Chapter 397 - 36. Obsession.

I stayed upstairs for the rest of the day. My need was too strong, and I felt myself a little threatened, all of these new sensations and instincts were bubbling onto the surface, leaving me unsure of anything. I tried to learn to control them, but this reminded me of my beginning as a werewolf, this uncertainty and feeling that everything is so damn new to me.

I tried to focus on anything, something, but the need was there. Restlessness was there too, and I felt like I was falling apart. I even thought that it might be wise to leave, but then again, I wasn't sure what was Bran's stance on my feline side. We hadn't really spoken about it. I read for about fifteen minutes, walked around, marked my territory, played Eternal Flame, and used my fingers. 

In the evening, Damon came in. He stopped by the door and smelled the air. I could see the flicker of his nostrils and I controlled myself because now I wanted to go and bite him, marking him as mine too. I knew Damon had issues with that kind of thing, like he had some problems with nicknames, too. 

He said. " Baby, what's wrong? You came up here, and you haven't come out since. What's the matter? Are you sick or something? Come on, it can't be that I was with those women. Don't be jealous."

I sighed and said. " No, I am not jealous. This is me, not you, and I am now very confused about some new sensations and information that I received. Why I did not come down? That's because, well, I'm unsure if I should tell you this. It's just that this is what I don't know what's going to happen. I don't. This could lead to some brand new experiences for both of us."

Damon came and sat down next to me and said, " Come on. Let me see if I can help. Tell me, baby, it can be that bad. You know I am old and have been through a lot and there is little that can surprise me, and this is probably something I can help you with. Share."

I thought to myself, "Oh fuck yes, you can help, but is that kind of help wise? I don't know." I sighed, looked at Damon, bit my lower lip, and decided to come out with it.

I said, "My cat side is the problem. I think I'm in heat. And according to Colin, if you're at the same stage, then he's not guaranteeing that this won't lead to results. He is not sure if I can conceive and if my birth control works on my feline side. As you can probably smell. I have marked my territory, probably trying to lure you in. Now I do not know if this is doing anything to you. Bran and Adam or Samuel don't smell this but I didn't ask Samuel because of Bran. This is something brand new and Bran is not part of the equation. You are. Right now, I am controlling myself because one part of me wants to bite you long and hard, marking you to be mine, my male. I know your stance on that. "

Damon looked at me for a moment and said " Baby, you can bite me, mark me, I don't mind, and what comes to heat, that is definitely between us, I do sense something, that I can promise to you. Well, Did Colin mean breeding, insemination, right? Kittens? But what kind of?"

I nodded. I continued, " He didn't know why this was coming on, and there may not be another one for a long time, but you see my problem. He said that this visiting pack may have been a stressor that brought this on, and maybe my feline side is just learning and testing. He has been talking with Curran, and even Curran couldn't predict what would happen. There is no test on how to gauge if feline females are ready to breed. I have this need to get cock, to be bred too, and I am horny, so I have taken care of myself and then I have used my juices to mark my territory. "

Damon was silent and frowned. He said, "Well, we probably need to do something about this."

His phone beeped, and he said, "I have to go. Bran needs to talk to me. Let's get back to this; yeah, how rough are you? Are you in pain? Let me see, you are not hot, so there is no infection coming along. I have no idea will feline heat will go into knots if it is not treated, and if your heat is on, does it need to be put on?"

I shook my head. I wasn't hurt. I was just as super horny as can be.

I said, "No pain, only lusty horny feeling, and weird sensations, instincts too. I want to almost vocalize out loud, call you."

Damon nodded and said, "Well baby, I must go now, but I will come back to you. Everything will be just fine. Just try to hang in there."

He left, and I concentrated on the fleas with everything I could muster, but no, I couldn't get my head together in a way that was worth getting involved. I lay in bed and took care of myself a couple of times, showered again, and tried to read. I had a few aids reserved in another room, so I got those too, but it was like that even the biggest and thickest dildo was not enough. I was insatiable, and I continued to mark my territory, too. I had my pheromones wide open, and these weren't wolf, or vampire but my feline pheromones, whole new set of them and this was again something new.

I said to Damon in my mind, after I had thought things through. "Damon, I think it would be better not to act on any kind of activities, as I do not want to take risks. To have a litter of kittens, I mean, I do not know what my feline form would be like even."

He answered nothing back. I thought that was fine. Maybe he then moves on those bimbos and maybe he is not even coming upstairs to sleep, but this is probably for the best. i can hang in there or then I could leave, it could be one thing too. 

I don't know what time it was when Damon came back. I had just taken yet another shower. I had only a towel wrapped loosely around my body when I emerged from the shower. He said nothing but stood up, came at me, and hugged me. I felt a needle sinking in my lung. He gave me a flank. I felt my thoughts get fuzzy and my arousal took a back seat for a moment.

He started undressing me, meaning he took the towel off, dried my hair, and murmured something so softly that I just couldn't make anything out of that. I was not sure for certain what were his intentions. Will he keep me drugged so I don't suffer this feeling or what?

He also undressed himself, always giving me the flank, so that I was pretty damn drugged. That is nothing out of the ordinary. He sleeps naked. He took my arm and guided me next to himself onto the bed.

He went to sit on the bed in a good half-sitting position and lifted me onto his cock and plunged it deep into my cunt, and started fucking.

