I started biting my nails after seeing the incident.
Is Thaqif dead?
Or I just hallucinating?
Someone came and pulled my hand roughly.
"Don't bite."
I saw Hadwan beside me.
"Do you want to run?" He asked.
I don't know why I feel afraid before this, biting my nails but now it disappeared immediately after hearing this question. I am back to normal.
After this I have a mathematic examination. Five more minutes left before the exam start. I started to panic, thankfully I passed. Right now I don't know what will happen. Pass again?
Hadwan, who saw that I panic, started talking.
"Don't worry you will pass."
Are the words of encouragement that I hear now?
I just nodded and hoped to pass as Hadwan said a moment ago.
.......
"Muhammad Anas you passed." I don't know what kind of reaction I should give because I know I didn't answer it. It's true that the writing on this paper is the same as my writing but I'm still know that I didn't answer at all.
I watched the students who didn't pass It. It is one of my class. Aren't all the students in my class all A plus scores?
I watched Hadwan waiting for me outside.
"You know something?" I keep asking.
"Why?"
"You said I passed. Is this all planned?"
"I know everything." He speak confidently.
"So you know why Thaqif quit?" I asked him. I really want to know why Thaqif did that.
"Know." He answered calmly as if nothing important had happened.
"Talk to me .. NOW." I deliberately raise my voice at the end of my word cause I want my questions are answered.
"Be patient, I'll tell you about in our journey."
"One by one?' I asked again.
And he just nodded while holding out his hand. To know the answer I have to welcome it.
Good. I will agree with his plan if this is the way for me to find my answer.
....
We just walk and
"You miss your brother?" His question is full of concern. I can feel it from the tone of his speech.
"Honestly, I miss him, but I don't like it when he comes home. I don't know why, maybe I don't like hearing him talk about studies." I said while laughing at the end in my word.
"Can I ask a question?" This question is for me.
"What?"
"Don't you know what's going on in the outside actually?"
"You know, I always go out with Thaqif to play in the field."
"Only Thaqif?" He ask for certainty.
"It's just Thaqif and he's the only friend I know." Suddenly I felt a tear in my chest. I miss him too.
"I got the wrong question ." Hadwan spoke, his style want to whisper but I could still hear.
"What question? " I totally confused.
"No, I have already ask one question, later after I finish English examination I will ask you again." He spoke and now he got ready to go to the exam room.
"Will I pass this time too?" I asked and Hadwan just nodded agree with me.