I received all kind of bills, electricity bill, rent was on due, all our stocks bill and not to mention the workers have not been paid, what surprised me was we have a lot of money so why are we in so much dept. I tried calling Celina but I could not get a hold of her, and since all these people need to be pain I decided to do it myself. So I went on our restaurants account trying to make the necessary payments only so receive an insufficient funds message, "How is that possible?" I decided to check the account only to find nothing at all. I felt my body loosing its grip which what i am seeing, so I decided to check my account as well, but that almost left me totally worse, "No, no, no, how can this be, it better not be what I am thinking." I tried calling Celina but the more I did the more I was loosing my mind. At this moment I could feel my insanity growing. "what I'm I going to do now, I kept pacing back and forth trying to think, but the only thing was to go to her place.
I left the restaurant that afternoon and went to her place, its a good thing I had a spare key, so when I got inside the house, I was welcomed with an empty room, everything was gone, absolutely everything. I was taken aback before I started laughed, I laughed on top of my lungs, I was a fool to trust her, she has literally taken me back to square one. I could not believe this. With the state I am in I could not face anyone, what was I going to do, I have a huge dept on my shoulder, way more that before and all the money is gone. She took everything including my savings🤦♀️.
I had to start from square one, but nothing was easy. I had to take up a loan from a loan shark so that I would be able to pay all my depths, but that was the beginning of my problems. All the profits I was making from the restaurant went to the loan shark, and in just a few months the entire business was crumbling down with depths. I wondered who I had wronged in my past life. I had to reduce workers to save in but I could barely pay the one that remained. These few months have been the worst in my life. And I am to blame. I woke up that morning and told myself "you need to end this before it ends you." I got of the bed and dressed myself on comfy sweatpants, and drove to the mountains, where no one would ever find my body. I stood at the top of a cliff and thought of all the achievements I had achieved and how it all came crashing down. I could not believe that i was giving up on life this time. I stood there for a couple of minutes before deciding to put one of my foot up front. As my foot as still on the air I heard a voice from behind me saying "Is that it, you have completely given up on life?" so I turned only to see an old man on a wheelchair and a man beside him, He signalled the man to leave. "Young people these days can't take the heat, small downfall and you want to end your life" he just shook his head before looking at me.