."fuck ka when I leave.
kratakkk..kratakkkk...
the sound of a wood-burning fire accompanied our solemn night of eating rabbit meat.
ka and ku certainly looked very voracious eating it. fortunately, my children are growing well and getting bigger.
"Kak kav, is it full?" ku ask again, to be sure.
"of course. eat until you finish. you kids, you have to eat a lot to get big and strong."it would be a lie if I were full, but for the sake of my children I am willing to give up the tender meat full of pleasure.
"ka, ku can i name you are?"
"really? elder sister kav have a name for us? that's great."as expected, I will be very excited. that's so cute. but ka don't seem to care.
"kairos and my kaluna. that's your name. it means sun and Moon. when people ask who you are, that's your name. how?"
"wahhh... kaluna. is that my name? beautiful. it's beautiful, I love it."me, if I still had a camera and a cellphone, I would capture this historic moment.
"ck, what the hell is that name?"you chuckled. his mouth says No, but look... both of his ears were red with shame. that's funny.
"and from tomorrow, let's go to town."
"really? but which city?"I looked at me curiously.
"are you sure? what if another bandit catches us and sells us into slavery?"you take me more seriously. surely the child was also quite traumatized because he had experienced it before.
"there I am. we're going to register as a family. build a house and live together until you grow up."
"why do you care so much about our fate? what are you gonna get?"
"I don't know, but I like you are. so there is nothing you need to think about and just grow well."
"really weird."
"but you like it too."I give you my smile back. ka was silent.
"elder sister kav, do you promise?" kaluna looked at me with a look I couldn't understand.
"of course. I promise you a thousand nights."
kaluna smiled happily, and so did I. "thank you kav. we love you!"
deg. love? is this how it feels to be loved? my stomach felt very ticklish, my lips twitched wanting to be pulled up, my heart was pounding, and I suddenly felt very happy and happy. oops, this is the most historic day for me.
" thanks ku. now go to sleep, I'll take care of you."
"okay."
under the light of the night sky, befriending bonfires and silent winds, the twins were fast asleep with me guarding them nearby. today... I am very happy and it may be this memory that will one day save me from the deepest darkness.
ah, it's not just possible. I felt so sure that only they could save me one day. "therefore, you must grow well in order to be able to bring me back later when I am trapped in the dark."
at that time I didn't know that ka... heard it all and made his promise by night.
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it's not easy. the otherworldly city that had always flashed through my shadow turned out to be quite different.
when we first arrived at the city gate, we couldn't just walk in. a line of soldiers in armor had lined up and restrained my arrival.
"So, who are you guys? the purpose of this place?"a soldier insisted on asking me the same question.
"I've said it many times. we are travelers who are about to look for a place to stay in this city for some time."
"we have no identity because since we were babies we have been taken in the wanderings of our parents."
"people who have no identity are prohibited from entering this city."
"but we went in to register our identity at the Kingdom Hall."
"look, these two adorable sister-brother twins of mine. I want to register our identity so that they can attend the Royal Academy later and make it easier for them to find work."
"so that's your plan, Kav?"Ka whispered. looks like he's surprised.
I smiled to reassure the soldiers. "don't argue with me now, Ka. help me through that living fence."
For a moment, he gasped before finally helping me. "Sis, if we don't have an identity, you can't enter the Knight Academy?"
You're Good, ka. keep up your acting skills! look at her eyes that look teary looking at me with her hot face. very convincing. this kid must have gotten used to cheating to survive.
"me too. luna can't be a dancer?"
"my poor sisters. I'm sorry for your inability to realize your dreams."one last combo in our acting... crying.
the three of us cried inside the post and made a noise among the soldiers. well done. keep going kids!
through a series of processes finally the soldiers make a decision. they wanted to take us to an orphanage but I refused because I was old enough to be their guardian. I also lied about my age. no problem, no one will ever know my identity.
under the supervision of a soldier, the three of us were taken to the population registry to register our names in the kingdom.
Caviar, that's my name. Kairos, his name is recorded as my map brother while kaluna is recorded as my third child as well as my second brother.