Third person pov()
As soon as he started to read the book, he slowly understood about himself more and more of all the mistakes he did and all that had happened to him until now they were like shattered fragments coming to form a whole
'17/07/20
DD
Why did this happen to me what wrong have I committed,
What's my worth in living in this world all I ever wanted was to read and only read books novels and all, I thought that I would end myself in a year so w$#@(stains covering the words) a#@ i even alive,
Why don't I just end it here is it even worth it
All I've done is leach off my parents why just why why why why why w#@#%# ######
@#@'
'15/09/2#
D@
What's wrong with me in the first place
All I ever wanted was #### what did I even want now why was this even an option is it because I am a procrastinator or lazy I just wanted the minimum marks to atleast enter
The @%#$^'
There were many more pages of despair and helplessness as if tere was truly no hope for his situation or he just had a pessimistic personality.
He was looking looking into thin air as if petrified while taking in knowledge he gained from the diary atlas now he had an idea that this was either somesort of mysterious situation or he was going crazy from all the days he had been isolating himself as much as he could till now and he was wildly guessing the first one because he didn't want to belive that he was going crazy.
'Alas!what do I even do now?should I just lay or go out for now'he though to himself.
While he changed his outfit to an casual tracksuit which compliment his looks and say it in normal terms it made him stand out a bit than an average Joe buy not that much.
Then he slowly left creeked open the door with as little noise as he could've made as saw that the no one was there so while trying his best to be as quiet as possible he escaped out of his house.
It was the early morning and the sky was bright orange slowly turning sky blue,
While appreciating the view he turned on his phone to check his balance 'you have 10,000 series in your account' a voice played in his head which surprised him and
His head banged door "outch" he yelled in pain as he was rubbing his forehead.
'Who's that he thought in his brain' and before he even had the time to process that quesion completely an abrupt answer came into his mind 'I'm Sirius version 1.1 your personalized ai'
'What an ai?' He thought to himself how's that possible yet another discrepancy in his memory were he couldn't remember anything about it as if it suddenly was added to the narrative on himself of something or someone he thought to himself
'Yes sir I am an ai do you need anything else'
It said to him.
To which his thoughts halted and a question a4ose in him,'how much or how deep can you read me he asked it to which it replied
'Sir I can only read your superfluous though not the deep ones and I'm the version 1.1
Which have been given to the tier 3 university student by our government to improve our economy of our civilization to the next level,sir should I use this mode or a brief mode for you'it said in a gender neutral tone.
While walking and having a conversation with the ai he entered a metrostation
'A brief I guess' he said while as he sat on one of the chairs at the station thinking 'what
This any ways, why did it only started to talk to me when I was out of the house' while he didn't even have time to ponder this the ai spoke up,'to give citizens their privacy the ai has been restricted in homes and other specific areas it is only allowed to work outside and universities and other areas and rest of the knowledge is above the authorized level given to you.'
'Can you stop reading me for now until I say you to turn on'he asked the ai
'Yes' it said briefly and started this process
'Shut down in 1,2,3____100'
'Shut down complete' it finally said
'Phew'he thought to himself 'finally more time to despair now what to think'but he could fall deeper into despair atleast for now.
While walking at random direction in the station he saw a shop which had no one,so he went there to buy something.
'Eat Chrisp' it was the name of the shop
He saw different varieties of snacks like the made in UBE nutrito chrisp it is a choclate filled hazelnut rolls which are quite delicious while being quite pricy.
The cashier saw him and asked "boss what do you wanna buy?anything that particularly interests you."
"No! I'm just checking there are some unique products that you'd got there." he said in a curious tone.