Ester, You have become my string of hope I cling onto and never let go. I reside in the vast ocean of solace which has your memory in it forever.
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My eyes slowly opened due to sunlight penetrating through the curtains and falling on my face, waking me up from my deep slumber. My head throbbed in pain, I cannot make out what's in the surrounding. My eyes were half lid. I blinked a few times, trying to comprehend my surroundings. I remember going to the bar to ease my frustration then I came home.. and kissed Ester, what happened after it was still hazy but I could remember she was scared of me. She was afraid. My eyes widened as I sat up. I looked around, I was in my room but Ester is not here.
"Shit.." I cursed under my breath and got out of the bed. I am an idiot who never fails to make things worse. She never likes me touching her suddenly and I terrified her again.