It's been a week since that day. Not letting me go after having a chance to escape; igniting a small fire of hope that is filling my heart and that's all I need to believe that one day, an intense feeling of fondness will be drawn out from him. He is my husband and there's nothing wrong to crave for his attention and love. I love him and always will.
But, my life is getting harder day by day. We continued to live our lives like before. He ignored me or mocked me. I love him but that doesn't mean I can bear his terrors. I am really scared of him. When he despises me that much, why can't he let me go? It's almost a year of our marriage and all he has shown to me is his dominance and loathing. I wonder how long I can hold my facade...
I am afraid of the day when my terrors will overcome my love for him.
