People say everything happens in the knowledge of God but am sure God wasn't aware of my death because it was slow and agonizing.I remember getting diagnosed with cancer of the lungs,i was so shocked and saddened because i wasn't sure where the five hundred thousand dollars was going to come from.i was helpless, my girlfriend was trying but couldn't raise the money early enough. I could remember her telling my uncle,"he is all I've got please help me save him", but the man was cruel to the core. That day i saw my body on that bed,i tried to reach out to my girlfriend to console her bleeding heart but I couldn't. Alas! i was dead.