kaya thinking why I am getting married i have to many things and i want to make my career but now i am getting married .i am getting so nervous because i dont no how is my future and i have done lots for other now can i get happiness this marriage i am ding because of my sister .this is my last sacrifices i am not doing any more sacrifices but i am happy that my sister is happy . i hope my my is going to smooth
1year before marriage
today i returning from my job and i have to paid my collage on way back . its so tiring i am only 19 year old at such a small age i am doing job of teacher. because my parent always talk about how we spend her money and my sister want to study out of state that why i give all the money to my sister and i am doing job for me .
its very hard to do all house work , school work and collage studies at same time .my brother Vicky he is 7 year old always making troubles for me that why my life is so hard and my parent wants me to stop doing job and do house work for him . but i want to do my work my own.
today my father go for deciding about my sister marriage who is 23 year old . and ther final it but my sister maya do not want to merry because she want to join some company and want to live free life. but my father force her for marriage also beat her because of this my sister did not come house for many months .she always cry in front of me and my parents got angry and ask me if you merry mohan and i said yes because i dont want her cry .