He looked shocked by this. He didn't expect me to yell at him at all. He pulled his hand away and spoke up in a soft tone,
"At least, eat something, Ester." I blinked as my gaze was fixed on the wall in front of me. His every behavior scares me; Either sweet or Angry.
"You are scaring me...Leave.." I told him the truth, barely in an audible tone. But, it reached his ears.
"Ester... I know, I-" But I cut him off.
"Your presence is enough to terrorize me!" I shouted, closing my eyes tightly as tears began to flow. I just can't spend a second with him. I am afraid of him. None of his justification will have any effect on me. I am too scared to believe in my delusion again. I don't have enough courage to face the same thing over and over again.
"Ester..." He was speechless. He is clearly taken aback by this. He couldn't think of a thing to say to comfort me.
