She woke up early in the morning and stared into the mirror. Her eyes are swollen, and her nose is still red. As always, she didn't sleep well yesterday.Her head feels so heavy like it's going to explode.
Everything hurts... including the heart.
"Yeah, break up sucks". She has been living in an apartment since she had a job.
It's been months since the breakup but she couldn't get over him. It was like a full stop for her. She thought it was a full stop, but life must go on.
She took a bath and went for a coffee. The thing that bothered her was that she lost 3 kg in a month. She can't eat, can't sleep, can't stop thinking about the moments together.
'God, this sucks'.
6 months passed by. She woke up early in the morning with a sweet smile on her face. She has been trying meditation for a week. She freshens up and goes for a walk.
The sun is falling directly on her face. She feels that comfortable because vitamin D is important anyways.
This morning is amazing. She feels so relaxed. People are smiling, chatting, kids are running across the park, 'I missed this so much'. She still thinks about him but in a good way. Can't forget someone that fast "I'm a human, not a robot." She told herself. But it's nice to have a contour in life. We can explore ourselves.
Suddenly, the delicious smell of Chai came through the air. Yeah, it's delicious. It has the smell of ginger, clove, and cardamom... Don't know what else but it smells like home in a cup. She went to the nearest kiosk, they make the delicious Chai. She is happy because her taste buds are waking up. After drinking the delicious cup of nostalgia she went back to her apartment. One side of the study room wall is filled with art and craft. She is so happy that nowadays she is very productive. Trying to update herself every day.
Nearly after one and a half years.
Now life is totally under control. Enjoying every bit of life. Food, movies, music, parties, new people; life is better this way.
Still, something is bothering her. She couldn't find that.
Anyways, life goes on...
One morning a text message popped out from her online page.
Normally she doesn't miss notifications. She updates every day. But missed that one?
No, she doesn't.
After 3,4 days she did notice that message.
"4 days ago? How did I miss that?" She thought.
The text says 'Hey there...
It says the name, 'Nick'.
She felt that cute so she replied back 'hey... Too much excitement. Because talking to a guy far away from here. Different cultures different lifestyles it's totally different.
They texted every day. Now life is far better. That guy has become her friend.
It's been a week since they started talking to each other every day. She felt that like a magical world. Even though she thought it won't last so long.
But it did last weeks and months. He was always happy to appreciate it.
They started sharing personal issues.
One important thing he was with her in the most terrifying moments.
Yeah, periods that's it.
He can't give her chocolates for cooling her
down. Instead of that, he gave his words covering chocolate. Is he a magician? Everything felt magical... Even pain.
Is that my soulmate? Is this destiny? Whatever she was falling for each day. He is adorable... How couldn't she?... 'I'm a human, not a robot' she thought. So she started to double-check everything. She calculated everything over and over. Because no one wishes to fall for the wrong guy again.
He said to her "I love you..." for the first time. Of course, she said that back. Yes, it's magical...