I can remember the words spoken from him.
I don't know who is he, and who am I?
No, the evening did not start with the curiosity, that little girl who was growing up only when she asked to not contact with the other world.
She was named 'Water' for she only knew to flow as she was told, yet she didn't know the language of telling herself the instruction, she was deaf and dumb and blind all at once.
But has a memory of a voice that went numb when she heard, a memory of a touch that went past when she dissolved, and a memory of breath that she could swim in without hearing the storm inside but could feel the instant changes that were freezing her in a moment and burning her into ashes in another.
She had a headache and she had tears but both were independent of each other.
Voice of water could talk to her, she then asked what is love, voice answered: "you know your breath dances beautifully only when you accept its existence conciously".
She obviously was amazed with the words but was scared in her heart for she could feel the destruction in the very word said by that unheard voice.
She fell in love not again but again 'n' again with the destruction going on inside her and she never defined love as happiness but instability and death of the thoughts she was stubborn to hold every time, she knew by now she was fighting for nothing and when she would become silent everything would become nothing.
She didn't ask a single question and entered into the deep water, she never learnt how to swim, and 'voice of water' too was aware of her incapabilities, then why?
Why 'voice of water' was letting her in? To let her die? Definitely not to teach her how to swim, then to let her know the pain of teaching first?
She grabbed all the questions into her heart and jumped into water, she was afraid every single second, her eyes was holding the fears with all the moments passing into this journey. She lost her breath, and remembered a vision again and again that froze her body in the moment of revealing him in front of her with all the winds touching her with a one touch of smile and greeting.