[Evangela]
It was clear that we had passed Requiem's test, as both Cissi and Stella opted to sit in the front of the car, leaving Luc and me alone in the back as Cissi replaced the original driver. Well, either we had passed, or they were really trying to test how well Luc and I could control ourselves.
At first, I kept my hands to myself, almost embarrassed by my behavior in the restaurant. I was certain none of my sounds had been loud enough to be heard by anyone other than Cissi and Stella, but just knowing that anyone had heard me was enough to make me groan. Here I had refused Luc a real kiss, and then I'm asking him to pleasure me in public. Granted, I had only kissed him once to calm down his raging power and the scene at the restaurant had been to help him soothe his thirst. I sighed heavily. Why couldn't our relationship be simple?
"Relationship..." I said softly, closing my eyes as I leaned into the seat. Was I in a relationship with Luc? I didn't feel like I was, as neither of us had made the official offer yet, but at the same time, it was starting to feel as if we were definitely more than friends. There wasn't a lack of desire to be more; Luc had never been quiet in his want and I couldn't deny my own feelings toward him. But was I wrong for wanting him? Wasn't I somehow betraying Evan?
I scoffed, keeping my eyes closed as I crossed my legs. How could I betray someone who was dead? Why in the world was I holding myself to the imagined desires of a dead angel? If the desire was there, why was I still so hesitant to act on it? Evan had never been that perfect, but he had made me happy. Perhaps what I feared was betraying his memory...
I frowned as my thoughts turned, chancing a look at Luc. The vampire was keeping his body turned away from me, and I could tell somehow that his desire was still running rampant. My words had worked to get him to release me, but from the way his thoughts were still influencing my own, I knew that his frustration with both Requiem and Evan were only mounting.
I took a deep breath, reaching my hand out to the vampire as I slightly turned into him. As soon as my fingers brushed the fabric of the jacket, Luc whipped around to face me, grabbing my hand tightly. I didn't even try to hide the soft sound his heat pulled from me, and I could see the confliction in his eyes.
"Don't." He whispered, glancing to the dark glass that separated us from the two demons up front. "I'm grateful for the help earlier, but I can't resist if you keep-"
"Why resist?" I offered, smiling softly as I kept my eyes locked on his. "If they wanted to keep a close eye on us, they would be back here like they were on our way out."
"Lin."
"If they want to stop us, they can stop the car and pull us apart." I insisted, leaning closer to the vampire as I reached with my free hand to undo my seat belt. One click and I effortlessly moved into Luc's lap, moaning softly as I felt him press against me. "We've played your father's stupid game."
"Lin," Luc repeated, but he wrapped his hand around my waist, his other hand cradling my face. I chuckled softly, gripping his face tightly with both of my hands.
"I've made you wait for way too long, Luc." I whispered, humming as I shifted in his lap, causing the hand around my waist to dig into me more. "Kiss me."
The vampire didn't hesitate as he pulled my face down to his, and I moaned into the gesture as he moved himself against me. It was clear that Luc had been desperate for the kiss ever since I had denied him, and I poured the same passion into him as I gripped his head, my fingers working their way into his hair. The heat from his hands increased, and I almost felt as if his hands alone could melt the fabric of my dress..
"Lin," Luc moaned, finally breaking the kiss as he placed both of his hands on my waist as he moved me over him, and I echoed his sound. My hands found their way to his shoulders as he moved my hips, desperate to feel me within the constraints of the car. I almost felt like I was floating as I panted over him, wishing we were back in my home already. I had no doubt that Luc was not allowed to stay the night again until Requiem heard the report from Cissi and Stella, but I knew one thing for a fact.
The first moment he could, Luc was going to make me his.
I gripped the vampire tighter as he pressed me into his chest, moving his hand up my back while the one on my waist kept us grinding together. I could feel the heat radiating from every inch of his skin, and I panted with him as I tightened my hold on his shoulders.
"Your... thoughts." Luc managed between breaths, and I did my best to look up to his face. He was watching me with a hungry and desperate expression, and I could see elements of his female form coming through on his face. "I can hear them, Lin."
"I...can hear yours." I admitted, pulling myself to his face as I kissed him deeply again. Those nails dug into the fabric even more as Luc began to move his hips to meet mine and I desperately wished the clothes weren't there. That I could feel that heat full pressed into my own skin. At what point had the heat stopped disgusting me, and only excited me? Was it because I was starting to accept demons, or because I cared about Luc regardless of what he was? I shook my head to free myself of Luc's invading thoughts. "It's...weird."
Luc merely nodded as he buried his face into my chest, his body shivering as he finally stopped moving me over him. I cradled the vampire against me as I felt his body changed and I beamed down at him with the same expression as his female face looked back at me.
"I'm sorry-"
"Don't be." I hushed him, lifting his face to mine as I kissed him again. I could feel his surprise as I pressed our bodies together, showing him that my desire had not changed. "How did you say it? You are Luc."
"And you are Lin." Luc agreed, stoking my face gently as he smiled up at me with tears in his eyes. I glanced out the window, and recognized that we were getting closer to my house as I sighed. Closer to being separated again.
"Can you change back or...?"
"Maybe by time we get back to your place, if you get off my lap." Luc chuckled and I joined him, choosing to snuggle against him on the seat. "Surprised it took so long."
"Maybe your control is getting better." I offered, and felt as Luc laced our fingers together, squeezing my hand tightly. We said nothing else for the rest of the ride, and I closed my eyes in bliss. I wasn't sure if the peace was fully my own or partly Luc's but either way, I was happy.