Ester, Are you sure? Because we both know, Neither you nor me can live without each other.
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Deluded in extreme agony, My mind couldn't comprehend what had just happened. My breath is stuck in my throat as I couldn't find comfort anywhere, I am still where she left me in the cold.
My heart felt heavy, I couldn't explain my heartbreak. I was breaking over and over again, not knowing why of all people. Why are all the miseries in my fate?
I have suffered enough, I did what Henry told me always, I pushed Ester away, I tried to liberate myself from my overwhelming pain by attempting suicide but all of it was in vain and I still where I started; Devastated and desolated. I couldn't take it anymore and I wouldn't even let it.
The little of my strength buried inside me, I will dig it out and prove my innocence to Ester. I cannot lose this last ray of hope. I won't be weak this time. No matter how much I will fall this time, I will not lose hope.