It was stupid. I was stupid to think that I could put up with him, endure him, tolerate his presence even if it for just a forty-five minutes’ walk. How fucking great.
It was normal wasn’t it to walk beside a guy in the middle of the night, alone on the lonely street, hands clasped together. But no it wasn’t normal---- walking with Jadyn in the middle of the night. Feeling his presence beside me like a whole new---- moment.
We were alone for the first time. And here we both didn’t utter anything but was I being too sensitive because I was feeling his every intake of air as if it was me. As if I was able to feel him. Close.
