"Aqua, Ruby... I love you. Ahh I said it, that definitely wasn't a lie..."
Those were my last words for both of them. I can't believe I died like that, but in this life, I definitely learned a lot of things. I wish I was at least able to see them become grow ups someday...
{I'm sorry Ai! I have to go!}
Wait... this boy is familiar...
{Let's become idols together Ai!}
But this girl... I can't seem to remember...
Why am I recalling these painful memories the time I'm dying?
{I am sorry Lila! I am so sorry...}
That was me, I remember crying for someone before, but...
Who was it again?
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"Waaaa! Waaaaaa!"
"Look at her! She is beautiful!", I think a young-looking woman is looking at me.
W-Wait. Am I reborn?
"She really got your hair Akari! She is so beautiful like you."
My vision is pretty blurry because I was just born, but I believe that young-looking man is my father.
"Too bad I have to go because of 'business'", the young man says this with a sad voice.
Though I was just born, I can't help but feel a bit disappointed with this guy.
A-Already??? But your daughter just got born!
"Waaaa! Waaaaa!"
Whoa, being a baby cannot let me control my crying issues.
Akari looks at the young man and said, "Why not you hold her a little before you go."
Akari then handed me over to the young man. The young man held me gently into his arms, though I couldn't see clearly yet, I could feel how much he cares for me.
"Hi my little sunshine, daddy has to go soon and won't come back in a while, so take care of mommy for me please?"
Even though I had never experienced the emotion of 'love' from my parents before, I chose to accept it since I had experienced it myself when I gave birth to my own family of twins.
I wonder how they are doing now though...
The young man glances at Akari and says, "Oh, by the way. What will you call her?"
A huge smile spread across Akari's face as she replied, "Ai, of course!" This made me smile as well.
But....
My name is Ai once again?!?!
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Two weeks have passed since my birth. After staying in the hospital for five days, we moved to my mother's house. And my first thought when I arrived at the house was...
So pretty!
As she carries me, Akari gives me a smile and says, "Welcome home, Ai."
The house was a bit huge, had a lot of rooms and even got a huge backyard with a grill and a basketball court! Not only that, they had 2 cute golden retriever dogs.
"The male dog is called Kanji, while the female dog's name is Hima."
Awww how cute! W-Wait, they won't bite me right?
"Waaaa! Waaaaa!"
Akari begins to touch my back as she becomes anxious and says, "There, there, don't worry, they don't bite, see?"
I turned around and the dog starts rubbing their heads to my feet.
Ok, now I know they don't bite me.
I then sigh in relief.
After a few weeks, I began to understand my mother a little better. She goes by the name Akari Hayaki, she is 16 years old, and has a somewhat mysterious past. She truly doesn't have anything in her home that relates to her past. However, I am aware of her average level of wealth. Despite the fact that school is already ending, she doesn't attend classes or work. But she basically cleans the house and keeps an eye on me all day. But when she sings at night, it truly does help me fall asleep. She has a fantastic singing voice.
But it only makes me more curious about how mother manages to support us without having to work; perhaps it's due of dad, I suppose. Mom would only occasionally tell me that dad is working extremely hard for us, so I have no idea what he is doing. I don't even remember his face!
Akari comes and pulls me up from the crib, "Ai! You hungry?"
I started moving my arms a bit, to show that I am hungry.
Although I'm ashamed to use her bo*bs to drink milk, I suppose I was a girl in my previous life, so I guess I'm not breaking any rules since I'm also her daughter.
"You're really hungry, aren't you?" Akari then puts me back in the crib and sits on the couch near it, then turns on the TV.
Actually there are some things I kept thinking about when I went back to life like, 'How are my kids?', 'Are they living ok?', 'Are they able to live well without me?'
I couldn't help but think about those things, and I still get chills thinking about the day I passed away. I should have been much more cautious. But I'm curious if 'he' met them...
[Breaking news, Aquamarine Hoshino reveals that he is the son of Ai, the genius idol who died 13 years ago. It is said that-]
W-Wait, what?!
I looked to the TV and saw-
T-That's my face! A-and...
I saw a familiar face on the screen, I thought it was 'him' for a second, but realized...
That's aqua and ruby...
Tears began to fall from my eyes. Even though I would have been confused just now about why my secret had been revealed, I only felt... I felt relieved, joy, and most importantly, love for them. They were fine, and I was just happy. I didn't even wonder why my secret had been revealed; I was just glad.
I'm glad they are safe and well.
I smiled.
*Clang*
A spoon landed on the floor, and when I turned to look to my left, Akari was staring at the Tv with this shocked expression.
"W-When did Ai have children?" Akari gets startled.
I was shocked even more when I started seeing her... Cry.
Cry? But not in betrayal, but it felt like she was crying with so much joy inside of her...
This started to make me wonder...
W-Wait, is she a fan of me? Ai Hoshino from the past?!