Seeing Alex here, shocked me. What in the world would he be doing here, I had to find out one way or another. After everyone reviled themself I signalled then to leave, "Not you golden mask" no names but I am sure it must not me hard to know who he is. After everyone had left leaving only Alex and I in the room I decided to break the silence "I thought you were out of the country?" well should have known better he world pause the question back to me "I thought you were in your office🤔no wait, you are in your office just not the regular one, what are you doing here" I guess I should cut the chase "look Alex this is not a safe place for You, you need to leave, no one has to know you joined" "Do you hear yourself Arsinoe, do you have any clue to what your saying, you are leading the entire organisation and your telling me that I am in danger? you got to be joking" he is so stubborn "I am used to this, you need to leave" "What, used to killing people, what exactly are you used too?" "You don't understand" his distance became shorter every time he spoke "Then make me understand, make me understand how in the hell are you the leader of this organisation, how?"
Before I joined this organisation I had to prove to Alexandrea that I had all that it takes to withstand all odds, with that said I went under series of torture, was put under cold ice cubes water,electrocuted, beaten with no mercy and that's how I got the scars on my back. The training wasn't babies play but it felt like suicide mission, all this was to make sure that no amount of torture would let me betray the organisation, the rest is history. After all that I had to secure my seat on higher ranks then elected the leader, I had to find dirt on everyone so as to use it against them and not only that anyone who would try to back stab me will have to be eliminated, the organisation needed a ruthless leader, so i had to to be one to acquire a seat in this Alpha male pit.
"I was told that the person who killed my parents filled over this organisation, I have tried all I can to join only to find out that you are the head, what have you gotten yourself into?" as much as he is hurting, I had to show non of that bothers me "Well sorry for your lose, as you can see its not me, but i will help you find who it is" "No you are leaving with me, I won't let you stay here, these people won't hurt you" he took my hand heady to leave with me but I pushed him away "Can't you see? are you that blind? this is me, this is my life, non of these people can hurt me, they are terrified of me, I can't leave." "Let me be your shield,let me in" as soon as he said that I busted out with laughter, this was so ironic, shield, what shield? I turned around unzipped my dress to my waist and lowered the sleeves reaviling my back then asked "Shield me from what exactly? there is nothing you can do, I am already in so deep you can't save me" he came closer and I could feel his hand trying to touch my scars. I could here a soft whisper from him saying 'I am sorry' I turned facing him, he was so close i was literally breathing his breath, as we both locked eyes all i wanted was to kiss him, and as if he heard my thoughts he grabbed my neck and kissed me so hard, we were both running out of air but that did not matter, feeling his skin felt like thousands of electric currents flowing through. He carried to to the sofa that was in my office and lay me there while he took off his cloths, and he later took of mine, kissing every inch of my body making sure no place was left. With each thrust, my body felt like it was melting, every thing I knew felt like nothing, me made love to me like no one else ever did. I wanted this moment to last for eternity, I did not want to let go yet, I felt that if I did I might never get the chance again so I chose to drift and drawn in this moment forever, for forever is what I would have wished to reminisce of this. He looked at me straight in the eyes and said "From now on I will love you with all your scars, all your flows and every thing you are ready to offer, just no more secrets." "Yes No more secrets."