He murmured in my ear. "There, there is no need to suffer, I will breed you, this helps, not girl, just breed for me, take it all, you take every inch of my cock, the as good little breeder does, that's it, just enjoy,"

His voice was dark and lusty. This was amazing. It felt unbelievably good, and the flanks started to disappear from my head as the heat took over. Damon set the pace and the force as he penetrated deep repeatedly, and I came three times before I felt the wonderful thick hot juices start to bathe my insides. He purred at me. Pressing my face in his neck, smelling his pheromones. 

He kept murmuring to me, to be a good little breeder, and take everything. I was so good girl. I wanted this. This felt so amazing. The pressing need, something that had bothered me the whole day, went away, and all there was pure bliss. To be bred. I was smelling his pheromones, all the time. 

I lay against Damon as he flooded inside me.

He said, " Good girl, you just stay there, and you just breed real good. Just breed and feel how I am going to breed you. You take it all, all in your womb, good girl."

Even though I knew this was not wise, the feeling was incredible. That need was momentarily satisfied, and I wanted to be full. I wanted Damon to come inside me over and over again.

We bred all night long. In unique positions. He nuzzled my pheromones; he made me bite him many times. One of my bites stuck. It formed a kind of scar and Damon wanted me to lick and nibble it when he bred me. He was breeding me, and I was receiving the sperm.

He was breeding me right in my womb. Nothing came out, and I almost felt the need to be pregnant. And the need didn't want to end. He had a hard need to get me bred, to fill me up. I had to get his sperm inside me. It felt like I had a heat womb, two-horned, and pressure was beginning to feel on my sides and Damon stroked my side and filled me up even more. 

Samuel had gotten Colin's call yesterday when this had called him and told him about Mimi's feline side's heat. Colin had spoken with Curran and Curran had said that the male triggers the female's ovulation during breeding so if there are no eggs shed after breeding they will not shed later either, the male hasn't then gotten them to ripen and shed.

Curran had suspected that Damon was not yet able to get Mimi to ovulate, as they had no feline form manifested. So there would be then the danger of uterine infection if Mimi just wants to get bred and nothing happens. Colin recommended that both of Mimi's wombs would be taken out, and silver clips would be placed in leftover tissue to prevent growth. Samuel agreed and promised that he would check on Mimi's situation in the morning. 

On the way to breakfast, I got myself under control because I was completely filled with Damon's sperm. I knew this wasn't a bump. This is sperm, his sperm. And my uterus was teeming with it. And I didn't care. This was something that I wanted, and I had another need. I wanted Damon to bite me, and nip me all the time because it made the heat on my side intensify to almost burning my sides, on my ovaries. 

We ate breakfast, and Damon went to his bimbo land. He had bitten me sharply all through breakfast and now I needed some time to be alone, to conceive. I wandered outside, and as long as Damon's stuff was inside me, I was satisfied.

Samuel came over and said to me. " Now we are going to medbay and I am going to sterilize your cat side temporarily. Damon can't get your eggs out yet and that will only lead to uterine infection, and the heat won't ease until, well, you're pregnant, or it'll be awhile before the reproductive cycle is over. And knowing you, it might not be over. "

I said, "No need, I might ovulate, my sides are burning,"

Samuel sighed, and he pressed on my side and said, "Here, you mean here is burning,"

I nodded. Samuel said, "Well, you might ovulate young lady, but in your wolf womb, there is no sperm there and Colin's little concoction will keep you not to fertilizing, so both wombs will go, and no refusal. This is final."

He took me by the arm.

I followed Samuel because he was using his alpha power and fine, maybe he was right, too. I was reluctant to come in, though. He put me to sleep almost as soon as I could even sit on the edge of the bed. He had a cocktail ready, and I didn't have time really to react as he injected it into my neck, so I passed out more or less instantly.

Samuel got Mimi to sleep and took her to the operating room. He removed the cat's womb, which was stuffed to the brim, and put silver clips in it so it wouldn't grow back. The same with the wolf's womb, which was also growing. It also has silver clips. He did this without hesitation, knowing that at some point, at least, the clips from the wolf's womb would fall off. Mimi had really ovulated in her wolf womb and it had shown some signs of getting into breeding heat, and Mimi being Mimi would have led again just another miscarriage and infection too.

This would not affect Mimosa's heat in any way, and Samuel knew that Mimosa was capable of being separated from Mimi for considerable periods. It might be possible for to her have the greatest part of the heat on her own if she was planning such a thing now. Mimi would wake up soon and Samuel had given her one drug to bind all excess feline hormones. Colin had sent it. 

I woke up in the medbay, and Samuel explained how I couldn't get the heat for any length of time now, and the first feeling was a relief. For some reason, it was a relief. Of course, when my heat has been pretty wild, I don't always get the heat. Samuel had tied up most of the cat hormones, and I was grateful for that. I still wasn't a nun, but now maybe I could shower and use the shower head for what it was meant for.

Samuel said," If this keeps happening, you getting in feline heat, we will sterilize every time. I will send that feline womb to Colin and Curran to be analyzed, but it will be probably clear that you are not actually a sexually mature feline female, nor Damon is mature enough to breed you. You need to get your feline side manifested first maturing to happen."

I nodded and said, "What about Bran? Will he be upset that I am sterilized, not getting in heat anytime soon?"

Samuel sighed and said, "No he is not upset. He is more or less relieved well just because this takes temptation off."

I nodded. Well, let's see what will become this pack visit now and then.