Emotions.
Do you feel them?
Broken.
Do you know what that feels like?
Passion.
Why is it so strong?
there are many reasons why most men don't get along with girls.
I was just an high school girl when I had my first girlfriend I loved him so much that I can do anything for him, suddenly he started changing I don't get as much compliment as when our relationship was still fresh until a day I found out he was cheating I didn't act like I knew cus I still love him and then a day come which he ask me;hey babe I wanna ask something, what else would I said I told him to go on and ask the questions
it's been a year now since we started dating we only kissed never had sex so I wanna ask if we could just...you know maybe once.
I got strange I'd give it to him but I knew he was cheating so I said no, suddenly as I said no he shouted at me and said;I knew that you would said no huh? you never gave me what I wanted and that's Lea she gave me anything I want but where you at you ain't down for shit you little piece of sh*t I shoulda never ask you out in the first place we are done.
I knew he meant what he said but I had no choice than to accept the breakup, for days I cried and I made plans on moving on 😔🥺💔.
two weeks later as I was checking my phone contact list I saw this guy number my best friend saved his number on my phone so she could call him anytime she wanted to,I chatted the guy on Whatsapp he was a nice guy and ready to help.
as time passes we became bestfriend his name was k,k as a friend and he introduced me to his friend hm Love.
Why is it so painful? I fell for k and his friend it was very had to choose between the two cus they was both great but I had plan to stop loving them both when I can't choose one of the two.
but shit went too far and it ain't a drill k asked me out and telling me that he love me for the time being I loved him too but as time passes we became more closer he had his first kiss 😘 with me even though I never said yes he's madly in love with me.
but for the time being too I senior ask me out at school again but I was getting crazy cus I started loving him too my feelings for k started changing and he's no getting all the compliments again 🙄 he was worried and sad why I suddenly change but I had to tell him cus I think my senior was more better than him I stopped calling him I stopped replying his messages I knew he got sad and heartbroken but I never thought about what he's gon go through if I just leave him like that even though I never said yes he still loves me.
I left k for the senior cus I think he was more better than him life was good with my senior and life was sad for k he was very bitter but he still loves me still and he wanna get me outta he's head but he couldn't cus we make memories that will live forever in him.
I dated my senior for 8 months but nothing last forever even our problems my senior start Changing like my first boyfriend too I was so afraid of getting heartbroken again even though I never remember I hurt someone who's still in love with me,my senior broke up with me too and now I had no where to go but to go back to Kenny.....
PART 2?!!!