"Mr Grayskull, Mr Grayskull, Mr Grayskull."
I open My eyes and look at the doctor calling my name. He had a face of worry and a little annoyed.
"Sorry I was lost in my memories again". I apologize
"It ok sir now that I have your attention. I wanted to tell you about your resulted".
He waves at nurse behind him. She give him a flooder and I can see her blush as look at me. Usually, I would not let a chance like this to get away. After she was a beautiful nurse. However, my symptoms were acting up again and I couldn't trust myself being with someone. It was just too much of a risk for both her and me. With that thought in mind I acted oblivious to her flirting like showing me her huge cleavage. I try my best to ignore her as I listen to the doctor.
"All your war wounds look normal. Those that are not heal are healing and may of them are already don healing. Your result doesn't show anything different then your last check up a few weeks ago."
" So it's only the brain again."
"Yes only the brain. However, medical scan show nothing wrong with the brain."
"Guess it's to the therapist I guess."
I stood up and my height begin to show. I tower over the doctor and it was no Suprise. After all I was a solid seven feet tall and build like hulk. After thanking the doctor. I turn and exit his office. After closing the door behind me I heard something that made me laugh.
"Stop being thirsty. She is a patient. You flirt with her all day and she still ignore you".
I laugh at the thought that the nurse flirting was so obvious that even the doctor notice. I walk through the Hosptial attracting everyone attention like a magnet. I exited the front door and want to the garage. There my big blue ford waiting. It took up almost two car space. This was my biggest vehicle and like many of my other personal vehicles. It was customized for me.
While on the road I was once again lost in my thought. The thought about war and the amount of friends that died. The people that where lost. However, the most fearful of all was the amount of live I have taken.
Sometimes I see myself sitting on top of a mountain of corpse. Day and night I kept thinking about it. Yet I wouldn't apologize because I think I would do it again. I think I would build another mountain of corpses if ask. This mentality that felt so wrong and yet so good scared me the most.
I don't know what wrong with me. I try not thinking of how mess up my head was right now. I think I have a few screw lose up in my brain. While I was trying to injore the intrusive thought about killing. I saw a bright light. The light brought back so many memories. Many of those memories back with large explosions.
One moment I saw a very bright light and the next moment I saw darkness. I thought my eyes was close so I trying to open it. Yet darkness was the only thing that greet me