So that's what I am to him. A disdain. My worth has been the same ever since we met. Something that is forced upon him. I was an idiot to think that I could win his love. His eyes don't even shred a single hint of love and respect for me. He always made me feel like I am beneath his consideration. I stare blankly at the floor feeling so heartbroken. His words pierced my heart. He said those cruel words without thinking twice. That's my punishment for not believing his warning and giving into my patheticness.
I was so desperate for his love. I crave for it. I prayed to God for it. I woke up every single day in the hope that today the flares of my love would ignite his heart. I was so lost that I never realized that, It isn't love at all...
My eyes stare aimlessly at the floor. Today I realized one thing about our relationship. It consists of His Dominance and My Subjugation...
If that's what he wants...
