Arry and James

And there I was the first place we met , a place I hoped I could take a glance of him again, though my mind and heart could not agree with each other,Somehow my heart always won as just I was about to leave I heard him his perfectly bass with one of the most stunning British accents there ever existed. And how my heart skipped a beat when I heard him again then again my mind was never on the same side with my heart , it was so damn clear the way it spoke outloud and told me leave , leave because my brain knew that I deserved better and even though my heart was longing to feel comfort again to feel loved again I knew my conscious was right , my heart started betting faster and tears dropped from my eyes when James said Arry ! Arry! can you atleast talk to me, Arry why are you acting like this , Arry stop why are you walking away?? as I rubbed the tears from my face James approached near me grabbed my hand and turned me around Arry I love you I nod my head noo, James said Arry come on let's go home , I love you okay. I said, it's not enough James , what why? why is it not enough ! I love you please don't do this , I'll do anything for you you know that I love you Arry , it's not enough James , it's not enough ,it's not about the love you offer , what am I suppose to do when I am depressed or anxious huh , you cheated James and you expect me to come back to you ! ( sobbing) I , I , I couldn't sleep at night because of you , but we talked about this James said and and you said you forgave me, come on Arry he sobbed .. I love you , and am supposed to just trust you again ! do you know how much pain you caused me when you you were with that that chick do you not understand that I can't trust you again, honestly I am beginning to think that I don't love you anymore James , no no don't say that Arry it was a mistake it meant nothing okay I love you Arry , look at me Arry I love you, As I looked into his eyes I realized that I didn't love him anymore but my heart was so scared that if I let home go I'll never find love again , I was so scared that I would be uncomfortable without him , then I said goodbye James.