ARSINOE POV
its been days since the last time I saw leo, I know he must have been furious with me but what upsets me is that he did not even give me a chance to explain what really happened. well not that I could blame him, anyone who could have walked in and saw that would have thought the same but he was different, he knows my past with Alex, yes we had a thing but he know that I could never move like that, that has never been my style. Even though Alex was tempting I would never cheat, especially on Leo, he has done so much more me. once again I am waiting at the balcony, hoping this time around he might show up, not that I have any hope's, but out of luck it started pouring. There was a shade at the balcony which means I could still stay there but I knew it would get pretty cold so i went inside and stood by the window. For some reason I started questioning myself as to why I am even waiting when I know he won't be back. With that though I turned about to head to bed when I heard the engine voice, as if I heard something out of this world I quickly turned and went to the balcony only to find him. Of course it would be him, who else?. I quickly ran down stairs, right now wen my head is questioning what I am doing. why am i acting like this?, why am I even bothered?. When I got to the stairs, my eyes and his meet and I could see that he was over top drunk, but you could still trace the anger he had. I did not even notice that my eyes were already in tears, I walked slowly to where he was standing and the first thing i dead was slap him, all the house employees were shocked on seeing what I had just done, I was shocked too but he was not. He stood there unbothered, like what I had just done he deserved it. "where were you all this time, I tried calling and tracking you down but you were no where to be found. I was having sleepless nights while you were busy having fun, you are such.....ugh" at this point all my scenes were knocked of like i did not even understand what I was doing untile he spoke that's when I realised there were people around us "Everyone leave!" And that when I looked around and for some reasons I felt embarrassed. He then looked at me and said "having fun? who are you talking about, myself or you?, as far as I can remember you were the one all over my brother so who is actually having fun?." he did not even wait for my response before he walked right pass me and went up stairs. yes its my fault but why isn't he giving me a chance to explain. I ran after him in hopes to caught up which landed me to his room. Ever since we got married we never shared a room, and i had not been in his room this time I was. immediately when i entered his room I was reminded by the thought that we shall forever stay separate. His room was dark from the colours to the curtains to the bed covers to the floor everything just screamed dark. I was taken aback but was brought back by his comment "If your done fantasizing you may leave" "No, I am not leaving untile i say what i came here to say" i knew that he was stuck he could barely stand but i really need to do this now "I did not kiss Alex what you think you saw never happended, yes he leaned in to kiss me but that's when you came in so noting happended" i thought that was enough but i was given a hack of feedback "so what you are trying to say is that, if i wouldn't have entered at that particular moment the you could have kissed him, so basically I ruined your perfect moment?" " No you are not listening, I am saying that I still wouldn't have kissed him that's because i am with you now..." " so you feel guilty for marrying me now?. its as if nothing i said went through him "No that's not what i am saying you are not listening" I am not even sure what i was even saying by now "look Arsinoe you don't have to explain yourself to me just leave, okay just go!" I stood there I did not want to leave, I wasn't sure what to do anymore, I was hurting him, but how could I pacify him?. I was about to turn back when my phone rang, he eyes were still on me even though he was drunk so when I lowered my head to see who was calling he followed my gaze, at this point I regretted the fact that I even took my phone with me, Alex name popped out. "so you two still keep contact, well why not, you know for a second There I believed you could have been saying the truth, I really did, so just go" this is what we call wrong call wrong timing, why on earth would fate play such a trick on me how am I going to explain myself to him now🤦♀️. " That, I don't know why, I am so sorry" I tried getting closer in his attempt to get away from me he accidentally slapped me and I feel on the floor. He immediately squirted down trying to apologise, and he started melting down, saying "I am so sorry, I am really sorry I never ment to slap you I don't know what got over me I just don't like it when other men touch you and he was all over you and i know you still love him and that you would never see me the same way, please forgive me, I will leave because me being here is hurting you, I am just so sorry...." I wasn't sure if its me or was he pouring his heart out right know. I did not know how I could shut his mouth so I leaned in and kissed him.