"I Don't Want transmigration."

Yaaa, that was the last thing I remember before falling and dying.

How did I die?

That is because I did sucide, yes but at the last moment I didn't want to die but because of the situation I wasn't able to do anything and got myself killed or killed myself.

You may not be able to understand this so let's take things slow and see my past first then move to my present.

So, I was an only child in a middle class family,

My father was a normal business worker, mother was a housewife, I was in class 12, last year of my school. One day out of luck my father's company decided to take a family trip to hongkong. Why?  I don't know.

Tickets and everything was given, there was a hotel booking, but because of my final exam I wasn't able to join them.

My father got me a flight ticket 1 day after that from his own money.

An accident happened, flight crash, I lost both my parents, but because this was a big crash, everyone 's family was compensated, I got relief funds from both the flight company and my father's company, this was enough for me to survive. 

I stop studying and shut myself up in my house. The habit of reading light novels and anime, which I had from a long time, kicked in and now I am a full addict.

I tried every genre. In just a few months I finished with the famous manga and novel as I was reading them before but now it was the only thing I was doing.

If you ask what I hate most, then It will be NTR or cheating ones, then what I hate most is fan-fiction which directly changes the character.

I don't know how or when this started to influence me but I started to think that NTR or cheating like in manga can happen in reality, I started to think how sometimes MC is betrayed by his friends.

But because of the reality around me, these thoughts aren't able to completely control me.

As the time passed I started to lose hope in reality, maybe because I shut myself up, I was slowly losing the will to live and one day out of the blue I decided to end my life.

The way I choose was talking large amount of sleeping pills, and poison, I don't want to take chances in my death journey, just after taking poison I took the sleeping pills, I sat on the sofa and was looking at the family picture, maybe because of the sleeping pills, I was losing control of my body, just after 15 minutes, I was already feeling hard to even open my eyes, just at this point I wanted to go back on my decision.

But it was already too late for that, thinking about all these things, I slowly lost my consciousness.

The next thing I saw was a roof I didn't know.

Maybe transmigration, this thought came in my mind with a shock. I was happy as there was nothing to look at in my old world, I looked at my body, My hands were small, reincarnation in a child 's body is normal.

Just as I was getting happy about starting a new life.

My brain or thought Started moving in a completely different direction, I thought, if transmigration is real, then anime should also be real, if they are real then fanfiction should also be, if so then henta* must also be real.

If so then how can I live in a world filled with darkness, cheating, betrayal and many evil things.

There may be good things but they are less, even women are not good, if you think about Chinese light novels, you will find that most of the heroines leave a rich handsome boy for the main character who is nothing more than a guard.

Sometimes the main characters are betrayed by their friends. I don't believe in the system because in many cases the final boss is the system.

I don't think that I am a genius who can manipulate other, so what will happen to me if there are other transmigrater in my world.

Thinking about these dark thoughts, all of a sudden I felt pain in my head and I lost consciousness.

After 4 hours or something, when I reopen my eyes.

There was a new light inside my eyes, there was also fear inside them.

In these hours I didn't not only get the memories of the body but also got my cheat which is devouring.

This was the ability of the body, but because of being a child he wasn't able to control it and devoured his own soul and at that time by luck I took over this body, and because of coming to this world I brought a large amount of energy to this world and because of that I was able to merge with the ability completely, if I didn't have the energy maybe I would also be consumed by this.

Because of getting all the memory of the body I am able to understand the language of this world and even have the information about this world but what makes me afraid is that there is a transmigrater in this orphanage.