"Congratulations Lady Helena."
Lady Maybelle says to Lady Helena before leaving the hall. I watch Vivian smiling at Lady Helena and I felt like wiping that smile off her face.
"Lady Elmira, don't you think it's unfair that the queen gave Lady Helena the first position?"
One of my noble lady-in-waiting says to me but I immediately shut her up.
"It's the Queen's decision and if she gave her the first position that means she deserved it."
I say to her and she just looks away.
~I don't know if I should be happy about the fact that Vivian made the first position unattainable for Letitia or if I should be wary of her.~
I think to myself.
~I was supposed to redeem myself and get some attention during the charity party in Maple Meadow but she somehow made it all about herself even though it was her first time there and she's a mistress's daughter.~
I think to myself feeling anger rise inside me as I remember that incident.