I went out to the pool to see the same guy I had met earlier, Jack!
"We meet again" I said
"Yeah" he said coming closer and pinning to the wall
"What are you doing" I said
He didn't reply and he kissed me right on the lips, I didn't know what to do, so I stood frozen, and when he stopped, I don't know what happened but I wished it stayed longer.
"Accept the fact I'm handsome and you want me" He said
I snapped back to reality again.
"Ugh! as if, just leave me alone would ya" I said storming off
While i lay on the bed, I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss he gave me, I'd hate to admit, he was pretty cute but I couldn't bring myself to the fact I've started to plant feelings in my heart for him, or was it just infatuation? Yes! It was infatuation, I haven't met him before and his looks had been the only thing I've seen in him ever since, no sparks of tummy flipping when he kissed me, just the fact I wanted him to keep on kissing me.
"What is wrong with me" I said hugging my pillow
I couldn't sleep until 3AM, avoiding him was the only solution to this new feeling, the feeling that was about to destroy me, I couldn't let it happen, just for a guy, my sister was that one, not me, at least one of us had to be innocent, one of us had to be a good girl and that was me!
In the morning, I took some orange juice and some pancakes, and I decided to stay in my room all day, I didn't want to see jack at all, I wasn't about to bring myself to change, I loved how i was, I loved being the good girl even though I constantly get bullied for it or I get peer pressured into having S£x, I've had boyfriends, I dated two, but we broke up, the first one constantly kept pushing me to have s£x even when I told him I didn't want to, the second one kept blaming me for everything and I came to the conclusion that every guys were pigs aside my brother of course.