"Antonio, are you ready?" Cesare asked me, visibly embarrassed.
"If I were fully ready, I would have to wait another 20-30 years... Before that... It's my first time, so..."
"Well, then I will make it memorable!"
In the end, I am destined to break my vows and the demands I imposed on myself. I think I'll go confess to a priest afterward, hoping I won't go to hell... That's what I should do.
I hadn't even finished planning in my mind when Cesare, completely naked, settled over me in the bed... Well, honestly, I had been waiting for this day for a long time, and finally, it came.
Cesare kissed me passionately, and I responded with an eagerness I had never felt before. My heart was beating faster and faster, to the point where it felt like it would jump out of my chest, and Cesare noticed that.
"Antonio, are you okay?" Cesare asked me, quite panicked.
"I-I'm fine... It just feels too good..."
Then, being sure that I didn't have any problems, he started to descend with his kisses, lower and lower. The first time he went down my neck, leaving some love marks, signs of passionate love. Wait, what?
"Cesare, what have you done?"
"What have I done?"
"How could you leave a visible mark? What if someone sees it?"
"Antonio, calm down... Nothing will happen..."
"Well, maybe for you, but-"
I didn't get to finish the sentence because Cesare blocked my lips with his, in a kiss more passionate than before. Why is he so good at this? Why do I feel so calm when he does it?
"Are you feeling better now, Antonio?"
"Y-Yes... Thank you for helping me calm down..."
Well, of course, it didn't just stop at a few kisses... He went further down until he reached my nipples. As he licked them with enthusiasm, as if they were delicious candies, I lost myself in the world of sin and carnal pleasures.
"Ah, s-stop... No... M-More..."
"Antonio, are you enjoying yourself?"
"Y-Yes... Keep going... Don't mind me!"
Everything was emotionally acceptable for me until...
"C-Cesare!"
"What is it?"
"I-It's weird... You don't have to do this!"
"Oh, come on... Just relax and enjoy the sensation..."
After saying that, he began to passionately lick my penis. I had never felt such a sensation before and was completely stunned. Honestly, I had never masturbated before, let alone experienced anything like this. After a few seconds, Cesare started to suck my penis with pleasure, making me tremble. Why is this happening? Why doesn't it feel like a sin? Why do I love what he's doing? Why is he so good at it?
"Cesare, I think I'll..."
"Waih foh a hitthe! (Wait for a little!)"
"Cesare, I can't hold back anymore... Forgive me!"
To my great shame, I ended up ejaculating on his face. I tried to cover my face with both hands, but Cesare caught me and told me to look closely at his face and remember that I was the first person to have such audacity...
Well, I knew it wouldn't end just there... In a few seconds, Cesare knelt in front of me, and I was quite anxious about what was about to happen. He placed my legs on his shoulders, preparing to insert a finger into my anus... It feels strange. It's strange... It...
"Ah... No... It's too hot... I can't..."
Cesare didn't pay any attention to me and inserted a second finger. I can't believe this... It's too hard to keep up with him...
"Hm, I think two fingers are enough, right, Antonio?"
"Y-Yes... I think so..."
"Well, then let's move on, shall we?"
"That huge thing can't possibly fit inside me... Cesare, I can't, it's my first time!"
"Come on, it won't be that bad... I told you I'll take care of you..."
In the end, I couldn't escape it, I had to endure it. I can't believe how gentle he's being... Wait, it's too big... It's too deep...
"Cesare!"
"Quiet for a moment!"
I think I'm going to die... I've never felt anything so painful... Maybe it wasn't a good idea to agree to this... He started moving... I-I can't... And besides, now I'm in a position where I can't see Cesare, and I'm too shy to ask him to change positions... I can't stay like this anymore...
"C-Cesare... I want to see you... I don't like it this way..."
Well, it seems like my wish came true. Cesare turned me to face him while continuing the action. But this time, what he was doing didn't seem as painful... Wait, what's happening?
"Antonio, look at yourself... Where is that holy priest who was so shy that he didn't want to bathe with anyone and would even hide when changing clothes?"
"S-Shut up... It's all your fault!"
"My fault, huh... Well, then don't blame me for what's to come..."
Suddenly, Cesare's movements became faster... Much too fast...
"C-Cesare, slow down... Please!"
"Whose fault is it? Is it mine?"
"N-No... Slow down, please!"
"Then whose fault is it that you've ended up like this?"
"It's mine... It's all my fault..."
"Alright then..."
To my surprise, Cesare lifted me from the bed and took me in front of a mirror... I can't believe I'm this person... Sin is written all over my face... Desire, carnal lust, ecstasy... No, it can't be me...
"Antonio, look at yourself," Cesare said as he raised my head to see my reflection.
"Cesare, I can't be this person... It's not me..."
"Oh, yes, Antonio! This is you, the real Antonio, not a copy of some saint..."
And finally, it all came to an end, and Cesare was quite exhausted, just like me.
"I'm close... Can I...?"
"No, don't pull out... Do it inside, Cesare!"
"Are you sure about that? You were saying..."
"No... Please..."
"Alright, you asked for it!"
After a few seconds, I felt an indescribable sensation... Waves of liquid entered my body, making me feel more and more helpless. Afterward, we both lay in our bed, tired. I can't believe I did it for the first time... I had sex for the first time with someone, and that person was a priest... Cesare was truly the first one who...
"Antonio, are you okay?"
"Y-Yes... Just very tired, and I don't think I'll be able to do anything tonight or tomorrow..."
"It's alright... Anyway, you were amazing..."
"You say that? How do you know how to do all these things?"
"Well, let's just say you're not the first person I've been through this with, so I can say I have experience..."
"In any case, I... Goodnight!"
"Goodnight, Antonio!"
After taking a bath, I fell asleep with my head resting on Cesare's chest... I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but I hope to be in the company of the same Cesare, my first love...