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Chapter 15 - episode 14: I love yellow tw: sa and emotional + very slight physical and trans slur

Alec cling on Elliot even more. Elliot didn't know want he could do to get Alec to calm down enough for them to go to class. Then an idea popped in his head, "I could say the thing his mom always said it should calm him down" Elliot thought, slightly blushing out of embarrassment and sorrow also coming out, thinking about Alec's mom. Elliot took a deep breath, "Siempre estaré contigo!" Elliot told Alec, in a soft voice. Alec was shocked to hear that, he let go of Elliot after hugging him tightly, he smiled slightly, "..Tú eres bueno conmigo"He whispered, not sure if Elliot heard him. Elliot smiled, slightly hearing him. Alec didn't want to but eventually went to his class with the words "Siempre estaré contigo" repeating this time Elliot saying it and not his mom. That calm feeling he got from those lasted a whole class but the next class wasn't exactly the easiest class to say the least. The start of the class was ok for Alec. Linda was in the class she noticed him after 20 minutes into the class, she smiles and approaches Alec. She grabs his chin "A tu lado me siento más mujer" She said as she grabs him closer. She pulls him for a hug, "Mi café favorito siempre será el de tus ojos" She countied to say as she got closer to him, he just got up and left her there. He just stared at her annoyed. he just sat in the corner then he the neediness started kicking and he just tried to calm down by repeating the words that Elliot told him, while hoping for the class to end, clearly not in the right mind to do any of his work. He just stared as the bell rang. He ran out the door trying to look for Elliot. Elliot see Alec running and he just stands there open arm, getting used to this. He cligned onto Elliot, burying himself in Elliot, tightly. They have the last class together,Allen is in it and goes up to Alec, but Alec doesn't respond, "..Hey? Alec are you ok? I'm here for you man"Allen continued to try to get a response. Alec nodded. "I'm sorry dude he is just non verbal" Elliot explained. Allen stared at Elliot. The rest of the class was just really awkward. It was finally done, They had to walk home because Elliot's mom was pissed that Elliot got his suit dirty, "Cant you be so useless" Elliot's mom told Elliot. It took an hour for them to walk, As soon as they got to the house Alec grabbed Elliot and buried his head, he felt bad because he is the reason why they had to walk because he made Elliot spill juice, he didn't want to admit that he felt bad though. "...Sorry I guess" Alec whispered to Elliot. "You are completely fine and you didn't do anything wrong, Alec" Elliot reassured Alec. They walk in, "You are late" Elliot's dad screamed, slapped Elliot so hard it broke his glasses. "You missed our family dinner, can't you do anything right? You selfish little shit" Elliot's dad yelled more. He slapped him again, "Wear your contacts" Elliot's dad told Elliot. "Go to your room, you aren't eating today" Elliot's dad told Elliot. Elliot and Alec went to his room. "I'm so sorry Alec, We could try to sneak food for you" Elliot tried to say while tearing up a little bit. Alec awkwardly gave him a hug, "..I had no idea...your parents...were like that..." Alec said to try to calm Elliot down. Diana came in the room with a plate of food. "I have food" she told Alec. She gave Alec the plate of food. "Hey since I got you food can I talk to you cutie, see me in my room" Diana asked Alec. "Is that your meal?!" Elliot asked. "Don't worry about it, Elliot, you can't do anything about it and you know it" Diana told Elliot. Diana smiled at Alec. Diana walked out of the room. Alec quickly ate the food. "...I'm going to go..' Elliot told Alec. Alec knocks on Diana's door. Diana pulled Alec in her room and locked her door. "My parents would flip if they saw you with Elliot but I can do whatever I want" Diana. Diana started kissing Alec. Alec pushed her off him. She grabbed his wrists pinned him against the door and started kissing him more. She took his shirt off. He had bruises and a scar around his stomach, she only slightly glanced at it then noticed the binder. "Oh right you are a tranny..." She said as she grabbed the shirt and locked it in her closet. He pushed her off as she was trying to take his binder off. She pinned him again and took off his binder. His scar on his shoulder was more visible but she couldn't see it cuz he pushed her off onto the ground before she could get a good view. He went to grab his binder and she tripped him and he fell on the ground. She flipped him over and sat down on him and pinned him on the ground with weights on his legs. "I want you to know I can do anything I want and my parents won't care, I'm the one in control, not you" She stated. She pinned his arms with her hands and kissed him. He pushed her off and he grabbed the weights and pulled it off his legs but as he did that she pinned him again. He pushed her off and got up. "You can't leave without your shirt and binder and I could easily burn both" She told him as she took out a lighter, she hid from him. She smiled and he attempted to grab his binder. she grabbed him and pulled him in for another kissed.She kiss down to his neck then down to his chest. He felt nothing as she continued to go down, It reminded him of his aunt, He froze there as if he wasn't there in the moment.