I know how shocking that was for Arthur. His voice was trembling. Lily, you on't have to do this.
Omega, who had been permanently marked, could not betray her alpha in this lifetime. Once she made physical contact with other Alpha's, her blood would flow backward and her blood vessels would burst.
To be able to make this kind of commitment to Omega is to give her heart and soul to her beloved Alpha. I've only made two important decisions in my life, the first was to choose to have Angelo, and the second was to make Arthur My Only Alpha.
I had to do a lot of things, even in marriage. I knew I was cheating on Arthur, but I couldn't tell him the truth, and the only decision I could make was to give myself to him.
You can do anything to me. I reached out and gently stroked his handsome face. I don't know how long I've had this man in my heart, even though I can't compare him to Angelo, because it's different. Angelo is my child, and he is my lover.
Lily, you never cease to amaze me.
Arthur didn't answer me directly. Instead, his pity was written all over his face. How could this clever werewolf not see that I was hiding something from him.
But how could I say it? Angelo was tied to the other end of the truth. I couldn't risk Angelo's life. He was my life. I would sacrifice anything for him.
As much as I love this man, he's not like Angelo.
Arthur, are you worried that I'm gonna cheat on You?
I deliberately introduced the topic in order to make him have a sense of crisis, as long as the Mark I will never betray him.
It's a good deal, isn't it?
In the few years I raised Angelo on my own, I was adept at trading without fail, because I was sure that everyone had a desire in their heart and that if they stirred it, they would give in.
Lily, you're a good girl. I trust you even without the mark.
Why Don't you understand? I just want you to be my only alpha!
Arthur just looked at me tenderly as I yelled at him. He didn't know how much I had made up my mind.
He can control my life if he has to. Why Not?
My years of living alone have taught me that no one can turn down such an offer unless they don't believe me.
Lily, let's not talk about this, okay?
Arthur began to comfort me. He held me tightly in his arms, but even at this close distance, I still felt cold all over.
Maybe he never believed me in the first place.
I'm afraid my behavior was like a joke to him.
Arthur, you are someone very important to me.
I know it's no use saying this now, but I just want him to know that I haven't lied to him about anything except my marriage.
This near-desperate collapse made me cry uncontrollably.
I have never been a humble person, but in front of Arthur, but always so careful.
After all, we didn't get off to a fair start. If Eve hadn't left, if they'd gotten married, then Arthur would be my brother-in-law now, and I'd lied to him and tried to trap him in a marriage of lies.
I am a despicable person, he will know one day, and one day will not hesitate to banish me!
When I let out all my emotions and collapsed into Arthur's arms, it wasn't a good sign, because it meant that I wasn't invincible anymore, that I could do anything for Angelo, and I still can, but my heart is no longer cold and hard.
Please, Arthur, Mark Me.
I shamelessly hugged him and kissed his Adam's apple in an attempt to gain his mercy.
Please believe me, Please Mark Me, please love me.
Arthur did not speak, he just wrapped me up and sent to the bedroom, is clearly the happiest day, but I was like a despicable thief, constantly covet does not belong to me all.
Lily, get some sleep. We'll Talk When You Wake Up, okay?
He kissed me on the forehead, so gently, as if I were his most precious possession.
But Arthur, why don't you face my request, you know I chose the most direct way to show you the truth, but you ignored.
I'm not sure how Arthur feels about me now. It's like a sugar-coated pill with a bitter taste inside.
Lily, you're upset. Let's just calm down, okay?
I could not refuse such a gentle Arthur, though I knew it was only his expedient.
Perhaps, I should obediently, obediently stay at his side, obediently obey him.
I didn't turn him down. As I lay in bed, my eyes were still glued to him. Arthur looked at me tenderly, not impatiently.
I knew better than anyone that he was an extremely thoughtful husband, except for the initial unhappiness, and that's what kept me going.
Lily, go to sleep.
His voice sounded magical, and my eyes closed uncontrollably. Maybe it was like he said, I need a good rest.
When I wake up, will he accept my offer?
I think so. It wouldn't do him any harm, it would even give him more options. He's in control of an Omega life, and this dominance, there's no alpha rejection.
But I never thought, when I wake up again, meet is a cruel news.
Arthur's Missing!
While I was asleep, he left with a phone call, and now he's gone. The last address on his cell phone was in international waters, dozens of kilometers from the city.
"What are you talking about?"
I pretended not to understand, while comforting myself, while pretending not to care about the mention, "He said he would wait for me to wake up, is this his little tricks against me?"
After all, I'd rather believe that he ran away because he wouldn't mark me than that he was missing.
The two are very different. The former at least proves that he is safe and won't have any problems, while the latter, I can't imagine.
"It's true, Ma'am," Leigh & Orange said gravely. "We've sent out a search party and called the police, but so far we've got nothing."
"How could a real person just disappear? Doesn't Arthur have an assistant?"
I don't believe it. It's a prank. Arthur played a prank on me. I let him down. That's why he faked his disappearance. It has to be!
For ten days, it was as if Arthur had vanished from the face of the Earth.
