Madara remembers the face Hashirama made when he killed him. as his eyes widened with realization about who, he is not just Madara co-founder of Konoha, his best friend, and his greatest enemy. But his soul mate. Tears run down Hashirama cheek as a cries out.
"I'm sorrysorrysosorry, Madara." He says as he hugs his dying body as he tries to heal him. We both know that won't work they have thought for 3 days they both have no chakra.
Madara couldn't stay in Konoha, the village he helped found. Where everyone is afraid of him. He was kicked out of his clan. And most of all, Hashirama, his soul mate, has a wife.
After Tobirama found out about Hashirama being his soul mate, he brought the Uzumaki here. Madara Soul Mark is red and all puffy. From the neglected from his soul mate, but Hashirama, his is fine, his soul mark. Which is a burning fire with a pheonix on it's fine.
He thought that Mito was his soul mate after Tobirama told him. And have fulling in love. Madara didn't have the heart to ruin that.
Because Madara loves Hashirama, his soul mate.
Madara feels tears falling from his eyes. But there not his tears there Hashirama who looking at him with so much sadness.
"I'm so sorry, Mada." He crying as he runs his hand over my hair, whispering sweet words like there no tomorrow. Madara remembers when all he sees is black before he wakes up crying, hugging his mother.
The only thing on his mind is who Hashirama and Tobirama.