Neither the police nor the family have any leads on Arthur.
I also thought from the beginning of the prank, slowly accepted the reality of Arthur's disappearance.
How did it come to this, when everything had been fine, and he had promised to talk to me about the mark when I woke up, when he had suddenly disappeared without a trace.
I hadn't slept well for many days. When I closed my eyes, I saw Arthur's tragic death. The desperation and powerlessness made me lose weight. I was also mentally ill.
When I heard the door open, I stood up. "Arthur!"
I was surprised to rush to the door, but saw the look of mixed Lian.
"Madam, you need a good rest."
"Where's Arthur? Haven't you found him yet?"
"We'll find it, don't worry."
How could I not be? I didn't even know if he was alive or dead. He hadn't shown up for so long, and the longer it went on, the greater the risk. I don't think Leigh & Orange didn't understand what ordinary people understood.
"Madam, you are in a very bad state of mind. Your body will not be able to take it if you go on like this."
My body. Does it matter?
It occurred to me that Angelo, whose father Arthur was, had not seen him once, might as well have told him the whole truth that day, if he had known it, drive me away, or at least see him safe and sound, but now, no one knows where Arthur went in the end, let alone whether he is safe or not.
Leann grabbed my arm and yelled, "You can't just ignore your own body if you're worried. Do you think he'll be happy to see you like this?"
"Wait till he gets back."
I coldly brushed his hand away, eyes empty, this hopeless waiting people more and more collapse.
Until now, it has not been found out why he went out, why he disappeared, why his mobile phone location would be dozens of kilometers away in the open sea.
Arthur was no fool. As heir to the Brooksville family, he had been brought up to judge danger, i don't know why anyone would lead him away without a fight.
My head hurt more and more, so I could only sit on the ground, holding the wall.
"Leigh & Orange, Arthur is your master. You will find him, won't you?"
The only person I can trust on this estate is Leann, whose loyalty to Arthur I trust, despite his ill impression of me.
"Of course, I will find my master."
"But you don't even know if he's safe!"
Leigh & Orange just stood there with a cold expression on his face as I screamed uncontrollably. He seemed to have gotten used to it. I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown from the stress of it all, it ignites all my bad moods.
It was awful, and even though I knew I had to restrain myself, that Leann hadn't done anything wrong, I couldn't calm down. It was like an instant.
"Madam, you need to rest."
Leigh & Orange came up and grabbed my arm, and I lunged at him like crazy.
Her ladyship is in such a bad condition that she may need medical intervention.
I see. You must prescribe it. I don't want to see another mad mistress of the manor until the master returns.
As I slept, I thought I heard voices, the voice of a strange, middle-aged man, and Leigh & Orange.
Leigh & Orange?
I seem to remember something, but the memory keeps me from thinking.
Madam, please have a good rest.
I wanted to respond to Leigh & Orange, but I couldn't open my eyes, let alone speak.
I fell into a deep sleep, and in the dream I saw Angelo. He was as innocent and lovely as ever, and his eyes always sparkled when he looked at me.
I looked at him with a gentle smile on my face.
But Angelo didn't come to me. He ran further and further away, and I could only follow in his footsteps. I saw him stop, and when I tried to call out his name, I saw the familiar face across from him.
Arthur?
He picked up Angelo and looked at me tenderly.
Lily, come here.
My feet out of control, step by step towards him.
Lily, why didn't you tell me Angelo was my son.
Should I tell him?
Is He okay with Angelo? To this day, I am the only one who knows the secret, and as long as I don't tell, no one will ever know who Angelo's father is.
But when their faces met, I began to wonder if I had made the right decision.
Anyone with eyes could see that the father and son were almost identical. Arthur was a miniature Arthur. Even if they cloned them, they might not be able to make two identical clones.
Blood ties are really amazing. They always work wonders.
Arthur, I didn't mean to lie to you, I just didn't know how to say it, and I was afraid you'd hate it, and I was even more afraid that you wouldn't accept Angelo as your son.
Angelo is so cute, no one doesn't like him, and so do i.
It sounded more like you were boasting, and I couldn't help laughing as I looked at Angelo's identical face.
Arthur smiled a little, perhaps, but I had not yet seen me from another angle, and now I did.
Arthur didn't hate Angelo, he even liked him. When Angelo hugged Arthur's neck and called him Daddy, I saw the tenderness in Arthur's eyes, the closeness of his blood, i said no one can say no to Angelo, and neither can Arthur.
Lily, is it hard to take care of Angelo by yourself?
I nodded. I had suffered through most of those years. Angelo was born with stunted growth and poor health. Minor ailments like a cold and fever could have killed Angelo.
I was so careful to take care of him, grow up, but many times still backfire.
I didn't give Angelo a healthy body, and while the other kids ran and played in the Sun, Angelo sat in his shabby tenement, reading some newspapers and magazines I'd picked up from the street, but he never complained, angelo was such an angel. He became the only bright spot in my miserable life. I never regretted giving birth to Angelo.
Lily, I was hoping you could tell me about Angelo.
When I tried to speak, Arthur cut me off. Of course, it wasn't too late.